The Death of Me
I wish that today I would fucking die.
Put my tears to flames, so that I would never cry.
No more heartbreak, no more lies.
No more giving up, no more tries.
A call from my maker.
Master and creator.
A death from above.
A death by love.
No more hugs.
No more of these stupid drugs.
Betrayed by love.
Welcomed to hate.
I wish that Jesus would take my life away,
to wipe this guilt from off of my plate.
Cut my wrist to the bone and laugh as I bleed.
Feel the adrenaline rush,
the only true thing that I need.
Take some pills in the kitchen, watch and then hope.
With the amount the anger I have, there's no way I can cope.
Maybe put a gun to my head.
There's no more words left. Nothing else to be said.
Feel the pain that I feel?
Now do you believe this is real?
I wish people could search inside my head and visualize what I see.
That this was never a rebirth,
Just the fucking the death of me.