My life was spinning in circles....last week I was on top of the world and now look at me. I'm at the bottom of my game wondering how I got here...i'm on the ground wondering how to get back up...I didn't have any clue why I was feeling the way I was feeling...I didn't know why I had the feeling of being lost...the feeling of not knowing where I was. All I knew is that I was alone...in my apartment and all I could do was think...think and think and think all night long...it was driving me crazy. Every single though I had was like a needle going through my head. Yet I couldn't stop it...I couldn't make it go away.

"Fuck sakes what's wrong with me?"

All I could do was think...lay down and look out into the sky and think. About everything...think about how my life turned around ever since I started wrestling. Think about how my life is going to continue to turn around now that i'm here in WWCF. Think about how every single person I had in my life turned there backs on me. Whether they were family or not...all I could think about was how bad my life was...I didn't think it could get much worse, but again I was wrong.

"AHHHHHHHGH."

Now it was worse..the pain was worse. It felt like my head was going to explode and there was nothing I could do about it. How could you go through your life not thinking about something? Try and do that because that's what I was forced to do. It was something I couldn't do...something that was only making me worse and worse each time.

"Okay Brent just relax...just chill out a little bit everything is going to be fine."

Yeah that's it all I had to do was relax....all I had to do was just chill out and relax. Once I did that I would be fine...so I turned to the only thing that could make me relax. The one thing that could change me from being crazy to being as calm as a puppy dog.

"How would I live without this stuff?"

But why...why did it come to this. Why did my life turn this way...why have I become a man that can only be calm by one thing. The one thing that calms me is the one thing that got me into this place i'm in. The one thing that made me calm is the one thing that made me the way I am today. Now try and explain that to your children. Try and tell them that they can't watch there cartoons after they spazz out for no reason at all. I know I know maybe i'm being a little crazy about the whole situation, but I had no clue what was going on.

"Well big guy your calm now....What's next?"

That's the question I always seem to ask myself...the question that always seems to come up whenever I have something to say or complete. As soon as I finish a job " What's Next ". For some unkown reason that was my second thought. My first thought of course would be " What's Gonna Go Wrong? " because see i've lived my whole life knowing something was going to go wrong. If something happened in my life that would be something that's good. I would wait to see what would happen to change that all around. I'm used to it by now so I just sit and wait.

"Hmmm I wonder what it could be."

Well seeing that you just signed your match for Crisis. I don't think anything would be a problem. Unless they weren't happy with your job last week? But you didnt have a match...only because preparing for the pay per view...if it wasn't for that who knows what would have happened? But previous week, you've you lost, lost twice, three times. Who knows what would have happened?

"THAT"S NOT RIGHT...I would have won the match whether or not...my head wasnt there...."

Yeah right Face it Brent your not as good as you once were. You used to be a star...you used to be an amazing wrestler and now look at you. You can barely lace up a pair of boots...what happened to you? What happened to the Brent Daley I once knew?

"Are you really going to compare me to the Roster?"

At that point I knew something was wrong...I was talking to myself and I was actually starting to argue...AND I WAS LOSING...so I finally got up and walked over to my bed. Just a little cheap thing that was from the bargan shop. I just laid my head back and thought something would happen that might change the way I think.

"BRENT what the hell is wrong with you?"

Well I knew it wasn't the thing I took to calm me down because that was actually working. I was chilled out...I was laying down on my bed and I was relaxed. I never realized Coke Cola worked this good...although I did still feel like something wasn't right. I felt like something was a miss...out of place. I felt like I didn't belong.

"Trust me if that was the case WWCF wouldn't have signed me."

Maybe there just using me as a lap dog...like a little filler spot. If that's the case i'm not going to let them do that anymore...i'm a star. I'm a star in the wrestling bizz and if I had to beat anybody they put in front of me for me to prove it I would do that...starting with this week. Whether you like it or not I won that match. I...THE EXTREMIST BRENT DALEY walked out of that match with the win. Whether that my oppenent pinned them or not...nothing is going to change the fact that Im the real star of WWCF. Forget Alex Chance and Julia Easter...Forget Triple or Chris Simmons...WWCF had a taste of Brent Daley last week and this week...this week there going to get a bigger taste and there wasn't a damn thing anybody could do about it.

"The time has almost come...the time is almost here."

Then for some reason I just got up...I got up and got a my cell phone and made a phone call. I didn't know why I was starting to do it now, but it was something I just did so I let it happen. I let it happen because I knew it was something that needed to be done.