Toxic
I need to ween myself off of Shawn, he's become my new drug. But I can't help it!! I need a dose of him at least once a day.

It's bloody cold over my house right now.

I just don't have that much to say, maybe something will happen somewhere between now and the next time I log in.

I'm phasing.

Post-Wrestlemania Depression
Mood:  blue
I know, it's almost been a week, but it was SO good! Wrestlemania is like New Year's for the wrestling world, and it just has me thinking, some stuff in paticular, some all over the place thoughts, but thinking none-the-less.

The thing I mostly think about is my future. I know what I want, I'm not sure how to get there, but the thing is, would I REALLY do ANYTHING to get it.

Like, say you really want to be famous, what if someone came along, saw potential in you, but said, I'll help out your career and make you rich and famous, but you have to drop your whole life, abandon all your friends, family, and other relationships, would you do it? It's something SO tempting, but it's asking to give up SO much.

I'm not sure what I would do in that situation. It's just been on my mind for a while, and I needed to write that down, to get it out of me.

I REALLY hope Shawn Michaels turns heel soon, then he would be mega-uber-hot!

I'm phasing.

WMXX Aftermath
Mood:  down
IT'S OVER, IT'S ALL OVER!! WHAT IS THERE FOR ME TO LOOK FORWARD TO NOW??!!

WMXX was so hot!! Even though my friends put on a repeat performance of tardiness, I missed the first match, which was John Cena vs. Big Show, Cena won, so it was cool.

Even though it was really cool, I wish I had watched it by myself instead of a room full of fucking marks! They just don't get the whole concept of it. Like the Eddie/Kurt match was good, but ALL they wanted were high spots and blood and stuff. I was like "HELLO!! It's called psycology! They're trying to tell a story!" They weren't interested in that so, whatever.

I myself LOVED it! The Goldberg/Brock match did get off to a slow started and there was a lot left to be desired, the crowd's chants, and stunners made up (mostly) for it. I didn't come home until 3:00 AM, and didn't go to sleep until after 5:00! It was a good night all together.

Raw was good too. There's going to be some shake-ups next week. They're going to mix up the rosters again, since Smackdown is so lacking.

Shawn Michaels is SO hot! I hope he turns heel.

I'm phasing.

WMXX Predictions
World Title Match
Triple H vs. Chris Benoit vs. Shawn Michaels

- Shawn or Benoit, that's a win-win situation, but I just don't want Trips to leave with it, because I'm sick of him being champ.

WWE Title Match
Eddie Guerrero vs. Kurt Angle

- Toss up. I LOVE Kurt Angle, but Eddie totally deserves to leave Wrestlemania with his belt.

Special Ref: Steve Austin
Brock Lesnar vs. Goldberg

- Don't really care. Brock sucks (little crybaby bitch), and have no paticular feelings about Goldberg at all.

WWE US Title Match
The Big Show vs. John Cena

- CENA RULES!! I have to know where he gets those old pump shoes from, I haven't seen those since I was like 8.

Playboy Evening Gown Match
Torrie Wilson & Sable vs. Stacy Keibler & Miss Jackie

- Filler, maybe if someone has to take a smoke or something, I'll go outside and hang with them. Maybe the pizza will be just getting there, it depends on what time this "match" comes on.

WWE Women's Title Match
Victoria vs. Molly Holly

- I don't know how Molly will look without hair, so she might win, although I heard some SICK alternatives to her agreement.

World Tag Team Titles Match
Booker T & RVD vs. The Dudley Boyz vs. Mark Jindrak & Garrison Cade vs. La Resistance

- I dunno, the Dudleyz, I guess.

WWE Tag Team Titles Match
Scotty 2 Hotty & Rikishi vs. The APA vs. The Basham Brothers vs. The World's Greatest Tag Team

- It would be cool if The World's Greatest Tag Team won.

WWE Cruiserweight Title Match
Cruiserweight Open

- Rumors flying that Jeff Hardy is coming back for this. Take that for what it is.

The Rock & Mick Foley vs. Ric Flair, Randy Orton, & Batista

- I want Evolution to win, just because Ric Flair is THE MAN!!

Chris Jericho vs. Christian

- I had said that Trish turns on Jericho, if that happens, it would be funny.

Kane vs. The Undertaker

- Doesn't matter, just as long as it's TWISTED!! But 'Taker probably will because he's got this undefeated at 'Mania streak.

I'm phasing.

Best Day...Maybe Not EVER, But Damn Close
OMG!!!! Last night to this morning just TOTALLY REEKED OF AWESOMENESS!! Maroon 5 was on Jay Leno, and I recorded their live performance of This Love! It was HOT!! Then, I tried to lay down, and go to sleep, but my mind was racing, for reasons unknown. So, I turned on the radio, and the Baltimore station was playing GNR's cover of Live and Let Die. It chilled me out for some reason, and I went to sleep.

This morning, I beat my alarm clock by more than an hour and woke up at 7:something. Pretty uneventful until about 9:45 when I turned to the DC station. And OMG!! SR-71 was on there!! I almost screamed, then they PLAYED Axl Rose live in the studio. OMG! I was SO happy, and I just sang it at the top of my lungs, the people next door are probably so tired of me. Then I heard GNR You Could Be Mine, but I turned it off early because Maroon 5's This Love video was on. Somewhere, either before You Could Be Mine or after it, I heard one of my favorite love songs from the 80's, At This Moment by Billy Vera and the Beaters. I LOVE that song. What a great way to start a day!! At least for me it is.

Me, being the obsessive HBK fan I am, CANNOT shake that DVD! I watch some part of it everyday. My faves are two of his promos on the second disc. I know the first one by heart, and most of the second one. The second one is where I got my new quote "Because I'm the man, and I can" from, it's right before the first ever Hell In A Cell match between Shawn Michaels and the Undertaker.

That's pretty much it for me, I hope everyone else's day is as good as mine is.

I'm phasing.

The Second Longest Week...EVER
Man, I can't believe it's only Wednesday! I just want Sunday to get here, but I don't. It's ALL in the anticipation of things. Raw was kind of blah (except for the HBK part), but I don't care, I'm still siced for WMXX! Last night Spike TV aired a special hosted by THE MAN, Ric Flair. It had the Top Ten Greatest Wrestlemania Matches. Shawn was featured on 3 of them, they had the Ladder Match with Razor Ramon, his (then) last match against Stone Cold, I wanna see that match SO bad, it's not on his DVD! :( AND they had his Iron Man Match against Bret Hart at #1, which I knew it would be. Well, actually, I thought it was going to be Hulk Hogan vs. Andre the Giant from WMIII, but that wasn't on there, but I figured it was one or the other.

Today, I was cleaning out my junk drawer, which everyone should have at least one, I have two, and I found some letters from my old best friend in there. WOW!! It brought back some crazy memories. We were silly, I kind of miss him, but time and distance got the better of us. Plus there was some stupid fight at the end, there always is, but by the time I went back to apologize, it was just too late.

Since that was such a downer, I forgot to post on Monday that I was so sublimely happy on Sunday night. I was flipping through the radio stations and when I got to the D.C. Rock station I caught the end of my favorite SR-71 song Axl Rose, THEN when I turned to the Baltimore Rock station, who should be on there but Axl himself, I think it was the song Sweet Child O' Mine. If I had heard Maroon 5's This Love after it, I would have DIED! :D The best part about that is, before I had only heard the song Axl Rose on the Baltimore station, because they're from around the way, but NOW it's on the D.C. station, MAYBE it's their new single, off of a new album. I don't know, but a girl can hope!! I haven't heard the song since, but I keep scanning the radio, and will not rest until I find it!!

I'm phasing.

I Swear, I Thought It Was Wednesday!
Mood:  cheeky
I woke up so confused today! I woke up at 8:55 am, then fell back to sleep for about 30 more minutes. I HATE when I do that, especially if I'm up for a specific reason.

Today has been a good day so far. I heard Knockin' on Heaven's Door twice, This Love, and NOVEMBER RAIN!!! I could have died I was so happy!

OMG! Shawn was so on form last night! As soon as J.R. went to the ring to interview Chris Benoit, which they haven't done in a LONG time, I knew Shawn was on his way!

I am actually more excited for Wrestlemania this year than I was last year! Last year I went only to see HBK vs. Y2J, and it was spectacular. Just like I knew it would be, but this year, I'm more interested in the card as a whole than just one match. If the triple threat HHH/Benoit/HBK match isn't Match of the Night, for some reason, then I'm pretty sure that Kurt Angle vs. Eddie Guerrero will steal the show. The return of the Undertaker should be good, as long as they keep it sick!! It doesn't even have to be good wrestling wise, just as long as it messes with heads. I'll try to post my final predictions on Friday or Saturday, I don't want to get to ahead of myself, especially if I don't find anything to write about then and I've already used it up today.

Broccoli and cheese kicks ass, and as George Carlin said, it helps to kill cancer!! Scientific studies proved that it does help prevent it, so eat yourself a fucking bowl of broccoli!!

I'm phasing.

Free Floating Hostility (And Other Stuff)
Mood:  incredulous
That title comes from George Carlin, who RULES!!

I forgot to say that when Jason called, he told me to bring money for the pizza for Wrestlemania. At first I'm like, okay, that's cool, because that's what we did last year. This motherfucker told me to bring $15-$20. WHAT?! For that much money, I could buy my own goddamn pizza! Hell, some places I could get two! But when he told me how much money, I was like, DUDE, I have plans to go out the next week after WMXX. I want to buy the GNR Greatest Hits CD, the Maroon 5 CD (LOVE the song "This Love"), and I NEED a new pair of headphones. Another thing that I've been thinking about is pizza has A LOT of carbs, and I would have to take my own diet sodas anyway, so I'm thinking about saving my own money and just brining my own snacks and stuff. We'll see. I'm not cheap, just logical.

Yesterday, we had the rest of the shrimp and crablegs! MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

If there is anyone else out there on the Atkins' low-carb diet thing, I have found the answer to sweet cravings. They do sell low-carb ice cream bars, but there is something better: whipped cream! It only has 2 carbs, but don't get the light or diet whipped cream, that has 3 carbs for some reason. I know it's only 1 carb difference, but if you can only have 15 carbs for a week, it makes a difference. But whipped cream ROCKS! Put it in the freezer, oh man it is good!

I hope Raw is good tonight, it's the last one before Wrestlemania XX! And they need to have A LOT of Shawn Michaels, because that's always good!

I'll try to write more this week, but my computer is just being so, so [expletive deleted]!!

I'm phasing.

It's Been A While (But I Don't Like Staind)
I know I've been gone for a while, but I've been busy. I went over my grandparents' house on Wednesday, that was okay, the only bad part about it was that their house was SO HOT!! When I left, I swear steam came off of me as soon as I got outside. Then, on Thursday, my mom and I went grocery shopping for them. If you don't know, it is REALLY hard to shop for someone else, especially if they're very paticular about stuff. AND we shopped for ourselves too, it was nuts! Finally today, I went over their house because my granddad had a check-up and I had to watch over my grandma. The BEST part about yesterday and today was SEAFOOD!! OMG! Yesterday we had shrimp, and today we had shrimp AND crablegs!! *happy sigh*

I might have to change what I said about Shawn Michaels day on Tuesday, this was Shawn Michaels WEEK!! I love that man, I even has a dream about him last night!! Why must he be a sexy boy?? OMG! I went looking for the Shawn Michaels Magazine, and it's the FEBRUARY edition!!! Everybody knows that magazines put out the monthly editions the month before.

I'm having friend problems again! My friend Jason keeps calling me! He called me Wednesday when I was watching the DVD version of the Blue Collar Comedy Tour. When I saw his name my cell phone, I was like, "I know he doesn't want a damn thing!" So I told him I couldn't talk. THEN the next day before I went shopping he called AGAIN!! I told him what I had to do, and he got all mad and shit!! I HATE when people get all possessive and stuff! When people start to do that, that's when I start to become "unavailable". I swear to god as soon as Wrestlemania is over and done with, I'm going to stop answering his phone calls.

I can't remember anything else I'm angry about, so I'll go.

I'm phasing.

Unofficial Shawn Michaels Day!!
Mood:  happy
Mark it on your calendars, because that's what March 1 is from now on. Yesterday was SO boring that I watched my Shawn Michaels DVD, then I watched his match with Chris Benoit I taped from two weeks ago, and finally, I taped his match from last night. He is SO great, I can't EVER get enough of that man!

Ummmmm, yesterday was my families turn to cook meals for my grandparents and I made them chicken in mushroom sauce and Au Gratin potatoes! I would have LOVED to eat it, but it has CARBS!! Stupid carbs. Today, my mom is bringing home Popeye's chicken, YUM, and I am going to eat ONE biscuit. You probably don't understand, I LOVE Popeye's biscuits!

Johnny Depp got SCREWED ( I knew he would) at the Oscars!

Well, I don't really have that much to say today, so take care of yourselves and those you love!

I'm phasing.