"If at first you don't succeed...try, try again."

::Well today felt just like any other day. Me and Sean did a little shopping like we always do when we visit cities that CHZ tours. I got several new shirts, shoes and a souvenir from New Mexico to add to my growing collection back in Montreal. So far Sean has been acting not like himself. I know how much winning is to him and I think him losing to Xear maybe put him over the edge. He's been training and watching videos studing why he lost. I can see the intensity he carries when he wrestles and Sean wants to me to carry it too. Last week it just felt like a dream to be in the ring with those 3 other women. I felt the adrenaline pumping, the sweat pouring and my body aching afterwards. Even though I lost I felt I did pretty good in my debut. Sean thinks it's time to start racking up the W's and stop with the losses. But really what is there to worry about?...it was one match and he came off of a crazy fight against Rossi and Inferno in which he won. I just wish Sean wasn't so hard on himself and on me. He just wants the Elite Impact Players to be so strong but what he doesn't understand is that things like these take time and not every week the EIP will be victorious. It just so happened that the EIP were the most Elite on Fallout but not at Wild this past Wednesday but all we can do is look towards the future for us and me...Stacy Andretti see great things. This week Tank will try to test the loyalty of us by putting two of our own against each other in an "Impress Tank" match but most importantly I have to face off against the woman who pinned me, Jessica Lyger. I'll admit Jessica is an impressive woman in the ring and her skills can probably be the best I've ever seen but she runs off at the mouth too much. She believes she's so confident and she's so good looking and so talented and it's all off of one win. This week she plans to walk all over me and get one step closer to Melanie our CHZ Women's Champion but instead I'll show her something. I'll show her never to underestimate an Andretti and I'll show her just exactly what a real woman is made of::

::Sean and I got back to the hotel after spending several hours out. It was a little late but I checked my watch to see what time it was. 10:30 well that isn't that late and we got inside. Sean tossed the key card to the side and closed the door as I made my way inside the suite to put some of my bags down. Sean then went to the phone to check who called as I started to freshen up to get comfortable after my long day. I walk towards the bathroom and throw on an outfit before combing my hair. Sean is always up to his busy self on the phone conversating to someone who I can tell is J Stevenson. Those two seem to be like brothers ever since IUWF. They've really come a long way and I hope they can win those RWN Tag Team Titles because I'll be cheering them on. I walk towards the hotel bed we share and we both are watching several commercials but nothing to spark any interest to the both of us. I sit on the bed and Sean ends his conversation. He sighs and I turn my focus to him::

Stacy Andretti: Whew, it's been some day Sean.

The Canadian Sensation: Yeah Stacy it's been some day. And some week.

Stacy Andretti: That's true. I'm just so excited and psyched to be apart of the women's division it's like the adrenaline is still there.

The Canadian Sensation: It's like that now Stacy. When things shit start to hit the fan it's a completely different story. You can enjoy your fun now but stop singing this sad story. You are apart of the Elite so act like it.

Stacy Andretti: What do you mean Sean?

The Canadian Sensation: It means exactly what I say Stacy. It's not easy getting in front of thousands of people each and every week and getting your ass beat in. Taking chair shots, punches, doing interviews with shitty women reporters and autographs. In this sport you have to be dedicated and willing to sacrifice somethings and what I sacrificed was great. It took me about 4 years to get where I'm at today and it took you about 4 months. Matt Scheffert knows what you are capable of, J Stevenson knows, I know and you know. It's about time you grab this company by it's balls and take that women's division by storm. Starting with Jessica Lyger.

Stacy Andretti: Yes Sean I see where you are coming from and I want to defeat Jessica but what if...

The Canadian Sensation: What if nothing Stacy. We trained you and you were superb. Now is not the time to chicken out. Listen, if you start thinking about what's gonna happen and start second guessing yourself, how do you plan to become the CHZ Women's Champion. You just can't second guess your skills and what you can do. You just can't. You have to think positive and know that when you walk down that ramp you have one main goal. One motivation and that is to win. Nothing more, nothing less and this week that's what I want you to do. I want you to shut up that loud mouth bitch named Jessica Lyger. I want you to make her swallow her words and her teeth. I want you to win and show her how it's really done. Make what you do this week look so impressive that it will make last week look like a joke. Like yesterdays news. Stacy I have faith in you. The Elite Impact Players have faith in you. You can do it.

Stacy Andretti: You know Sean...you are right. I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna dust myself off and try again because that's all I can do. I'm gonna win. I'm gonna do this for myself and for the Elite Impact Players. I can win...why can't I? I don't suck and I don't bitch, moan and complain. Jessica isn't gonna strangle the woman out of me because I won't let her Sean. Sean I won't let her do anything. I can do it!

::My heart races and I begin to breath heavily as I raise my hands and look in the palm of my hand. Sean sees this and puts a hand on my shoulder assuring me everything is fine::

The Canadian Sensation: Stacy it's great that you are pumped for this match but don't let what I said go to your head. Don't let what Lyger said effect you physically and mentally because that's all she needs is to find a weakness and exploit it. And lastly, don't get cocky. Jessica right now is feeling pretty confident because you gave up the pinfall to her. This week you are gonna show her different, you are gonna show her what you are really about and you are gonna show her.....

Stacy Andretti: What a real woman is made of!

::We stare at each other with a smile while holding hands. Sean nods his head::

The Canadian Sensation: Exactly. You're gonna get her...and get her good. It's late...we should catch some shut eye. First thing in the morning, we check out...head to Sacremento and train.

::And with that said we shared a kiss and hit the bed knowing we have a long day ahead of us::