Disclaimer:
Don’t own em…but I can dream.
Rating: R
1.
I don’t know what I was thinking when I decided to
take this job. I climbed out of my car,
slamming the door hard behind me. Mark
had called a few days ago, needing someone to help take care of his brother
while he went out of town. I had known
Mark for a few years, and used to be best friends with his wife, before their
messy divorce sent her back to California.
She didn’t understand why I remained friends with her ex, so she refused
to speak to me now.
Mark and I had gotten along from the
first time we’d met. We never ran out of
things to talk about, and I felt like he was my big brother most of the
time. When he and Sara had split up, my
loyalties were divided, but Sara had made so many accusations against me that I
had thrown up my hands in defeat. She
would believe what she wanted, and I couldn’t change that.
I had been sitting home, brooding
over my latest dating disaster, a guy who had wanted nothing more than a screw
every few nights then to be left alone.
Business was slow, so I wasn’t working as much as usual. I was a teacher of sorts, at the local
hospital, giving lectures on CPR, diet, whatever the doctors, nurses, and
interested public felt like learning about.
Right now, in the middle of April, between the cold of hypothermia and
the heat of sunstroke, I didn’t have a whole lot on my plate. Once the swimming pools reopened in May, I’d
be giving daily CPR classes, followed by teaching lifeguards how to do their
jobs.
So I was bored when Mark called
me. He sounded out of sorts, which was
very unusual for him. He’s the most laid
back person I know, not letting much bother him. The tone of his voice immediately caught my
attention though.
“I have a favor to ask you,” he
said, skipping the small talk for once.
That alerted me to the fact that the favor was going to be huge and not
particularly pleasant.
“Let’s hear it,” I said with a sigh,
lying back on the couch and twirling the phone cord in my fingers.
Mark paused for a minute, gathering
his thoughts. “I’m leaving in two days,”
he started, and I laughed.
“Yeah, I know, you keep reminding me
to come water your plants. I already
said I would. Hell, I’ll even carry in
your mail for you,” I said, rolling my eyes.
Mark had been home for a few months, rehabbing some injuries from his
job as a wrestler. The time had finally
come for him to go back on tour, and I could tell he was thrilled. He hated sitting at home.
Mark gave a distracted chuckle. “I know you said you would, and I appreciate
it. But there’s something else I need to
ask you,” he was quiet for a second, and I waited as patiently as I could. Finally, he sighed. “My brother showed up yesterday. I haven’t seen him in a while. But I can’t not go on this tour. And I don’t know if he’d be able to handle
it. I was wondering…” he trailed
off. I knew passingly of his brother. Supposedly burned in a childhood fire,
extremely introverted, and not a particularly sociable person. Mark didn’t speak of him often, and his
brother had not tried to contact him in years.
Whenever Mark spoke of Kane, there was such a sadness in him, it almost
hurt me when he talked about him.
A now Kane had finally decided to
pay Mark a visit, just when Mark was about to get his life back on track. “You were wondering,” I prompted
cautiously. I had a feeling I knew what
was coming.
“Well, I know you’re not busy right
now, and you’re just sitting around the house collecting dust,” Mark said,
rushing through his words. I almost
laughed at the nerves I could hear in his voice. “I thought maybe, possibly, you’d come stay
here with Kane, til the first leg of this tour is over in two weeks.”
“How old is your little brother and
why does he need a babysitter?” I asked, a smile on my face. Mark wasn’t about to be joked out of whatever
mood he was in though.
“He’s old enough, 33. And he doesn’t necessarily need a
sitter. Look, he’s just had a rough
time, a lot has happened to him and he’s not equipped to handle it,” Mark said.
“And I am?” I asked, already knowing
I wouldn’t say no. I love a challenge,
and in my current mood I would have bungee jumped from the top of the Empire
State Building to liven up my life a little.
“You are. I want to stay myself, but if I miss these dates,”
Mark heaved another sigh. “Well, let’s
just say I’d be a permanent fixture around here. Look, he’s big and quiet, you won’t even
notice him here half the time. I just
don’t like the thought of leaving him alone, and you’re the only one I trust to
help me out.” I could have fallen off
the couch. He was a sweetie when he
wanted to be, damn him.
“You know I’ll do it, ‘Taker,” I
said, affectionately calling him by his wrestling name. “How can I say no? What exactly am I supposed to do with him though?”
Mark’s relief was evident in his
voice. “Talk to him. Be here for him if he needs you. His Dad…” Mark trailed off again, and I knew
this time I wouldn’t be able to prompt a finisher out of him. He and Kane shared a mother, but had
different fathers, and from what I had gleaned from things Mark had said,
Kane’s father was a real asshole. Mental
domination seemed to be his sole thrill in life.
“OK, sounds simple enough. When do I report for duty?” I let him off the
hook on the explanation, both of us knowing that he’d eventually tell me
everything. See, I can be patient when I
put my mind to it.
Mark gave me my instructions, then
we both said goodbye and hung up. I lay
staring at the ceiling for a while, glad I could help Mark out when he needed
it, but also wondering if he had made it sound just a bit too easy. I’d dealt with emotionally crippled people
before, as well as the physically and mentally handicapped. It wasn’t like I couldn’t deal with any
hurdles his brother might throw at my feet.
I sighed and got up, heading toward the shower. I’d meet his brother soon enough, no sense in
worrying myself over what might or might not be wrong with him.
2.
I knocked on the door, then opened
it, not bothering to wait for Mark to answer.
Usually I didn’t even bother knocking, but thought I’d act at least
halfway formal for my new ‘job’. There
was no one in the huge living room, both of the leather couches were empty and
the TV was off. As usual I stopped to
admire the room, loving what he’d built.
When he and Sara had first moved here, none of the houses for sale had
been good enough for him, so Mark had custom built this one. It was huge, two stories tall, every room
almost big enough to put my apartment into.
Of course, Mark being the size he is, he had to have everything made in
his own scale. He looked comfortable in
a room that dwarfed all normal people.
I finally wandered through the
hallway and toward the kitchen, where I thought I heard the sound of
voices. I carried my overnight bag over
my shoulder, dangling it from my fingers as I walked through the entrance and
into the kitchen. Mark stopped in
midsentence and smiled brightly at me.
“Wondered if you were ever gonna show,” he said, laughing at the face I
pulled. He stepped forward and had to
stoop down a little to give me a hug.
Mark was close to seven feet tall, built like a tank. Being hugged by him had the same effect as
being surrounded by a solid wall of massive man. Which I joked with him about constantly.
“You know me, always five minutes
late,” I said, laughing up at him. “Of
course, that doesn’t really matter, since the party never starts til I get
there.”
“Of course,” Mark said wryly, then
winked at me. “I was just getting the
last of my stuff together. My flight
leaves in a few hours.” He cleared his
throat a little, then nodded his head toward the kitchen table. “I suppose it would be nice if I introduced
you.” I hadn’t even seen the man sitting
at the table, I was too busy trying to get a laugh out of Mark. I turned my head to look, not knowing what I
expected.
Mark’s brother sat in one of the
chairs, his head lowered so that his hair hung over most of his face. Hard as it is to judge someone that’s sitting
down, I could tell he had to be at least as tall as his brother, and just as
muscular if not more. He had on a
T-shirt that hugged his chest, and he was idly moving his hands against each
other, unknowing making the muscles of his arms bunch and contract. I couldn’t tell if he was even looking at me,
the hair covered his eyes completely.
“Kane, this is my friend Jaydn. She’s going to be staying here with you until
I get back in two weeks,” Mark said. I
smiled at Kane, not sure if he was even seeing it or not. Some things are just automatic. I had about given up on any kind of response
from him when he gave a barely perceptible nod of his head. I looked questioningly at Mark, who shrugged
and mouthed the word ‘later’ in my direction.
I moved to sit across the table from
Kane, lowering my bag to the floor. Kane
had moved slightly, so the right side of his face was turned away from me. His hair still hung over his face, so I
couldn’t tell a thing about him, other than he had a great head of hair. Mark went around the butcher’s block in the
middle of the kitchen and resumed sorting out his papers, signing the last of
his prerequisite release forms. He
chatted idly, and I bantered back, but Kane made no effort to join in. It was impossible to tell if he was even
listening to our inane conversation.
This puzzled me, because as I walked through the house earlier, I could
have sworn I’d heard two voices.
Apparently Mark’s little brother was extremely shy around new people.
Finally finished, Mark gathered up
his papers and stuffed them into an envelope.
“Kane, I’m gonna give Jaydn the riot act. We’ll be back in a few minutes.” Again a slow nod. I stood and followed Mark into his office,
where his bags were waiting to be loaded into the car outside. He put his paperwork into one of them, then
sank into his desk chair and gave me a lopsided smile.
“Not a big talker, huh?” I asked,
leaning back against the wall and crossing my arms over my chest. Mark picked up a pin and rolled it in his
fingers, seemingly lost in thought.
“He’s just not used to being around
people he doesn’t know,” Mark finally said, dropping the pen onto the
desk. “It takes a while for him to warm
up. He has some problems with trusting
people.” Mark’s eyes finally met mine,
and he smiled. “Of course, I know that
you being you, he’ll be talking your ear off about an hour after I’m
gone.” I snorted and rolled my eyes.
“From his reaction, I’d say that
he’s already decided that he doesn’t like me at all,” I stated. Mark mulled that over, then shook his head.
“I don’t think so. Give him a chance to get to know you. He’s a tough nut to crack, but I have faith
in you,” Mark smiled again, then stood up.
“I don’t want to go into detail about him right now, but there are lots
of things that have happened to him, terrible things. It’s better to just let him do things his
way, don’t try to force him out of his shell.
He’ll come around.”
“You hope,” I said, finishing his
unsaid statement. Mark nodded slowly and
moved to pick up his bags. I sighed and
hefted the smallest one, moving out of the way so he could go out first. We loaded the car up, and I followed him back
inside into the kitchen, where Kane had abandoned his chair at the table and
was now standing looking out of the window over the sink.
He turned slowly when Mark and I
walked in, his hair still covering his face.
Mark smiled at him. “I’m gonna
go. Jaydn will take good care of you, if
you need anything at all, just ask her.
And I’ll have my cell with me, so call if you need anything.” Mark stepped forward a little, and Kane
immediately stepped back. Sighing, Mark
flashed a grin at his brother, then turned to me. I followed him out of the house, wondering
why Kane didn’t want his brother to touch him.
Mark stopped by the car, looking off across the yard.
“Not a big one for goodbyes,” I
stated, moving to stand next to him.
Mark chuckled and looked at me, then gave me another hug.
“I know. He’s been through some shit. A little time with some normal people, and
he’ll be OK,” Mark said, although it sounded like he was trying to convince
himself more than he was trying to placate me.
“Are you calling me normal?” I asked
him, poking him in the side. Mark
laughed, his mood changing abruptly. I
had that effect on people.
“Never. That would be an insult to normal people
everywhere,” he deadpanned, then slid into the driver’s seat as I laughed at
him. I kissed his cheek through the
window, then watched as he pulled out, waving before turning onto the main road
and disappearing from view.
3.
I stood outside for a few minutes,
looking toward the road, lost in thought.
Now that I was here, I really had no idea what exactly Mark expected
from me. I was turning to head back into
the house when the skin on the back of my neck started tingling. I looked over my shoulder and glimpsed some
movement in the window of the living room.
I smiled a little. So maybe Kane
had noticed that there was a new person in the house. Miracles happened all the time.
I climbed the porch steps and went
inside, not surprised that the living room was empty. I shook my head and went back to the kitchen,
and found it unoccupied too. Was he
playing hide and seek or what? I heard a
creak from overhead, and glanced up at the ceiling. Sighing, I picked up my bag from the floor
and made my way to the staircase. I
climbed to the second floor and headed down the hall to the guestroom that I
had always used when Mark asked me to house sit.
I opened the door and stepped
inside, surprising Kane, who was sitting on the bed. He stood quickly and
turned his back to me before I could say anything. I caught a brief glimpse of his cheek before
he ducked his head, his hair once again falling forward to cover him up.
“Sorry,
I didn’t know which room was yours,” I said, trying for a bright tone. “I usually stay in here.” No response from the big guy. I backed up. “I’ll just use the other room.” Still nothing. This was going to be a thrilling two weeks, I
could tell already. I closed the door
behind me and went across the hallway to the second guestroom. It didn’t matter to me where I slept, really,
but I had gotten used to the other room over time.
This
one wasn’t bad, though. It had a window
seat covered in pillows, a large bed, and a dresser and closet. I was planning on going back to my apartment
every couple of days to get clothes and make sure the place was still
standing. I wouldn’t need all the hanger
space in the closet. I tossed my bag
onto the bed, then flopped down next to it, looking up at the ceiling. I suddenly felt very tired. Sighing, I got up and opened the bag, taking
out the few things I’d brought and stowing them in the dresser. I put my bag in the closet and turned to
leave the bedroom and head downstairs.
Might as well put Mark’s giant screen TV to good use while I was
here. He had a great collection of
movies, so I could at least occupy myself for a little while.
I had
just settled in on the couch when I heard the stairs creak. I didn’t have to turn to see Kane enter the
living room. His image was reflected on
the screen of the television. He stood
uncertainly in the doorway for a few minutes, his head tilted to the side. He finally moved into the room, and sank onto
the couch across from me. I resisted the
urge to stare at him; instead I focused on the movie flashing onscreen. I kept stealing little glances from the
corner of my eye though. Kane’s hair
again covered his face, and I wondered if he had some kind of fetish about
it.
I
didn’t try to draw him out, and he didn’t offer to speak, so we both watched
the movie in silence, which is totally not like me. Usually it takes the threat of a gag to shut
me up during a movie; I always try to liven it up by commenting on all the
action. This time I couldn’t even tell
you what the movie was about, I was too focused on not looking at or talking to
the big silent man sitting across from me.
When the film ended, I stood up and focused my eyes on him.
“Hungry?”
I asked, not expecting an answer. I
wasn’t disappointed. I controlled the
urge to roll my eyes. I personally was
starving, I usually skip breakfast, and today had been no different. “I’m going to go make some lunch,” I offered,
then walked out of the room. Mark had
said Kane was a tough nut to crack and he wasn’t lying. I flipped on the radio that sat on the
counter in the kitchen and rummaged through the fridge. Finally deciding to just make a sandwich, I
pulled out everything I needed and grabbed a plate. I sang along with the radio as I piled
lettuce and tomato on my sandwich. I
spun around to put the mayo back in the fridge and collided with Kane. I hadn’t heard him come in, and he scared the
hell out of me, sneaking up on me like that.
I jumped a little and the jar slipped out of my hands. Kane reached out and caught it, moving so
fast I barely saw the motion. I looked
up at him as he held the jar out to me.
I
slowly reached out and took the jar, noticing how careful he was that my
fingers didn’t touch his. My eyes went
back to his head, where, although the hair was still hanging in his face, I was
at a height where I could look up through the dark curls. He was looking at me, that much I could tell,
but I couldn’t tell much else. Why did
he insist on hiding his face?
He
slowly backed away from me, then went around to the other side of the butcher’s
block. He slowly built himself a
sandwich while I watched. All of his
movements were slow and methodical, almost calculated. I put the jar down on the counter and moved
to sit at a stool at the butcher’s block to eat my sandwich. As we both chewed, I decided I’d do what I
normally do when it’s too quiet. That’s
talk.
“So,”
I began, like sitting across a table from a huge silent man was an everyday
thing. “We’re going to be spending two
weeks in each other’s back pockets.
Maybe you want to tell me about yourself?” I paused, then went on. “OK, you’re shy. I’ll start.
I’m Jaydn, single, Aquarius.
Medical background, currently not formally working, but that’ll change
once Memorial Day gets here. I’m an only
child of divorced parents; my father is chasing women younger than me in
Florida while my mom is in California discovering the joys and agonies of
plastic surgery. I’ve lived here all my
life.” I stopped to catch my
breath. “That’s me in a nutshell. Oh, I like music, so the radio will probably
always be blaring. Let me know if that
bugs you. I read a lot, I write a lot, I
go walking a lot. I love to swim,” still
no sign of a response from him, which I wasn’t expecting. I chatted on, holding a one sided
conversation with myself, until we finished eating.
I
swept up the dirty dishes and made quick work of cleaning up. He moved to help, and I didn’t stop him as he
put away the sandwich makings and slowly wiped down the butcher’s block. That alone impressed me. A man actually cleaning up after
himself. The shock was almost too damn
much for me.
Once
everything was straightened up, I flashed him a smile, and announced that I was
going to find something to read. He
didn’t respond so I went into Mark’s office and looked over his books that
lined the walls. I finally settled on a
horror novel that I hadn’t read yet, and went to the living room to curl up on
the couch and read. I was aware of Kane
moving through the house, going upstairs for a while, then coming back
down. I was engrossed in the book,
really getting into the blood and gore when something cold touched my arm.
I
looked up as Kane held out a can of Pepsi to me. Smiling at him, I took it and popped it open,
taking a few long swallows before going back to the story. Kane settled on the other couch, taking a
drink from his own can before setting it on the table and leaning forward. My concentration was blown. I could feel his eyes on me as he watched me
reading. I didn’t know if he was just
trying to figure me out or if he was plotting ways to kill me at this
point. He’d shown some consideration in
getting me a drink, I’ll give that to him, but having his hidden eyes watching
me was starting to wear on my nerves.
With a sigh I closed the book and set it aside.
4.
“Mark has a pool,” I said, looking
directly at him. He didn’t change his
position. “I’m going to take a
swim. You’re more than welcome to join
me.” I stood up and headed upstairs to
change, leaving him to think it over.
Once in my room, I pulled my bathing suit out then tossed it back into
the drawer. I usually wear a one piece
when I swim, just a habit I had gotten into.
I had a bikini with me, which I didn’t wear in the pool, it was for
laying out in the sun and baking. If
Mark’s brother wanted to watch me, I was more than willing to put on a little
show for him. I pulled the bikini on,
then looked into the mirror hanging on the back of the door, making sure I was
covered in all the right places. It was
made of shiny black material, and there was just enough fabric to hide what
needed to be hidden. Smirking a little,
I grabbed a large towel from the hall closet and made my way downstairs,
stopping to grab Mark’s portable CD player from a table in the hallway.
I
went out into the warm sunshine, glad that I lived in Texas where it generally
stayed warm enough to swim for most of the year. I put in a few CDs from Mark’s collection,
and sat on the edge of the pool for a minute, letting my feet dangle into the
water. Finally I slipped into the water,
flinching a little at its coldness before ducking under the surface. I came up and pushed my hair off my face,
loving the feel of the hot sun on my wet skin.
I slowly swam the length of the pool, then rolled onto my back to float
and look up at the faultless blue sky. I
reached the pool wall, and stood up in the water. The CD changed, playing some country music. Normally I don’t like country, but I didn’t
feel like climbing out to change the disc.
I leaned my head back against the side of the pool, gripping the edge
with my hands and letting my legs float in front of me. My eyes slid shut as I let the combination of
the water, sun and music soothe my nerves.
I opened my eyes and saw Kane standing at the far end of the pool.
I had
trouble pulling my eyes away from his chest.
He’d changed into swim trunks, and stood at the edge of the pool,
watching me relax in the water. His
chest was broad and muscular, moving as he took deep breaths and let them out. My eyes roamed over his body, taking in the
powerful legs, the strong arms, the broad shoulders. I got the impression that he wanted me to
look at him, to approve of his physique.
Or maybe just seeing a well-cut man was making me hormonal. He took a deep breath and then dove into the
water. He surfaced with his back to me,
then paddled to the edge of the pool. He
swam from side to side, his long arms making easy work of the length of the
pool. Seeing him swim so effortlessly
made me feel lazy for my one lap I had put in, so I sighed and pushed off the
wall, swimming toward the far end with slow methodical strokes.
I
touched the wall and turned, making it to the other end before stopping to
tread water in the shallow end. There
was a splash behind me, and I spun around in time to see him surface a few feet
away. Kane flicked his wet hair back,
and I got my first good glimpse of his face.
He was handsome, with a strong face that matched the rest of his
body. A well-kept stubble shaded his
jaw-line, making him look very rugged.
He looked back at me, meeting my eyes for the first time. His were a beautiful hazel, reflecting back
the blue of the water in the pool. On
his right cheek were faint scars, most of them lost in his beard. He seemed to sense where I was looking and
turned his head a little, so the scars were not in my line of sight. I focused again on his eyes, noticing the
wary way they watched me for a reaction of any kind. I gave him a little smile, and moved closer
to him. The urge to reach out and touch
him was huge, but I restrained myself.
I’d seen the way he’d reacted when Mark had moved to hug him
earlier.
He
watched me as I stopped, studying his features.
Even wet, his hair held onto its waves.
It was almost longer than mine, a dark brown shade that had red
undertones. I couldn’t for the life of
me figure out why he would want to cover up such a handsome face. The scars didn’t detract from him at all,
instead they added a touch of roughness that I found totally intriguing.
Abruptly
he turned and swam back to the far end of the pool leaving me to stare after
him. I don’t know what he expected from
me, but from the way he’d taken off he must not have liked my reaction. Sighing, I climbed out of the pool, heading
toward one of the lounge chairs where I could let the sun dry me and hopefully
up my tan a notch. I stretched out on my
back closing my eyes and letting the sun do it’s job. Mark’s brother was definitely strange, and I
had absolutely no clue as to what would work to get him to trust me. I guess I’d always taken for granted the fact
that people just generally liked me. I
bring out the talkative side of people usually.
Kane
was still in the water, not swimming, just leaning against the pool wall. I could feel him looking at me, studying
me. On one hand it was kind of annoying,
on the other it was flattering. If I
knew what was going on in his head, I’d have a better idea of what I should be
feeling. I rolled onto my stomach and
rested my head on my arms. The
combination of the swim and the sun was making me feel sleepy. I closed my eyes for a minute.
The
next thing I knew, a hand was shaking my arm.
I sat up slowly, feeling slow.
Kane was kneeling beside my chair, his wet hair hanging in his face. I smiled at him. “Thanks.
I should know better than to crash outside,” I told him, standing
up. His head followed my movements, I
could feel his eyes moving over my bikini, taking in all of the skin it
exposed. I let him look his fill, then
grabbed my towel and headed back into the house. I was confused to say the least. I was just supposed to be looking out for him
like Mark had asked me to. But every
time I felt Kane’s eyes on me I felt like throwing myself at him. I sensed him following me, and grinned. Either he was attracted to me, or he was just
trying to figure me out. Things were
bound to get interesting.
5.
I
took a quick shower, washing away the chlorine smell the pool had left on my
skin. I got dressed in an old T-shirt
and shorts, and went downstairs. Kane
was already dressed, his dark hair drying naturally around his face, sitting on
the couch looking at the TV. I walked
through to the kitchen, and dug through the fridge. Mark was well stocked. I set out some steaks, thinking I could fire
up the grill and have a little cook out.
As I walked toward the door to the living room, the phone rang. I grabbed it from its place on the wall.
“Hey,”
Mark greeted me warmly. In the
background I could hear muffled conversations.
“I just got to the arena. I
wanted to make sure you’re doing OK.”
I
laughed a little. “We are fine, worry
wart. Go concentrate on beating the hell
out of somebody.”
Mark
laughed, relief in his voice that things were going OK. “All right, let me talk to my bro, make sure
you’re not harassing him, then I’ll get outta here.”
I
carried the cordless to the living room and handed it to Kane. He listened to Mark for a few seconds, and I
left the room, realizing he wasn’t going to speak with me near him. From the kitchen I could hear his murmurs
indistinctly. So he could talk. Maybe I was just doing something wrong. I glanced at the clock. It was almost 5, time to fire up the
grill. I got it started and waited for
it to get good and hot before throwing the steaks on. As they cooked, I went back inside and threw
together a salad.
A few
minutes after six, the steaks were done, and I went through the house looking
for Kane. He’d moved to Mark’s office
and was looking out the window into the side yard. I cleared my throat and he slowly turned his
head to look at me. “Um,” for a second I
couldn’t remember what I had come in there for.
For once his hair wasn’t hanging in his face. He looked at me with direct, clear eyes. He still kept the right half turned away. I smiled a little. “Dinner’s ready, if you’re hungry,” I managed
to get out. He nodded once slowly, and I
turned to leave then froze in my tracks.
“Thank
you,” my head turned so fast I thought I was going to get whiplash. His expression hadn’t changed, so I was going
to discount it as imagination. Surely I
had not just heard a deep voice thanking me.
I gave him an uncertain smile and left the room.
I
fixed both of our plates and watched as he walked into the room and sat at the
table. I took the seat across from him
and watched him eat, wondering if he was going to say anything else. He kept glancing at me between bites, and I
could have sworn I saw amusement in those gorgeous eyes of his. The tables were turned. I couldn’t stop staring at him, and he
avoided looking at me. It was actually
kind of funny.
After
we were done, Kane cleaned up again, and I wandered outside to sit in the porch
swing, looking out over the pool. It was
starting to get dark, and a cool breeze blew across the yard, rippling the
water in the pool. It was definitely
going to rain later. There was a smell
the air got right before a big storm. I
breathed it in, smiling a little. I
loved storms.
I sat
outside for a while, lost in thought. By
the time I got up, I could see lightening flashing in the distance. I stifled a yawn. I wasn’t used to lazing around all day; if I
had been working, I’d be wired right now.
I went through the living room, pausing in the doorway to study Kane as
he sat on one of the couches, flipping the pages of a book.
“I’m
going to bed,” I told him when he looked up at me. I flashed him a smile, then headed upstairs,
not waiting for him to attempt to say goodnight. I didn’t want to press my luck.
I
slid into a nightshirt and climbed into bed, tucking a sheet around me. I closed my eyes and relaxed, letting myself
drift into sleep.
6.
I
woke up to the sound of thunder cracking outside. Living in Texas, you learned to get used to
pop up thunderstorms. It was just
another fact of life. I was snuggling
down under the blankets, having not quite come all the way out off sleeping
when I heard another noise. I listened
closely but it wasn’t repeated. Sighing,
I rolled onto my side, away from the window and the lightening flickering
outside. My eyes shot open and my heart
slammed against my chest. “Kane?” I
asked the barely visible figure standing just inside the doorway. He didn’t move, only stood there looking at me
as another crash of thunder made the house shake. He started a little at the sound, then grew
still again. The thought that this huge
man was afraid of the storm crossed my mind, and I couldn’t quite push it
away.
I moved to the far side of the bed, then pulled the sheet
back. “You can climb in here with me if
you want to,” I kept my voice low and soothing.
He cocked his head to the side, considering his options I guess. Slowly he moved toward the bed, hesitating
before sinking down onto the mattress. I
smiled at him even though I knew it was too dark for him to see it. Now that he was closer, I could see he was
wearing a pair of boxers and nothing else.
Did the man not realize how hot he was?
I must have been nuts inviting him to lay down with me.
Kane slowly lay down, his head resting on the pillow next
to mine. He kept his body stiff, not
relaxing at all. I frowned at him,
wondering why it was that he got so tense every time I got within 3 feet of
him. Without thinking I reached out and
touched his arm, feeling him jump at the contact. He tried to pull away, but I held on. “I’m not gonna bite you, so relax,” I said,
resisting the urge to stroke his arm.
That might be just a bit much for him.
I could feel his muscles bunching under my hand, then the knots
smoothing out as he finally willed himself to let go of his tension. “Try to get some sleep. I’m right here if you need me,” I murmured,
my eyes already getting heavy again. I
kept my hand on his arm as I slipped into sleep.
I woke up near dawn, aware of heat at my back and a
weight over my waist. I was more than a
little surprised. In his sleep, Kane had
pulled me against his chest, wrapping his arm around me. I smiled at the thought that if I really
wanted to break down his walls; I’d have to do it when he’s sleeping. I resettled myself, not wanting to get up
yet. I snuggled closer to his warmth,
and felt his arm tighten around me, holding me still. With a sigh, I drifted back to sleep.
I finally roused myself a little after 9, and the first
thing I noticed was that Kane was gone.
I smiled as I got up and threw on a robe. He might have slipped out when I slept, but I
knew he had held me in the night. I
wondered if he realized it, then shook my head.
Most likely he’d woken up with me in his arms and freaked, bolting. I had to bite back a chuckle at the
image. I went downstairs, yawning and
stretching my arms over my head. In true
Texas storm fashion, the clouds from last night were gone, replaced this
morning with a bright clear sky and warm sun.
I
stopped in the doorway to the kitchen.
The table was laid out with breakfast already, and the smell of coffee
was making my stomach rumble. I sat down
on one of the chairs and glanced around.
Kane was nowhere in sight. I
smiled down at the plate in front of me.
Looked like he was going to hide out.
I debated on whether or not to start eating when the door opened and he
stepped inside.
Kane
paused in the doorway, looking at me for a long moment before coming to sit
across from me at the table. I smiled at
him, and he ducked his head. I couldn’t
figure him out, what the hell was he so ashamed of? It wasn’t like anything had happened last
night. At that thought, an image of his
bare chest flashed through my mind. I
glanced over and looked at the front of his black shirt. Not a T-shirt today, a button down shirt with
short sleeves. Not as body hugging as
yesterday. I sighed and dug into the
eggs, wondering where all these thoughts were coming from.
Kane
ate slowly, glancing up at me from time to time, as if gauging my reaction to
his cooking. It was actually very good.
I ate all my food and swiped another piece of bacon from the plate on the
table. I wondered why, if he could cook
and clean, take care of himself, Mark thought he needed a sitter. Other than his not talking, he seemed perfectly
capable to me. In a great number of
ways.
I
felt myself flushing as my thoughts turned to him physically yet again. I stood up and carried my plate to the sink,
setting my back to him. I scrubbed at
the plate, letting water run over it before I put it in the dishwasher. ‘Stop it, stop it, stop it,’ I was saying
inside my head, trying to will away thoughts of how Kane would look completely
naked. I didn’t hear him come up behind
me, and jumped when he took the plate out of my hand. I watched him bend to put it in the
dishwasher, biting my lip as I tried not to stare too hard at his
backside. I moved around the butcher’s
block to the table and started stacking the other dishes.
Kane
came up behind me again. “I’ll take care
of it,” the low voice, very close to my ear, sent shivers down my back. I looked at him for a second, knowing this
time I wasn’t just imagining it. He had
actually spoken to me. I moved out of
his way as he cleared the table, then sank into the chair closest to me. ‘What the hell is wrong with you?’ I asked in
my mind. Having X-rated thoughts about
my friend’s brother after that friend asked me to watch out for him. Some friend I was turning out to be.
Even
as I was thinking it, my eyes followed him around the room. I watched him move, tracking the way his arms
flexed when he scrubbed the dishes. I
shook my head, trying to look at anything but him. I finally forced my eyes down to the table,
and remembered him holding onto me last night.
Not helpful. At the time, it had
seemed sweet, but now I almost wished I’d taken advantage of his willingness to
get close. I sighed and stood up,
slamming out the back door.
7.
I
flopped onto the swing, and sat staring out over the pool. I was mad at myself; I wasn’t used to being
overwhelmed by lust. And that was what
it was. I needed to calm myself
down. Mark’s brother was not what I was
looking for; I actually had no clue what I was looking for. But Kane had problems of his own apparently,
and having me drooling over him wouldn’t help him at all.
I
sighed and stood up. This was not
getting me anywhere. I only had to stay
here for two weeks, surely I could control myself for such a short amount of
time. I smirked to myself. I knew what it was that was so attractive to
me. It was the fact that the man was a
complete mystery. I was just intrigued
with the fact that I knew nothing about him, not what he was thinking; not what
he was feeling. I love a challenge.
I
went back into the house, where the kitchen was cleaned up and the dishwasher
was humming in the corner. Kane had
pulled another disappearing act. I
climbed up the stairs and shut myself into my room, then changed clothes. I was going to go to my apartment later on
today to get some things to work on. I
couldn’t spend the next two weeks doing nothing. Or staring at Mark’s brother.
I ran
down the stairs, wondering if I should just go on to my apartment and take care
of my stuff when I heard noises from the hallway. I walked back toward Mark’s office then shook
my head. It was coming from the other
side of the hall. Mark had a home gym
across from his office. I peeked in the
door and watched Kane as he lifted some free weights. He’d changed into a pair of shorts, and had
his hair tied back from his face. I
watched him; he looked intense, concentrating on lifting the weights. I finally managed to pull my eyes from him,
then stood in the hallway leaning against the wall. I took a few deep breaths, then stepped into
the room. Kane stopped what he was doing
and stood still, keeping the right side of his face turned away from me.
“Um,
I need to go to my apartment for a while, to get some things,” I managed to
say. My voice sounded strange, and I had
to use all of my will power not to stare at his broad chest. “You can come with me, if you want. It should only take about an hour or so.”
He
looked at me for a second, then shook his head.
“I’ll stay,” he said. I stared at
his lips for a second then shook myself.
Why was I finding everything about this man so damn sensual? Without another word, I turned and almost ran
out of the house. It had only been one
day, I still had 13 to go, and if I was going to get hormonal every time I went
into the same room as Kane, I was in some big trouble.
I
managed to turn a one-hour trip to my house into a three-hour chore. I wasn’t avoiding
going back to Mark’s house. I had
promised to stay there. I just wanted
some time away from the guy I was starting to become seriously infatuated with.
I
packed enough clothes to take me through the next two weeks without really
thinking about it. I grabbed my laptop
so I could keep up with my email. I
didn’t like using Mark’s computer; we didn’t get along.
I
pulled back into Mark’s driveway after 1 and took a few deep breaths before
climbing out of the car. I hauled my
things into the house, stopping for a second when I heard Kane talking in the
kitchen. I listened to the sound of his
voice for a minute, then made myself continue on to my room. I spent the next twenty minutes stowing my
things away.
I
must have been on drugs when I packed. I
have a huge collection of lingerie. I
can’t resist buying a new piece of sleepwear every time I go to the store. A year ago a friend of mine was getting
married, so I went and bought her a gorgeous white stretch lace gown and
matching silk robe. I’d fallen in love
with it and kept it for myself and gave her a blender instead. I had to laugh every time I looked at
it. I’d never worn it; it was too nice
to just lounge around in. But for some
strange reason, I’d brought it with me.
I almost cracked up laughing. The
damn thing still had the tags on it.
Sighing
I hung it up in the closet. What had I
expected myself to do, parade around the house in it? Actually I was kind of curious as to what
Kane’s reaction would be. Probably his
usual silent stare. Not really worth the
effort.
I put
on my bikini and went back downstairs meaning to grab the book I’d been reading
so I could take it outside and soak up some sun. I wasn’t paying attention to where I was
going as I rounded the corner at the bottom of the stores and slammed right
into Kane. He reached out and steadied
me and I could have sworn I saw the corners of his mouth twitch. He kept his hands on my bare shoulders for a
few seconds then dropped them to his sides.
“Phone
for you.” Once again, I watched those lips move. He had gotten dressed while I was gone, but
his hair was still tied back away from his face. I smiled at him.
“Let
me guess. Mark’s checking in?” Kane just
nodded, then walked past me into the living room. I watched until he disappeared around the
corner then went into the kitchen. I
picked up the phone. “Hey.”
“Jaydn!
How’s things?” Mark sounded so happy I
was immediately on my guard.
“Everything’s
OK,” I said cautiously. “What’s up?”
“Nothing. I have a few minutes before I have to leave
for Virginia. Just thought I’d see how
you two were getting along.”
“Nobody’s
dead yet,” I said wryly. I idly wondered
what Mark and Kane had talked about.
“That’s
good. Well, I gotta get out of
here. I’ll call sometime tomorrow,” Mark
said with a laugh before hanging up. I
stared at the phone in my hand for a minute before hanging it up. Mark was just thrilled at being back in the
ring. That would explain his mood. I was just being overly suspicious.
8.
I
spent all afternoon by the pool, lying in a lounge chair reading my book. So much for getting any work done. Being at Mark’s was making me lazy. I had to admit I was mildly disappointed that
Kane hadn’t come out to swim. ‘No admiring his legs today,’ I thought with a
little laugh. I got up and stretched
then went to the pool and dove in. I
swam a little, letting the water cool my overheated skin. I almost got sunburned, losing track of time
while I read. I do that sometimes. At least I hadn’t fallen asleep. My stomach rumbled, reminding me that I had
skipped lunch. It was after five,
probably close to six.
I
climbed out of the water and toweled off, then wrapped the towel around my waist
and headed inside the house. I climbed
the steps and went into my room, grabbing some clothes, then took a quick
shower. I was going down the hallway
when I glanced at the door to Kane’s room.
It was open, and I saw him lying on the bed, curled up on his side. I stopped and stared at him. He was asleep, so I didn’t have to worry
about being caught admiring him.
I
slowly moved into the room, trying not to make any noise. Kane had stripped down to his boxers again,
and it was easy to tell why. His room
was sweltering from the sun shining directly through the windows. I studied his chest for a while, admiring the
movement as he breathed in slowly and exhaled.
I would have never believed that just watching someone breathe would be
a turn on. I dragged my eyes away from
his chest, looking at his stomach for a few minutes, the letting my gaze take
in his long legs.
I
pulled my eyes away. Why was I torturing
myself like this? I looked down at his
face, stepping a little closer to the bed.
His hair was still tied back, and he was on his left side. I leaned down a little, getting my first
close look at the scars he seemed to think were so ugly. They were faded, barely visible, most of them
covered by his beard. I thought they
added to his looks, kind of punctuating his full lips, his beautiful eyes. I reached out a hand and lightly traced the
longest of the scars with my fingertip, not even aware I was doing it.
Kane’s
hand came up and grabbed mine, stilling the slow movement of my fingers. His eyes slowly opened and I stared into
them, wondering if he was going to get mad that I’d dared to touch him. He surprised me. He gently pressed my palm against his cheek,
holding it there with his own. I sank
down onto the edge of the bed, watching as he shut his eyes again. I bit my lip and stroked my thumb over his
cheek. He let go of my hand, lightly
trailing his fingers over the back. I
shivered at the touch, then moved my hand slowly down his face, feeling his
soft beard under my palm.
I let
my hand slide down his neck, stopping to feel his pulse beating against my
fingers. Kane’s eyes opened when I
hesitated, looking into mine. He moved
his fingers up my arm, then tugged me forward, pulling me down to him. I brushed my lips across his, then flicked my
tongue over his. His lips parted, then
his tongue slipped into my mouth. I
moaned as we kissed deeply, his hand coming up to cup my face. I pulled back, breaking the kiss. I didn’t know what the hell I was doing. But apparently my senses were going to kick
in on me.
Kane
watched me as I started to get up, then sat up and grabbed my hand. I avoided looking at him, staring over his
shoulder instead. He put his fingers
under my chin and turned my face so I had to look at him. “Don’t leave,” he whispered, sending another
one of those shivers down my back. I
drew in a shaky breath. I didn’t want to
leave, which was exactly why I should.
I’d only met him yesterday for God’s sake, and he’d spoken a grand total
of maybe 15 words to me, but I wanted him.
It was crazy.
He
slowly moved closer to me, bringing both of his hands up to cup my face,
lightly stroking my cheeks with his fingers before sliding his hands into my
hair and pulling me forward. His lips
brushed against mine again, barely touching them, and I felt myself leaning
toward him. He traced my lower lip with
the tip of his tongue, then lightly nipped it, making me gasp a little. He slid his tongue into my mouth, pulling my
face closer to his to deepen the kiss.
I
slowly brought my hands up to rest against his chest, feeling his smooth skin
under my palms. I moved my hands, taking
in the hard muscles under his soft skin.
He pulled his mouth away from mine, then tilted my head back so he could
plant soft kisses on my jaw, moving down to my neck. He grazed his teeth over my skin, and I
sighed in response, sliding my hands up to his shoulders. He leaned away from me, steadying me with one
arm around my back. His other hand slid
from my hair, down my neck, caressing the skin in the hollow of my throat. He looked at my face, watching my reaction as
his fingers toyed with the top button of my shirt before pulling it open. I bit my lip, waiting for him to go on.
Kane
ran his finger down my skin, then played with the next button. He finally opened it, taking time to stroke
the skin he’d exposed. He was moving too
damn slow for me, I wished he would just rip my damn shirt off and get it over
with. He seemed to sense my thoughts, a
slight smirk drifted across his face and he moved even slower to the next
button. I was ready to scream in
frustration by the time he finally got to the last button.
I
started to shrug the material off my shoulders, but he held it closed with his
hand. He guided me to my knees, moving
with me until we were both kneeling on the bed facing each other. His fingers moved between the edges of the
front of my shirt, then up to my shoulders.
He paused a moment, then slowly eased the material over my shoulders,
letting his fingers dance across my skin.
He let the shirt slip off my arms, then pulled it away from me and
tossed it to the floor. His eyes took in
the smooth skin of my stomach, moving up to admire my black lace bra. He raised his hand and traced a finger along
the edge of it, sending warm currents through me. He hooked his fingers in the front of it and
pulled me forward, pressing his lips to mine again.
I
kissed him back, using my tongue against his, trying to urge him to move
faster. Kane broke the kiss, and I
moaned out loud making him smile for the first time. He ran his hand over the material of my bra,
making me arch toward him as his warm fingers brushed against my nipples. Kane slipped his arms around me, then gently
traced my spine, moving up to touch the clasp of my bra. I waited, my eyes closed, pressing myself
against his chest. I kissed his neck and
shoulder, lightly biting on his collarbone, trying again to get him moving
faster. He was too busy torturing me to
notice. The more I urged him faster, the
slower he went.
Kane’s
fingers finally moved, unhooking the bra.
I almost sighed in relief. He let
his hand trail over my back again, then slid both hands up over my shoulders
and hooked his thumbs into the straps.
He moved his hands with agonizing slowness, bringing the straps down
over my arms. He leaned back and pulled
the material away from me, sending it to the floor where my shirt had
landed. He put his hands on my waist,
his fingers lightly stroking my skin, and looked at my naked upper body
hungrily. He slid his hands up my
ribcage, then moved his thumbs over the sides of my breasts. I held totally still, breathing fast, as he
moved his hands to cup my breasts. My
eyes closed as his warm fingers touched me, gently squeezing and molding my
breasts in his hands. Kane leaned
forward and kissed the tops of my breasts, then slid his lips down and brushed
them over one nipple.
I
sucked in a breath as his mouth moved to the other breast and teased me
again. I brought my hands up and
loosened the band that held his hair, then ran my hands through it, loving how
silky it felt against my fingers. Kane’s
mouth was alternating between my breasts, his lips barely touching the
skin. He flicked his tongue over on of
my nipples, then sucked slowly on it, letting his tongue trace lazy circles
around the peak. I tangled my hands into
his hair and moaned his name. He
repeated the action on my other nipple, flicking his tongue over it, sending
heat flashing through my body.
His
mouth continued working over my breasts as his fingers inched their way down my
stomach. Kane slowly lowered the
waistband of my shorts, stopping to caress my lower stomach. He pulled away from my breasts, then maneuvered
me to my feet next to the bed. He slid
to the end of the bed and sat down, pulling me between his legs. Kane nuzzled my stomach, then ran his tongue
around my belly button. His fingers
hooked my shorts again, this time catching the material of my panties with
them. He eased them down over my hips
and slid them off my legs.
I
stood naked in front of him as his eyes looked over my body. Kane put his hands on my thighs, running them
up my legs and over my hips. He looked
up into my eyes with a smile playing on his lips. I traced the outline of his lips with my
finger, shivering a little as his hands continued roaming over my body. His hands went around my sides, and gently
messaged my lower back, then slid down to cup my rear. He pulled me closer, kissing the skin between
my breasts before sliding his lips over one of the nipples again. My legs were threatening to give out on me; I
had to lean on his shoulders to hold myself up as he sucked on me.
Kane
finally pulled me onto his lap so I was straddling his thighs. His lips caught mine again, his tongue going
into my mouth to touch mine. His hands
were on my hips, pressing me down so I could feel his erection against me
through the thin material of his shorts.
I was whimpering low in my throat, wanting him to just throw me down on
the bed and get it over with. He pulled
his lips from mine, watching my face as his hand slid between our bodies to
lightly tickle my stomach before moving lower.
I dug my nails into his shoulders as he stroked me, his fingers barely
brushing against the sensitive spot then moving away, making my hips buck
against him. He repeated the light
stroke, his eyes never leaving my face.
9.
I was
going crazy, his fingers moved lightly over me, making me moan softly in his
ear. I couldn’t take anymore; I put my
hands on his shoulders and pushed him backward so he was lying under me on the
bed. I ran my hands over his chest then
leaned down and flicked my tongue over his smooth skin, tasting him. I ran my tongue over one of his flat nipples,
smiling when he made a low sound in his throat.
I caught it gently in my teeth, then let it go to kiss my way across his
chest. I slid lower, dipping my tongue
into his navel, then nibbling the skin around it. I moved my hands over his sides, then pulled
down on his boxer shorts. He shifted his
hips to help me as I slid back, pulling them off his legs.
Kane
pushed himself back onto the bed, and I kneeled next to him, running my hand up
one of his legs. I felt the muscles in
his thigh tighten as my fingers tickled him.
I paused for a second, looking down at him then glanced up into his
eyes. He had his hands behind his head
and was watching me intently. I kept my
eyes locked with his as I moved my hand farther up his thigh. My fingers grazed him and I smiled as his
eyes narrowed and he sucked in a breath.
I traced his length with my fingertips, loving the feel of him. He twitched against my hand and my fingers
closed around him then gently started stroking him.
Kane’s
hips jerked and I straddled his legs again and held him still with my hand. I kept moving my other hand on him, barely
cupping him against my palm, not applying too much friction. It was my turn to tease him a little. I bent down and ran my tongue over his
stomach again, then moved lower. I
glanced up at him before moving my stroking hand and replacing it with my
mouth. His hips came up off the bed
again as I lightly sucked and I pressed my hands against his hips to hold him
still. I could feel him trying to press
up into my mouth, but I held him back and released him. I ran my tongue down his length, then went
back to the head, nibbling the soft skin lightly as I went. I pulled him back into my mouth, sucking
harder, having to press down harder on his hips to keep him still.
Kane
reached down and grabbed my arms and pulled me up his body, crushing me against
his chest as his lips came up to meet mine.
I could feel him grinding his hips against mine, rubbing himself against
my lower stomach. His hands went down my
back, over my rear then to my thighs. He
pulled up, until I was sitting directly over him. I broke our kiss and reached between our
bodies to guide him into me. I closed my
eyes at the contact, then slowly slid down him, taking him inside me. When he was fully entered, he grabbed my hips
and held me still, then started making slow circular motions with his
hips. I rested my weight on my hands on
either side of his head and put my head back, pushing against his body to get
the most of the contact.
I
leaned down, pressing my lips against his again and felt him move faster
against me. I groaned in approval,
straining to break his hold on my hips so I could meet his thrusts. He guided me over him, raising and lowering
my hips slightly in short strokes, stopping to grind against me. I was gasping for breath, every time his hips
moved a jolt went through my body. I had
never felt anything like this before. He
slowed down again, barely moving inside me.
I leaned down to kiss him again, trailing my lips across his cheek,
nibbling his earlobe.
Kane’s
movements stopped, he held me pressed tight against him, letting me feel him
inside me. I gripped his shoulders, my
lips against his ear, “Kane…please,” I managed to whisper out. I could feel and hear him chuckle, then
sighed in relief as his grip on my hips loosened, giving me room to move. I pushed myself up so I could look into his
face as I started moving him faster inside me, rolling my hips against his,
urging him deeper. His hands slid up to
cup my breasts, his fingers stroking the nipples until I thought I was going to
scream at the pleasure he was sending through me.
I
felt white hot heat flash through my body, and pressed hard against his hips,
letting my climax take me. I dug my
nails into his arms, crying out as the feelings swept through me, feeling the
tension in my lower stomach spreading through my body, then releasing me,
leaving me shaking. I collapsed against
his chest, trying to slow my panting down.
Kane
slid his hands up my back to my hair. He
slowly lifted my face to his and kissed me gently. I pulled away and smiled at him, then gave a
little yelp as he moved suddenly, turning me over so he was on top of me.
He
smiled down at me, then lowered his head to kiss me on the neck, nibbling the
skin. He was still inside me; I could
feel him throbbing against me. Kane
moved his hips, and I moaned wrapping my legs around his waist. He shifted his weight to his hands, then
pushed himself back so he was almost kneeling.
He gripped my hips again, not to still my movements but to guide them as
he eased himself deeper inside me. I
stretched my arms over my head and gripped the pillow behind me as I felt the
same heat build again. Kane was moving
faster, driving himself harder inside me.
Without
realizing I was doing it, I moaned out, “Yes, yes…” over and over as he moved,
picking up more speed until we were practically slamming into each other. I opened my eyes to watch him, taking in the
flex of his muscles, watching as light sweat formed over his body. I could feel him getting ready to finish; his
features were tensing up, his movements becoming more erratic. I worked my hips against him, grinding
against him, wanting him to explode the way I had.
Kane
moaned loudly once then collapsed against me, pulling me against his body in a
tight bear hug as he climaxed inside me.
The feel of him jerking inside me was too much, I felt myself peaking
again, tightening around him as another orgasm, shorter but still powerful,
passed through my body and left me breathless.
The
tension finally eased from his body, and Kane relaxed against me, still
cradling me in his arms. He rolled to
his side, pulling me with him, not withdrawing from me. I rested my head against his chest, wrapping
my arms around his waist. I snuggled
closer to him, listening to his heartbeat as it slowed down. He slowly withdrew from me, then cuddled me
closer to his chest.
I
flicked my tongue over his nipple, making him jump. I could taste salt against my lips and
smiled. “You need a shower, and I need
food,” I said, surprised at how husky my voice sounded. Kane chuckled again, dropping a kiss on the
top of my head. He started moving away
from me, and I held on groaning. “Where
are you going?”
He
looked at me, a smile teasing the corners of his lips. “Shower,” he tipped me a wink, then pulled
away. I watched him leave the room,
shaking my head. I slowly stood up,
laughing at how shaky my legs were. I
heard the shower come on in the bathroom and smiled, then went across the hall
and pulled a robe out of the closet. I
slipped into it and headed downstairs to fix dinner for both of us.
10.
I
heard the shower cut off a few minutes later, and listened as Kane made his way
downstairs. I had dug through the fridge
and found some leftover chicken; it was warmed up and ready. I put together a salad, then popped some
ready-made breadsticks in the over.
Should have been biscuits, but I was starving so I wasn’t about to
complain.
I put
a couple of plates on the table, then turned and watched Kane as he came into
the room. He hadn’t bothered getting
dressed; he wore a towel around his hips, leaving the rest of his body
bare. I had to swallow hard before I
could drag my eyes from him. He smiled a
little then came across the room to stand in front of me. I looked up at him, then returned his smile,
not knowing why I suddenly felt so shy with him.
Kane
reached up and touched my cheek, stroking his fingers over my skin. “Ready to eat?” he traced his thumb over my
lips. I lightly kissed it and smiled
brightly.
“I’m
always ready,” I said, then laughed at the look on his face. I pulled him over to the table and sat next
to him. We ate slowly, stealing little
glances at each other between bites. I’d
never seen a man look so good in a towel.
We
finished eating then cleaned away the mess.
I didn’t know what to do with myself next. Kane stood in the doorway looking across the
kitchen and out the window, and I had my back to him, looking out the back door
into the yard. I yawned, covering my
mouth with my hand. It was still kind of
early, but of course I’d gotten quite a workout earlier in the evening. I smiled a little and turned around, running
nose first into Kane’s bare chest.
I
rubbed my nose and smiled up at him.
“I’m going to have to put a bell on your neck or something. You keep sneaking up on me.”
He
smiled back, then ran the tip of his finger lightly over my nose. He bent his head and kissed the tip of my
nose, making me smile again. Kane took
my hand in his and led me through the hallway into the living room. We stopped beside the couch, and he motioned
for me to sit. I did, sinking onto the
soft leather, then watching as he went to the VCR and picked out a tape. He came back over and sat beside me, putting
his arm around my shoulders.
I grinned
then stood up. Kane looked at me in
surprise. “Move your legs,” I told him,
grabbing his calf and moving his leg onto the couch. He was smiling as he stretched out over the
couch, his back leaning against the armrest.
I eased between his legs until my back was against his chest, then
relaxed against him. Kane put his arms
around me and rested his chin against my head as the movie came on. I ran my fingers lightly over his forearm,
then brought his hand to my lips and kissed it.
We
watched the movie in silence for a while, cuddling on the couch. I almost fell asleep leaning against
him. The closing credits rolled across
the screen and I realized that I didn’t even know what it was that we’d been
watching. Kane clicked off the TV, and
we sat in the dark living room for a few minutes, not moving.
I
finally shifted a little and cleared my throat.
“You don’t talk enough,” I grumbled, smiling when he chuckled and pulled
me back against his chest. He tilted his
head til his lips were brushing my ear.
“I do
when it’s important,” his voice whispered across my ear, sending a shiver down
my back. I closed my eyes as his tongue
flicked over my earlobe. His hands moved
down my arms and to my stomach where he untied the belt on my robe. He ran his
fingers to my neck, then back down, easing the robe open.
I’m notorious for these
abrupt endings…heh