During these dreams, I felt as if I were reborn. I felt the feeling of love again without a worry in
the world. It was she who made me happy, it was she who opened my heart and committed
murder to all my pain. However, this murder wasn't total death. The pain came back and it came back to stay.

Now it's infected and peroxide doesn't even foam..........so maybe I'm not normal? I'll probably
never see her again in this life unless she continues to peacefully visit my dreams.

If she does, maybe one day I can stay, stay with her in another world, stay with her in another
time, stay with her by not waking up..........at least my heart will never hurt again!