Back To Earth
If there was a day I could live,
If there was a single breath that I could take.
I would trade it all away,
If all I knew was that you would stay.
I've awaken from this dream,
And suddenly realize that life on the surface isn't as easy, or simple as what it seems.
I'm starting to feel like myself again,
I'm beginning to get to Earth and live for this moment.
Grab it all by the fucking testicles, squeezing, holding it.
No longer feeling like suicide is being my way out of rebirth.
You would be lead to believe that with this never ending cycle of deception, that my life would be over, spirits killed...but no, I'm not dead.
Because to kill this beast, you've got to cut it off at the head.
You're wondering if my feelings are hurt and if my spirits are down,
But instead of worrying about me,
Worry about who will care for you when no one else is around.
You frown when I'm happy,
Smile when I'm down again.
Times are changing, I never asked for your help, never asked for you to like me,
I never wanted to be your friend.
I've conquered this once before and I know what I can get through,
There's just one thing you should remember me by,
When I lift these fingers and give you a nice "salute".
Stay away,
I never want to see your face.
Forget my name,
There's nothing else that you can do or say.