It ALL Comes Back In The End
Mood:  don't ask
"The deepest circle of hell is reserved for betrayers and mutineers." -Capt. Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl

Believe that quote, for it is true. I got less than one hour of sleep last night before my mother woke me up at 3:00 in the morning and told me that my aunt Linda never came over my grandmother's house the previous day and my aunt Sharon had yet to be relieved. AIN'T THAT A BITCH! I had JUST laid down to sleep at 2:00 because I was watching this REALLY interesting show on VH1's called TV's Illest Minority Moments. I thought it was a dream when my mom came in and started talking to me, telling me to get up.

Fast forward to 4:00 AM, Im telling my aunt Sharon she can leave, and she says my aunt Linda probably would come around 9:00. I was prepared just incase she no showed the whole day. My step-dad called around 10:00 to check on me, because he didn't know I was gone, and my aunt comes in about 15 minutes later. I'm no fool, my mother said that if she comes over there before my step-dad leaves for work, to call his ass so I could go the hell home, and that's exactly what happened. I LOVE my grandmother, but for her own daughter to just bail like that, and nobody was able to reach her is just really CRUDDY! But like my title said, it ALL comes back in the end; she WILL get hers! I just hope I'm around to see it!

I got about 5 hours more sleep on my grandmother's floor. It's really uncomfortable, but I have learned that if you are DEAD tired, you can sleep just about anywhere.

AND I DON'T WANNA GO BACK OVER THERE TOMORROW AT 4:00!! I WANNA TALK ON THE PHONE WITH MY FRIEND MARCUS WHILE WE WATCH WWE RAW!! I'M SICK OF SEEING SHAWN MICHAELS ON TAPE HOURS LATER, I WANNA SEE IT LIVE!

I'm phasing.

Lazy Sunday
Mood:  lazy
Today was a good day. I went over my grandmother's house for a few hours, got on my aunt's laptop (AOL SUX!), and chilled on the internet. Her computer kind of sucks because it would do weird things while I was typing and stuff. Oh well!

The MAIN reason today was a good day is because I heard the BEST music today! Guns N' Roses, Bon Jovi, Aerosmith, Whitesnake, AC/DC, and a bunch of other stuff from the '80s! I love 80's hair metal or whatever you'd like to call it, I think it's the greatest!

Nothing too bad really happened today, well I heard Shawn has a torn ACL. :(
It could be MUCH worse.

That's all for today, like I said, it was pretty uneventful.

I'm phasing.

Stressed
Mood:  irritated
All I wanted to do today, was chill and get rid of my headache until 4:00 when I had to go over my grandmother's house. Instead, I get yanked out of bed with a MONSTER pain in my head and I had to get dressed in about 30 minutes. Whatever! It was cool over my grandma's house though. All I did was watch tv and stuff. But I was SO hungry. I probably ruined my diet because all I ate was fruit today. And fruit has carbs, I don't know how many, but it was probably more than 15. It was pineapple, grapes, and strawberries, and my mom JUST told me that most red foods have a lot of carbs. So much for the strawberries, and I did have those red/purple grapes, but I LOVE pineapples, so maybe that won't be so bad. I can start fresh tomorrow.

Another thing that has been bothering me is that my friend Jason calls me ALL the bloody time. He sent me a Valentine and all, but I'm not his girlfriend. And he calls me at the most inconvenient times, and talks about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!! Most of the times he calls it's on his cell phone when he's out. I REALLY hate when people do this. I guess it makes them think they're really popular and wanted at the same time. They're all like, "Yeah, I'm with a bunch of my friends AND I'm on a cell phone with someone else, I'm so badass and wanted!" I just want to slap these people. One day, I WILL have the strength to just hang the hell up on people like that, because Jason's brother Jarrett does it too, and he always, ALWAYS calls when he's driving. I just want to scream!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

There, I feel better now.

I'm phasing.

Families Suck! :(
So, okay, ever since my grandmother had a stroke and my grandfather has been in the hospital, my mom, her two sisters, and me have been taking turns watching over my grandma. My grandma's cool and all, and she's even getting better enough so she can be left alone maybe up to an hour or so, but my aunt Linda is such a BITCH!! My mom works from 5:00 am-1:00 or 2:00 pm, and my other aunt, Sharon, is a school teacher, where as Linda doesn't even HAVE a regualar job, she sells Mary Kay. Anyway, she has THE most flexible schedule of the three sisters, and she's telling everybody else when they need to be over there. HELLO!! They have a job to go to and you don't, haul YOUR non-working ass over there! My mom is SUPER pissed at her, and my plans to talk to my friend on the phone tonight have been shot to hell. But I'm just gonna call him when I get there, and when ever she gets there, I'm totally gonna guilt trip her about this. My mom told me to make up this story about how I was with my friends and they had to drive me home all out of the way, it's gonna be GOOD!! I feel SO much better now that I've gotten that off of my chest, so I will leave you with these three things:

1. Vengeance is sweet!
2. Payback is a bitch!
3. Shawn Michaels is SO hot, he makes steam look cool! mmmmmmmmmmmmm

I'm phasing!

Lots of Nothing
Nothing new happened today, but I will be SO happy when tomorrow gets here. I can FINALLY have carbs! Only 15 grams, but still that's better than nothing.

I did hear some really great news today, Guns N' Roses are putting out a greatest hits album! :) I'm so excited, I can't wait until March 23! Some fans are protesting because it doesn't have any new songs, and I'm like, "HELLO! It's called GREATEST HITS!!" Some people are stupid as hell.

On kind of a downer, I saw the new teaser trailer for Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, and they are changing stuff!! I know they did that with the first two, but Prisoner of Azkaban is my second favorite in the series, after Goblet of Fire, and it's so annoying when they do that. But I can't deny that I will try to be first in line when it comes out, cuz I'm addicted to HP!!

Shawn Michaels is the best thing since sliced bread! :P

I'm phasing.

Free Flowing
This is my first entry.

I'm so stressed and tired. I've been up since 2:00 AM. I did have a four hour nap, but people called twice and disturbed me. I just wanna talk on the phone and be at peace, but most people are selfish and act stupid and just can't leave me alone. Whatever! I can't wait for it to get warm, this cold weather sucks! Also, I'm on the Atkins diet. It is pure hell the first week, which is where I am. This no carbs stuff is SO hard!! I'm so sick of eggs, meat, cheese, and fish. Well, not so much the fish part since I've had that the least. And I have to drink diet soda for the rest of my bloody life!! Most diet sodas taste like shit. Whatever again!

On a good note, I love Shawn Michaels!! He's so damn sexy!!

I'm phasing.