[.:.* Picture It *.:.]We had went up to his hotel room, as soon as John opened the door Busta rushed at us barking and jumping up and down. John scolded Busta and Busta whimpered and crawled under the coffee table. I went and pulled Busta out from underneath the coffee table and sat down with him on the couch as John went into the bedroom to change. John and I had been sitting on the couch in his hotel room, with Busta lying in my lap as John and I sat talking about the upcoming Raw Home coming that was to take place on Monday for a good twenty minutes when my cell phone rang; it was blasting out No ChanceÖ No chance in Hell youíve got no CHANCE. I answer my phone as john sit there looking at me clearly interested in what Vince was calling me about. *~* me *~*Hi Vince.||$ Vince $|| Sweetie, where are you? Linda and I are worried about you darling.
*~* me *~*Iím fine, I just went upstairs afterÖ well after.. you know..||$ Vince $||Well why donít you come back down to the party. Really I insist that you come back down.*~* me *~*Vince, I donít knowÖ I donít really feel in the party mood.||$ Vince $||Sweetheart, either you come down here or Iím going to come up there and get you myself.*~* me *~*But Iíve already changed out of my dress.||$ Vince $|| Itís fine come down in what youíre wearing.*~* me *~*Okaes.. Iíll be down in a few.||$ Vince $||Thatís my girl. Iíll be waiting.*~* me *~*Bye Vince. **I say hanging up the phone and turn to John** I have to go back downstairs.||@ Cena @||Whatís the matter why does Mr. McMahon want you downstairs?
*~* me *~*I dunno, its fineÖ you donít have to go back down if you donít want. I doubt Iíll be very long..||@ Cena @||No, Iíll go too.[.:.* Picture It *.:.]John and I head downstairs, we didnít change back into our party clothes, John was wearing a pair of black mesh basketball shorts and a grey wife-beater and I was wearing white sweatpants and a pink tank top. We head back into the banquet room, everyone is busy dancing and it looks like the video game tournament was just wrapping up, for a big crowd was around the control station. Linda walks over to me as soon as I enter the room, with Vince trailing behind her.||* Linda *||Sweetie, you came back. Are you Okay?
*~* me *~***I give her a half hearted smile** yeah.. Iím fine. Hi Vince.||$ Vince $||Iím glad you came back darling, now come on.||# JBL #||What are you doing back here? **JBL walks over to me** You have some nerve coming back here after you and Randy caused that scene, ruining my party. ||$ Vince $||Without her there would be NO PARTY. She planned this entire thing for you, if youíve FORGOTTEN!
||# JBL #||Well.. coming in here dressed like thatÖ I mean sheÖ||$ Vince $||I told her to come back here as is. So why donít you just go and enjoy this lovely party that Tammi planned for you, before I kick you out of your own party.**JBL walks away like a puppy with his tail between his legs**||* Linda *|| Vince! You shouldnít have forced Tammi to come back down! Tammi darling, you donít have to be here if you donít want to. You can go back upstairs.
||@ Cena @||Yeah come on Tam, lets just go back upstairs.*~* me *~***I look over at Vince** Oh no its fine. But I think Iíll just hang out here in the back corner.
||* Linda *||Donít let my husband bully you into staying, sweetie really, I know he can be intimidating but||$ Vince $||Damn it Linda, stop talking about me like Iím not here! *~* me *~*Linda, no really its fine. Vince isnít bullying me into anything, well besides that stupid wedding angle. Which I really donít want to do. **I said biting down on my lip holding back tears** ||$ Vince $||Well itís too late to change it. *~* me *~*No itís not, I know itís not, because Iíve been here long enough to know that angles and storylines have been changed as late as the morning of the shows. Please Vince, I really donít want to.||* Linda *||Sweetie, in the end itíll be fine, everyone will be happy with the marriage, besides the fans are all behind the wedding and so is everyone backstage.||* Audra *||Sweetie youíre back! **she said coming up and hugging me** Are you alright, Randy shouldnít have yelled it out like that.*~* me *~*Yeah Iím fine. Oh the tape! I left it upstairs!||* Audra *|| Itís okay, oh hey John.||@ Cena @|| Hi Audra. So hey Iím going to go get you something to drink Tammi, does anyone else want anything?||* Linda *|| No thank you dear.[.:.* Picture It *.:.] John goes off to get something to drink, while Vince returns to the party heading over to talk to JR. Linda and Audra sit with me in the back corner of the room. There is load shouting coming from the guys that are surrounding the game control station. JBL walks over with to the stage and grabs the microphone. ||# JBL #||And with that it is the end of the first annual John Bradshaw Layfield Smackdown versus Raw tournament. And now to announce the winners, will the winners please join me on stage. In the Womenís division, the winner was Victoria! **Victoria joins JBL on stage and he hands her the replica belts that I had made special for the tournament that said JBL in place of WWE on the Womenís, Tag Team, and WWE championship belts** And the winners of the tag team division are the team of Shelton Benjamin and **Kane and Shelton come up and JBL presents them with their ďchampionship beltsĒ** And finally the winner of the Menís division Kane! **Kane walks up on stage and holds his belt up in the air as the crowd cheers** Now since Iíve heard some of you like to think that you can sing, weíve got a karaoke machine so, knock yourselves out, but please no William Huangs here! Or else Iíll have to come up and give you a clothes line from hell! Now enjoy the party! [.:.* Picture It *.:.]Everyone cheers, and heads over towards the karaoke machine. While this is happening Linda, Audra, and I are talking in the corner.
*~* me *~*Do you guys think that everyone heard Randy earlier?||* Audra *||No, I doubt it.||* Linda *||Yeah, Audraís right, no one was probably even listening. The music was pretty loud after all.
*~* me *~*Well in some ways I hope that people heard and it gets around, cause I was trying to figure out a way to let it be known, after all I donít have much longer till Iíll be showing. Itís like oh god my life sucks ||* Linda *||Oh donít say that! Youíre life does not suck. Youíve got friends and family who love you, not to mention that youíre having a baby.*~* me *~*This poor childÖ.**I say putting a hand over my stomach** its already been through so muchÖ and than it gets me as a mother. Maybe Randyís rightÖ itís like I wasnít the best mommy with Nikki, and Nikki wonít need as much attention as a real baby.
||* Audra *||Awww sweetie, no this baby will be luck to have you as its mommy.||* Linda *|| Audraís right, Randy was just probably saying that out of hurt and anger for he is dying without you. Have you put any more thought into getting back with him
*~* me *~*Linda, I canítÖ I canít get back with Randy. No matter how much I still care about him, it just hurts too much. Besides I canít trust him. Thereís already been too much hurt and damage done to repair our relationship. It just wonít work the two of us, the fates are against us. Randy and I just arenít meant to be together.||@ Cena @|| Here I got you some orange juice, the bartender was all out of pineapple, so I thought that you might like this. If you want I can go run across the street and get you some pineapple juice, you know what Iíll go do that.*~* me *~*No! Itís okaes! Orange juice is cool, in fact Iím not even really that thirsty. Thank you though.||@ Cena @||So what are you ladies talking about.||* Audra *|| Just girl talk, nothing that youíd be interested in.||# Hardcore #||Hey Tammi, Iíve been looking all over for you. *~* me *~* Hi Bob, howíre you doing? Are you enjoying the party?||# Hardcore #||So you were hiding here in the corner all this time, but Iím good now that Iíve found you. And the party just got a lot better now that Iím in the company of three lovely ladies. Good evening Mrs. McMahon, Audra. So Tammi would you like to dance with me.
*~* me *~*To this song? **Shawn was singing his entrance music** Heehee You want to dance to Shawn singing Sexy Boy? Well thank you, but actually even if it wasnít this song, I donít dance. Iíve got two right feet! Iím that bad! But thank you for asking.||# Hardcore #||Oh **Bob kind of looks disappointed** well would you like to come sit with me and listen to the rest of the guys pretend that theyíre rock stars and get up there and sing?*~* me *~*Actually I was just talking with Linda and Audra, and I havenít really gotten to talk to either one of them with this crazy schedule Iíve been onÖ||# Hardcore #||Oh itís okay, Iíll catch you later than. Bye||@ Cena @||So babe, are you ready to head back upstairs?
*~* me *~*Actually no, I was telling Bob the truth, I really am trying to catch up with Audra and Linda. But you can go back upstairs if youíd like. You donít have to stay down here if you donít want to. ||@ Cena @||Oh, no itís cool, well I guess Iíll leave you ladies to talking and Iíll go join the others over at the karaoke machine and Iíll come back and check on you later. **John looks a bit embarrassed and heads off towards the other side of the room**||* Audra *|| Heehee I guess he thought you were just trying to get rid of Hardcore Holly. But that was so sweet of John to offer to go out and get you pineapple juice.*~* me *~*I didnít even ask for anything to drink. I wonder how he knows I like pineapple juice? Itís like I like it and all but||* Linda *||But youíre more of an apple type of girl.
*~* me *~*Yeah.. but you know what Iíve been craving like crazies. A white chocolate mocha. ||* Linda *||Tammi! You canít have coffee!*~* me *~*I knowÖ and itís killing me.. Caffeine and especially coffee is like such a huge part of my diet! Itís like just one coke and a white chocolate mocha just one!||* Audra *||hahaha I remember when you used to be like that about sex with Randy when he was on the roadÖ that you used to be like just one nightÖ Tammi youíre like the book if you give a mouse a cookieÖ*~* me *~*I am not, and letís not talk about sex and RandyÖ its like if I didnít have sex with him I wouldnít be in this situation now. I could be drinking all the coffee I want. Its like my life would be so different if I had just stuck with my first impression of Randy.