...And Junk Like That
I have braved the RIAA and re-installed Kazaa! Of course I had to uninstall my anti-spyware stuff to get it back, but I'm re-installing those back. The reason I did this was because, I NEEDED to download Bon Jovi's I'll Be There For You! If I didn't get it, I would have gone mad!

Right now, I'm looking for better anti-spyware than I had before, because I accidentally downloaded something, and not only did I not get what I kind of wanted, but it did something to my computer where it gave me pop-ups that weren't affected by my anti-spyware program! Oh well, I hope this new stuff will be better.

I can't believe it's Friday already! Yesterday was kind of boring, Smackdown was actually more interesting than it had been in weeks, but it still had that Smackdown suckiness it always has. Triple H should have stayed on that show! I think the whole lot of Evolution should have gone. All in exchange for John Cena! He would be too vicious live!

3 1/2 days left until we see if Shawn FINALLY turns heel!

I'm phasing.

Just One More Week...
The wheels are set in motion for the turn next Monday. :D Some wrestling websites said that the crowd was booing Benoit at the end of Raw last night. I swear, if Benoit turns instead of Shawn, I will do my nut for sure. That would just be so wrong. Triple H talking to a tree = ROTFLMFAO!!! It was GOLD! That was the funniest thing WWE has done intentionally in YEARS!!

I'm phasing.

Time Bomb Ticking
I CAN'T STAND MY MOTHER!!!!!

I'm phasing.

Uh-Oh
Have I reached my creative peak? Hopefully not yet. The reason I abstained from the website for a few days was because I didn't know how to top my previous entry. I still don't, but I had to return to say, I'm not fuming any more. I had to let that stew for a bit.

The only thing I can think of to say is, American Idol is on WWE crack. It has been reported that they have stolen a mass amount of it. I CANNOT believe that red-headed freak is STILL there, and Jennifer Hudson got voted off. Do girls actually think he's cute? YUCK!! But, these are the same girls that think Clay Aiken is attractive, SICK!! But, at least Clay can SING!!

If Shawn Michaels doesn't go heel in the next two Mondays, I swear, I will almost be done with wrestling.

I'm phasing.

Sick and Tired of It All
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Limp Bizkit "Break Stuff"
Here are the things I'm sick and tired of, just off the top of my head: Untrustworthy, undependable, unreliable, unpredictable, unstable, inconsistent, indecisive, erratic, fickle, capricious, flaky, wishy-washy, take-more-than-they-give, shitty-ass friends, whose sole purpose in life is just to use me for body count than just to hang out; being scared of failure; knowing that when I wake up tomorrow, that I will still be doing the same thing I did the day before: FUCKING NOTHING; the fact that I'm in TWO abusive relationships, and can't shake either one of them; being scared to drive; the wait for Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban movie; pop-ups; not being able to download music for free anymore; SMARKS (yeah, I know I'm one, but we are an annoying bunch when more than one is around); MARKS who think they are SMARKS (they are more annoying than smarks, believe it or not); people who have way too much money, and spend it on stupid shit, like spinning rims, and the fact if I had that much money, I'd invest, so I could have MORE money; having a bunch of cable channels, and there is never shit on them; haters who hate just to be hating; the fact that when I'm angry at a certain person, I can't ever just tell them that they are a major asshole, and they should go fuck themselves and stop bothering me, I keep the hurt inside, well, I tell everyone else, BUT that person; the fact that music SUCKS now, and will probably never be to my standards again; hypocrites; the feeling that I'm wasting the best years of my life; stupid people who don't wear their signs (inside joke); being angry; allowing other people to piss me off; people who call me, then NOT talk to me; the Atkins diet; not having a job and being broke; the fact that I don?t deal with reality; never being able to hear the whole song of Bon Jovi's I'll Be There For You(I've only heard it twice); Launch radio being more controlling on skipping and what songs they will play, and you have to pay a subscription for it to be unlimited (I wondered why they stopped playing GNR on my station, but they have a whole station dedicated to the 80s, and GNR is the picture they base the music on, MOTHERFUCK LAUNCH RADIO); not being skinny; being single; that lost and unsure feeling; Shawn Michaels screwing with my feelings EVERY week by not turning heel ( he STILL hasn't done it); and caring, in general.

Although, I suppose that turning heel in Canada would have just been too easy, and some wonder whether or not it would have carried over to the States. If the heel turn does not happen after his title match with Benoit in Phoenix in two weeks, I might just give up.

There are probably a lot more things I could be upset about, but I was just about to boil over with anger, and needed to siphon these thoughts out of my head.

I'm phasing and pissed the fuck off!

Backlash Rant and Rave
Mood:  incredulous
Yesterday was filled with so much emotion! All ranging from anger to disbelief. I know that is just a show, but I always get so caught up in it. Especially Shawn.

The evening started when my friends came 3 1/4 hours later than when they said they would. I was about to give them their props, because Backlash started at 8:00, and they were, supposedly coming to get me at 5:15. Well, two hours pass, and nothing. So I call, and I'm like, "Jason, where the hell is your brother?" And he's like, "We got into a knife fight, but he's on his way." Then I asked, "How long ago did he leave?" And Jason said 10 minutes ago. They live maybe a half hour away, depending on the traffic and the route you take. Jason's brother, Jarrett, didn't show up until 8:25. Oooooooh, I was SO angry. THEN, we were going to stop off at this girl named Francois' (sp?) house so they could drop pictures off, but Jarrett's girlfriend forgot them. It would be a 'thank god' moment, but NOOOOOOOOO! We had to go visit some other people that I didn't even know! So, then we didn't get to his house until like 9:15. But just to make matters worse, the people already at the house weren't even watching the fucking Pay-Per-View!! They didn't know who won the first two matches!! The sad fact is that Jason CLAIMS to be this HUGE wrestling fan, and had hopes to get into wrestling one day, and not only was he not watching the show, but he was a fucking mark when he was paying attention.
UGH! There's nothing worse than a mark who thinks they know EVERYTHING, and yet is still so marky at the same time!

Fuck those bamas, man, I'm so tired of it. That's it, I'm going to learn how to drive, so even if I have to go over there to see this stuff, I at least have my own ride. But if I'm driving, I'm going over Marcus's house.

FUCK THIS SHIT MAN!! I'VE HAD IT!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR JARRETT TO LEAVE THE COUNTRY!! IT'S ALWAYS HIM!! HE IS THE SOURCE OF ALL THE PROBLEMS, WHEN HE WASN'T HERE FOR WRESTLEMANIA XIX, WE HAD A BLAST! SURE THEY WERE LATE, BUT IT WAS FUN IN THE END!! BUT WITH HIM, IT'S NEVER FUN!! DAMN, MAY WILL NOT BE HERE SOON ENOUGH!!

SHAWN, DO YOU SEE WHAT I PUT UP WITH FOR YOU?!?!

Okay, now for some better news, I did pretty good on my Backlash predictions. I went six out of seven. Technically it was eight matches, but I didn't know about one until I was there, because they didn't announce it. Let's rehash:

Chris Benoit vs. Triple H vs. Shawn Michaels- I said Chris was gonna retain! But I can't believe Shawn tapped. It was SHOCKING!

Randy Orton vs. Mick Foley- Yep, I said Randy was gonna win. It was kind of sick though, at one point, Randy had a shitload of thumbtacks stuck in his back, arms, and hands.

Victoria vs. Lita- I have to go on what they told me, they said Victoria won, and that was my pick.

Edge vs. Kane- Edge won, like I said. He cheated, but he won.

Chris Jericho vs. Christian & Trish Stratus- Again, this is something that they told me happened, but they said my pick, Jericho won, so whatever.

Tajiri vs. Jonathan Coachman- I can't believe Coach won. This is my only wrong pick, but there was interference, so I don't feel that bad.

Shelton Benjamin vs. Ric Flair- Shelt Money won, baby! It was a good match. I hope his push continues, I'll have to wait for Raw tonight to see.

La Resistance vs. Hurricane and Rosey- This match was not on the final card that I found posted on the internet, so I couldn't make a guess. If anyone cares, Hurricane/Rosey won.

Keep your fingers crossed that tonight is THE night that Shawn Michaels goes heel. He should turn heel, just for me, at least, considering EVERYTHING I went through last night, JUST...FOR...HIM!

I'm phasing, and still not as angry as I should be about the incedents in getting to Backlash!

Backlash
I'm going to see Backlash tonight!! I'll do my picks now cuz my ride is on it's way. By the by, that Chris Rock: Never Scared thing was underwhelming. Too much hype, maybe?


World Title Match
Chris Benoit vs. Triple H vs. Shawn Michaels

Benoit, go!! Shawn, go heel!! Trips, just go away!!

WWE Intercontinental Title Hardcore Match
Randy Orton vs. Mick Foley

Randy Orton. Should be one hell of a match though!

WWE Women's Title Match
Victoria vs. Lita

Victoria. She's cool, but she was better at being psycho!

Edge vs. Kane

Probably Edge.

Chris Jericho vs. Christian & Trish Stratus

Jericho.

Tajiri vs. Jonathan Coachman

If Coach wins, I will slap someone.

Shelton Benjamin vs. Ric Flair

Flair will probably put the newcomer, Shelt Money, over. And that will be great.

I'll share my experience tomorrow.

And, hopefully, Bret pix!

I'm phasing.

Just a Saturday Night
I'm gearing up for Chris Rock's new HBO special that comes on in about 15 minutes. I just have to say that I FINALLY found some Bret Michaels Pictures! Yeah!!!! I'll have to scour the net some more either tomorrow or next week for other ones. He is the ONLY guy I would ever consider stop liking Shawn for!

I'm phasing.

..................
This week has sucked man. Nothing happened. Well, I talked to a friend I hadn't heard from in a month, and he's leaving next month. He's in the Navy and stuff, I don't know where he's going, I think it's Cuba. Whatever.

He asked me if I wanted to go see Kill Bill Vol. 2 with them Saturday. Uh, no. I wasn't interested in the first one, so the second one doesn't strike my fancy either. They said they're going to watch the first one at his house, then go out to the movies. See, these people are the worst people to go to the movies with. EVER. They always go to the most out of the way places, where it's ALWAYS crowded. So that means that like, if we get there at 8:00, the 8:00 movies are sold out and we have to wait for the 10:00 showing or something. The places I go see movies, either with Marcus or by myself; it?s never sold out like that. Even on opening weekends. The only movies that might get that are Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, and maybe Harry Potter movies. But I only like the latter category, so I don?t usually worry. Another thing is that, these people that are going Saturday are like broke. Not too many of them have jobs, so you would think the smart thing to do would be seeing the matinees that are cheaper, but they?re not the sharpest knives in the drawer, so whatever again. But, I doubt I?ll go because Chris Rock has a new HBO special on this Saturday, and I must see it. I?ve been waiting for his stand up return ever since Bigger and Blacker in 1999. It should be off the Richter.

Nothing else special has really happened, I?m probably not going to see Backlash, and I?m not sure whether I?ll do a chatroom or just wait until Monday to find out, or if Marcus will call afterwards.

I?m phasing.

Just Lunchin
Mood:  cheeky
Last night was crazy! Man, Marcus and I were lunchin on the phone. Raw was nuts! I LOVE Shawn Michaels!! Even though I really don't care whether he or Chris Benoit wins, as long as it's not Trips, then I'll be happy. Just like the results of WMXX! But, I kinda want Benoit to keep it so his title reign will seem more credible. For for HEAVEN'S SAKE, turn HEEL SHAWN!!!

I have a new favorite song!! It's called For Once In My Life and it's sung by Harry Connick, Jr. I think Stevie Wonder wrote it because I've heard like eleventy million covers of it, but his version dates back the furthest. Harry Conhick Jr.'s version pretty cool. DAMN, I wish I could download music again.

I wish I could find some GOOD pix of Bret Michaels on the net, but that seems next to impossible.

I'm phasing.