I Don't Think There Will Be A Post-Azkaban Depression
Is there a Prisoner of Azkaban backlash? There are Harry Potter fans that are just trashing this movie. Some of it is kind of funny. I know I sort of side with them, and I'm biased, but I can't believe there are other fans that said this was the 'best movie EVER'. Please! It's far from it, and I loved the first two movies. People said that Chris Columbus was too faithful to the first two books. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS BEING TOO FAITHFUL!!!!! Where as this time, if you don't read the book, you don't know what's going on. I had to explain to some people a few things.

My friend, Degrasschick told me what happened when she went to the movies yesterday with our friend Ashley and a bunch of other people. I'm glad I didn't go. Even though they went and saw Harry Potter, my experience would have been ruined by the making out of two certain people.

I feel I'm still recovering from Friday night. Like I was tired and sore all day yesterday. I'm so happy that I finally saw the rest of the VH1's 100 Most Metal Moments or whatever it was called. That was so tight! And there was PLENTY of Bret Michaels (mmmmmm) and Sebastian Bach (he's so funny). I think Elliot dislikes Sebastian Bach, but I've never met him, so I really can't side with Elliot on this.

I finally finished that Lupin fanfic, the ending was weird, but then I found out it has a sequel. I'm on the second part of that. I think it's seven all together, and then there's a third story that kind of goes along with the second. Not a sequel to it, it's like what's going on with a character who's in jail during it and it said it's about his trial or something. The sequel is a bit harder to read than the first one, but I'm doing my best to get through it.

Raw comes on tomorrow, and I don't care. This summer is going to suck!

I'm phasing.

Now What's There To Look Forward To?
Last night was so much fun. See? I said that once Jarett left, it would be fun again. They came like a quarter to nine, then we set off for Arrundel Mills. We got there at like 10 something, but everything was sold out, so we had to see the 12:10 showing. I didn't get home until 4:00. I came in with the newspaper.

The movie itself was okay. Just okay. It's weird, I would have loved it so much more if I had never read the book, but on the other hand, they did not explain a bunch of stuff, so I wouldn't have known what the hell was going on without the book. That's bass ackwards! The things they got right were outstanding! The dementors were absolutely sick! There was more Alan Rickman (Snape), which is always a good thing. The main trio, Harry, Ron, and Hermione (Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint, and Emma Watson respectively) are becoming great actors! They fit the parts so well. The only thing is, I wish they would stop giving Hermione (Emma) everyone else's lines. I know it's not her fault, but it's a bit annoying. In Chamber of Secrets she had lines said by Dumbledore and Ron in the book. And the Dumbledore line wasn't even from Chamber of Secrets, it was supposed to be in Sorcerer's Stone. Oh well, like I said, I don't blame her. They also didn't explain who Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot, and Prongs were. I'm kind of glad I read the spoilers. If I hadn't, I would have been pissed at the ending. But it was a good movie, and I'm sure that DVD will kick all kinds of ass. I wish I could have seen it with some Harry Potter fanatics, instead of just the people that like the movies. It would have been funnier that way. But I had a blast anyway. We almost got locked in the mall! The place where we parked was on the other side of the theater. So we were just about to walk all the way back to theater, but we found one of those emergency exits. I'm just thankful that we didn't set off any alarms.

I slept until almost 1:00 today. My side hurts, because I was just so tired that I plopped down on my bed and went to sleep. I almost didn't brush my teeth I was so tired, but that's out of the question, because I treasure them so much, especially after two years in braces and like 5 left to go with a retainer. Like 20 minutes after I woke up, my friend Ashely called and asked me to go to the movies. I was like dude, I almost just got in. Plus, I'M BROKE BITCH!! Sorry, had to throw in the Dave Chapelle reference. I offered her to come with us on Friday night, plus I'm not the kind of person that you can call up and say, let's do something today. I need almost a week of planning at least.

That's it for me today, my head hurts. There will probably be a 'Post Azkaban Depression' entry.

I'm phasing.

Tonight, Tonight
Now Playing: Smashing Pumpkins'
OMFG!! IT'S HERE!! JUNE 4!! HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN IS IN THEATERS!!!! I'm going to see it in a couple of hours. I cannot wait. I have my outfit and stuff. Not the Gryffindor one I was going to pull together, I have a blue with silver designs halter top, a pair of jeans that are white on top and slowly become bluer (is that a word?) as they go down, and a pair of blue studded heels. It's Harry Fucking Potter! Of course I'm going to go all out.

I'll have to elaborate on my trip to Springfield later, but the abridged version of it was it was a total bust. Complete waste of time, effort, and MONEY!

I called Hot Topic, they aren't hiring anytime soon. Maybe in the mid-summer. Okay, whatever.

I have absolutely no reason to watch Raw for the next 7 weeks. They said that Shawn was suspended from arenas until Bad Blood, June 13, then, like I said yesterday, he'll be taking 6 weeks off after that. Ummm, he might pop up next Monday since it is the last Raw before the PPV, and there's a slight chance he'll make an apperance after Bad Blood, but I won't hold my breath. And Justin2004 is going to Cancun like next Thursday. I'm in for a boring next couple of weeks.

You know what? Fuck everything, I'm going to see Harry Potter tonight!! :D

As Elliot would say: "PEACE AND HARRY POTTER GREASE!!!!!!!"

I have to go do my hair now.

I'm phasing.

Just One More Night........
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Mariah Carey's "My All"
OMG!! Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban opens tomorrow night. I want to run around and scream like an idiot, but I just had a blueberry muffin, and I'm full. It was so good. I have been watching what I like to call Harry Potter Hype (HPH) for a little over a week. But there has been HPH on all week. On Monday, Daniel Radcliffe was on Regis & Kelly, but that was stupid. They are horrible hosts. Whenever they would ask him a question, they would talk over him. He barely spoke. Then on Tuesday, he was on CBS The Early Show. I didn't know it started at 7:00 in the morning, I missed the first hour, but it was okay, He didn't come on until like 20 minutes before the show went off. They had a really stupid story on before his. Some people lost a pet bird, and it returned four years later. Okay, maybe it wasn't 'stupid', but it was really hard for me to sit through. Last night, Wednesday, the A&E channel had J.K. Rowling's Biography special on at 8:00 pm, followed by Magic Touch to Harry Potter. It talked about the first two movies, the casting for the roles, and sneak peeks from the third movie. Today at 4:30 pm (less than a half hour from now!), The E! channel is doing a Behind the Scenes on it. Can't wait. HPH ROCKS!

I've also gotten into a bit of Harry Potter fanfic recently. I used to steer away from it, because it was/is loaded with inaccuracies, but I've found a couple that weren't half bad. One parallelled (sp?) the book Prisoner of Azkaban, but it was from Lupin's point of view. That was the only reason I found it somewhat interesting, since Remus John Lupin is my absolute favorite character. I don't know why, he just is. But this other one I've been reading this week, which is extremely long, is phenomenal. It does have it's flaws, as it is doing a darker side of what Lupin could have been doing during Goblet of Fire. There are many places that are completely wrong, but it is one helluva story. I'm almost done with it. I kind of want to print it, but when I transferred 7 out of the 10 parts to Microsoft Word, it was over 300 pages long! I think it was something like 326, I don't remember. That's a lot of ink. The only reason I wanted to print it out was because staring at a computer screen reading something that long for an enormous amount of time makes my eyes hurt. I might print it someday, and transfer it to a notebook. Hopefully I'd get the author's permission, or if I couldn't, I'd at least give them credit. I don't think I could have imagined such a story anyway.

Shawn wasn't on Raw. Raw's ratings did the lowest they have this year. Coincidence? They're blaming it on Memorial Day weekend.

Shawn will be missing for like six weeks after Bad Blood, because his wife is going to have a baby. That will be the worst six weeks of my life. Unless I get a job.

But that (getting a job) rant is for another time. Maybe tomorrow.

I'm phasing.

Nothing Much
I'm just waiting until 9:00 so I can watch the made for HBO movie "Something the Lord Made". It stars Alan Rickman! He is surely becoming my favorite actor. I can't wait to see him in the new "Harry Potter" movie this Friday. Not too much happened when my stepdad's family was up here. It was good to see them again. For some reason, I just don't ever have enough to say when I'm here, but when I'm at my other online journal, that is censored, I can go on and on and on. This is so weird.

I'm Going Crazy!! Lotsa Stuff Happening!!
Mood:  caffeinated
OMG! I cannot wait until next Friday!! I'm super-siced for Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban! I have my "date" already and everything! I talked to him last night. He said he just broke up with is girlfriend, and has a restraining order against her. UH-HUH. I'm not gonna touch that. I have not been this excited about anything since Wrestlemania XX! I wanted to do up an outfit, but I doubt I'll have time. I have these jeans that have holes on the side, because they came with these strings, but they all broke and I had to pull them out. And I wanted to put like red and gold yarn, ribbon, etc. in them to show my support for Gryffindor!! I'm a Slytherin at heart, but I don't have any green or silver shirts, that I could wear during summer.

Raw was weird on Monday. Triple H and Shawn fought all over the building! The best one was when Trips attacked Shawn in Eric Bischoff's office, and they fell one Eric, and then they fell on Johnny Nitro!! It was AWESOME!! I listen to WAY too much Elliot in the Morning!

Ummmm, I stayed up until 1:00 in the morning to vote for Fantasia on American Idol, because my mother made me. But it was okay, I was gonna be up anyway, because Daniel Radcliffe was on Conan O'Brien. He's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute, for a 14 year old. If only he were a few years older, or I was a few years younger, man! He did this weird thing with his arm where he put it flat on Conan's desk, and rotated it almost 360 degrees. I taped it, it was SICK!! He still is really cute, though.

We have familia coming up tomorrow. They live in Alabama, and it's like 8:05 pm here, so it's 7:05 there, and I guess they're leaving in about an hour. They're driving up and it's an 18 hour drive, plus it depends on how many pitstops they make, so we expect them sometime tomorrow afternoon. I'm not particularly excited, but whatever. My mother is more tolerant when there are guests, and all the focus of my shortcomings will go unnoticed.

Hot Topic still hasn't called, but I'm not gonna worry just yet. All I'm gonna do is wait and hope, but if I don't hear from them by next Tuesday, I'm going to lose all standards and apply at the Popeye's up the street, because money is money, and I need MONEY!!!!

I'm phasing.

Mi Primero Blog
This is my first time doing this, I don't feel like writing much, since I already poured my emotions into my written journal. If I feel like it later, I'll put up here.

EDIT 25/09/04: Everything dated before this are transfers from my old online journal.

Killing Time
Smackdown is on tonight, and I just don't know if I'm going to watch it or not. I'm not real pressed or anything.

I'm so bored, I'm waiting for The Simpsons to come on. 35 more minutes to go. All I'm doing is listening to I'll Be There For You, but the novelty of the song is starting to wear off. But I totally freak out if I hear it on the radio or television, but don't really pay attention to it when I'm on the computer. I'm so fickle like that. The same thing happened with November Rain. But I still love both songs to death.

I'm still waiting to hear from the Hot Topic people. I cannot do it justice to express in words how much I really want this job. The manager, Stephanie, said she had a few more interviews this week, and she would let me know probably in the next couple of weeks, but I'll just die if I don't get it.

*Takes deep, calming breaths and thinks only positive thoughts*

Well, that's it for me.

I'm phasing.

Doing Much Better Today
I'm doing so much better today. I trekked way out to Springfield Mall, it's almost an hour away on Metro, not even including the wait for the train when you change lines. I put in an application AND interviewed at Hot Topic! I really, really, REALLY want that job. The manager, Stephanie, said since it's summer, a lot of the people who work there are getting out of school and stuff, so I may only be part time. Then she said if they really like me, I could come aboard a full time, which would be excellent. Especially if I hang around till the fall, that way when everyone is going back to school, I'll be full time. I also put in applications at Lane Bryant, Claire's, FYE, and Suncoast. Any of those would be alright, but like I said, I want the Hot Topic job so bad.

Ummmm, Raw was pretty good last night. The Rock came back, and it was so shocking! He shaved his goatee, which is good, because he was looking like Coach on steroids. Just like I said, Shawn made himself known at the battle royal at the end of the show. He hopped in the ring and eliminated Triple H. Then he left through the crowd. I would have ripped his tank top off, but that's just me.

Well, that's all for me, cross your fingers and hope I get the Hot Topic job.

I'm phasing.

Meh...
I went out into the world, to look for work. Will update accordingly.

My effing head hurts. Maybe it's a hunger headache, and we have lasagna (sp?)! You don't need to be a 'rocket surgeon' to put that together!

I had the craziest dream last night. I dreamed I was in a helicopter, with AXL F'N ROSE! The hot Axl, not the strange looking one he is now. It was so weird. But it was cool.

I'm gonna grab a bite, take some Excedrin, and chill. Maybe Raw will be interesting tonight. Maybe Shawn will show up though he's 'suspended', suspensions in wrestling usually mean dick anyway, so whatever.

Why does everything suck nowadays?

I'm phasing.