[.:.* Picture It *.:.]After the hospital releases me, Crash and Torrie take me back to the hotel. We walk into my hotel room to see Jericho fast asleep on the couch. Benoit walks out of the bedroom upon hearing us clamor in.
||& Benoit &||Youre back! I was worried about you. Chris told me what happened.
||# Crash #||Is that why pretty boy is sleeping on the couch?
||& Benoit &||No, he said he needed to talk to Tammi and asked if he could stay here and wait till she got back. So I told him to make himself comfortable and poor guy mustve been exhausted because he fell asleep.
*~* me *~*Don’t worry about me Chris, we’re all totally fine. You guys can go, I’m just going to head to bed; I’m beat.
||* Torrie *||Okay darling, you get some rest. I’ll call you tomorrow and we can ride to the airport together.
||# Crash #||Shouldn’t someone wake up pretty boy over there and send him back to his room?
*~* me *~*Oh Crash, leave Chris alone. Let him sleep. Thank you guys for everything.
[.:.* Picture It *.:.]Crash and Torrie give me both a quick hug and leave for the night. Chris heads back to bed as I change into an oversized shirt, before I head to bed I pull the comforter off of my bed and walk out to the sitting area and drape it over Chris’s sleeping body. About three in the morning Chris awakens from his slumber to find that he had fallen asleep and that the room was now dark. They must’ve come back and gone to sleep he thought to himself. He gets up off the couch kicking the comforter off of him and makes his way into the bedroom. He sits at the edge of my bed watching me sleep, and leans over me brushing a few strands of hair from my face. I swat his hand unconsciously and catch him off guard which causes him to stumble off the bed with a thud. Chris and I awaken to find Chris on the floor.
*~* me *~*What happened? Chris are you okaes?
||@ Jericho @||Yeah, fine
||& Benoit &||You sure man?
||@ Jericho @||Yeah I’m good. I just need to talk to Tammi.
||& Benoit &||Couldn’t it have waited till morning?
||@ Jericho @||Sorry…
*~* me *~*It’s okaes… I guess since **rubs right eye** we’re up we might as well… chris you can go back to bed. Im sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused you.
||& Benoit &||Not a problem… just don’t stay up too late you need your rest too. Night guys
[.:.* Picture It *.:.]Chris and I head into the sitting area of the hotel room and take a seat on the couch.
||@ Jericho @||I’m sorry to have woken you up
*~* me *~*Its okaes… so what did you want to talk about? ** say grabbing a throw pillow and hugging it** I thought we said all that needed to be said earlier
||@ Jericho @||Nothing was said… We were interrupted by everyone
*~* me *~*I told you we’ll be fine go on tour.
||@ Jericho @||Is that what you really want?
*~* me *~*Chris… I’m sorry I’ve ruined everything for you
||@ Jericho @||What are you talking about?
*~* me *~*I heard about tonight. Torrie told me how you confessed your love for Audra and proposed to her and that she turned you down.
||@ Jericho @||So, how is that your fault?
*~* me *~*She probably knows…
||@ Jericho @||Hey Tammi do you ever wonder what would have happened if you had went with me? That if you didn’t stay to save the WWE for Vince?
*~* me *~*No but sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I never took this stupid job.
||@ Jericho @||I could tell you right now what would have happened. You would have never made the friends that you have. Or traveled to the places you’ve been. Or hooked up with a rock star **he says winking**
*~* me *~*heehee **I toss the pillow at him** You’re such a dork **I say as I shake my head trying not to smile**
||@ Jericho @||Hey is that a smile?
*~* me *~*No…but that may be true I wouldn’t have gotten to meet most of you or travel around the world.
||@ Jericho @||OR have amazing sex with me
*~* me *~*or have had sex with you
||@ Jericho @||AMAZING sex
*~* me *~*hehehe *sigh* amazing sex… but then I would not be tricked into a marriage
||@ Jericho @||You wouldn’t have been tricked into the marriage if you left with me.
*~* me *~*Chris let me ask you something… and tell me the truth. I’m a big girl I can handle it
||@ Jericho @||Okay… what do you want to know?
*~* me *~*Was I just another one night stand? Another notch on your playboy bedpost?
||@ Jericho @||Is that what you think? **he says looking a tad bit hurt**
*~* me *~*I just need to know
||@ Jericho @||Why would you think that?
*~* me *~*Because… I dunno… maybe its cause you slept with me once and then you get with Stacey… and yeah you propose to Audra
||@ Jericho @||Did I ask Stacey and Audra to leave with me when I left to go on tour? You turned me down, I thought you just weren’t interested. That you wanted to just be friends. I didn’t realize you thought that you were a one night stand.
*~* me *~*I couldn’t leave. I was a condition for Tony agreeing to invest in the WWE. I was the reason why you jerkfaces weren’t striking, which that threat probably almost gave poor Vince a heart attack.
||@ Jericho @||You could’ve left, the WWE’s future is not your responsibility.
*~* me *~*I couldn’t go. You know that.
||@ Jericho @||Well you’re going to have to leave eventually, what are you going to do then? What if they threaten to strike then? Are you going to continue to travel at the risk of yours and the babies’s lives?
*~* me *~*No! They wouldn’t do that, everyone would understand.
||@ Jericho @||Yet you think that they wouldn’t have understood if you left before?
*~* me *~*Its different now, they know its because I have to. Is this what you wanted to talk about? You wanted to know if I ever thought about what could have been? Really?!?
||@ Jericho @||No, I want to talk about what we’re going to do.
*~* me *~*I told you back at the hospital. Go back on tour.
||@ Jericho @||And what forget that I came here and found out that you’re pregnant with my child?
*~* me *~*If you want
||@ Jericho @||Tammi you know that’s not what I want
*~* me *~*Well what do you want Chris? Because I’m taking it that you must be thinking something…or else you wouldn’t be so persistent about talking.
||@ Jericho @||I want to know what you want.
*~* me *~*I want you to go on tour, be happy Chris. You deserve to be happy.
||@ Jericho @||And what about you? And the baby?
*~* me *~*I will do what I gave my word to do.
||@ Jericho @||and that is…
*~* me *~*Work for the rest of the summer with Vince. I’ll finish my time out here and then go home. Back to California, be with my family and friends.
||@ Jericho @||And what about the babies?
*~* me *~*Well seeing as how they will be quite dependent one would assume that they would be attached to me.
||@ Jericho @||What about me? What about Randy? Where do we fit into everything?
*~* me *~*I don’t control the two of you. You guys are the holders of your own destinies. The two of you can see them if you choose to. But you don’t need to feel any obligation towards us, either way we’ll be fine.
||@ Jericho @||You don’t need to pretend that you don’t need help. You’ll need help Tammi
*~* me *~*I know, don’t worry. I’ll have my mom to help. And I’ve been saving the money that I’ve been making this summer. So I can hire someone to help me if I need it.
||@ Jericho @||Tammi you don’t need to act like you’ve got it all under control, you’re going to need help. Why not move to Tampa with me. I can help you with the babies.
*~* me *~*Chris **I say smiling shaking my head at him** you don’t need to feel as if you have to take care of me. I’ll be fine. Go on tour have fun live your rock star life.
||@ Jericho @||After the tour ends, that should be about the time you’ll be leaving the wwe, so why not just come and live with me. Then I can see my little… my little .. my baby all the time.
*~* me *~*girl.
||@ Jericho @||It’s a girl?
*~* me *~*They didn’t tell you that when they called you?
||@ Jericho @||No
*~* me *~*Oh well that’s what they told me. That Mr. Irvine is the father of the baby girl in question.
||@ Jericho @||A little girl, a little girl who would be part of me and a part of you too of course. I hope she has your dark silky hair, and sparkling eyes.
*~* me *~*heeheeehee lets hope she has her father’s hott ass.
||@ Jericho @||It’s the ass that attracted you to me, wasn’t it?
*~* me *~*No I think it was that smooth talking of yours.
||@ Jericho @||I’m still your rock star right?
*~* me *~*Always, still haven’t gotten you drunk and trashed a hotel room yet though.
||@ Jericho @||Heh if I remember correctly you were going to get me drunk trash a hotel room AND pick up tons of girls.
*~* me *~***I give him a blank look**Umm okaes
||@ Jericho @||You don’t remember do you? At the airport, I don’t remember where we were going, but you had just totally burned Melina
*~* me *~*And you told me to come keep my rock star company **I said smiling**
||@ Jericho @||And you got all excited saying you always wanted your own rock star
*~* me *~*So see! You need to go back on tour and be a rock star!
||@ Jericho @||Tammi
*~* me *~*Chris
||@ Jericho @||Come on
*~* me *~*I’m serious, Chris go back on tour. The world needs more Mongoose McQueen.
||@ Jericho @||You’re stubborn you do know that
*~* me *~*And you need to go back on tour you do know that