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This week has sucked man. Nothing happened. Well, I talked to a friend I hadn't heard from in a month, and he's leaving next month. He's in the Navy and stuff, I don't know where he's going, I think it's Cuba. Whatever.

He asked me if I wanted to go see Kill Bill Vol. 2 with them Saturday. Uh, no. I wasn't interested in the first one, so the second one doesn't strike my fancy either. They said they're going to watch the first one at his house, then go out to the movies. See, these people are the worst people to go to the movies with. EVER. They always go to the most out of the way places, where it's ALWAYS crowded. So that means that like, if we get there at 8:00, the 8:00 movies are sold out and we have to wait for the 10:00 showing or something. The places I go see movies, either with Marcus or by myself; it?s never sold out like that. Even on opening weekends. The only movies that might get that are Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, and maybe Harry Potter movies. But I only like the latter category, so I don?t usually worry. Another thing is that, these people that are going Saturday are like broke. Not too many of them have jobs, so you would think the smart thing to do would be seeing the matinees that are cheaper, but they?re not the sharpest knives in the drawer, so whatever again. But, I doubt I?ll go because Chris Rock has a new HBO special on this Saturday, and I must see it. I?ve been waiting for his stand up return ever since Bigger and Blacker in 1999. It should be off the Richter.

Nothing else special has really happened, I?m probably not going to see Backlash, and I?m not sure whether I?ll do a chatroom or just wait until Monday to find out, or if Marcus will call afterwards.

I?m phasing.

Just Lunchin
Mood:  cheeky
Last night was crazy! Man, Marcus and I were lunchin on the phone. Raw was nuts! I LOVE Shawn Michaels!! Even though I really don't care whether he or Chris Benoit wins, as long as it's not Trips, then I'll be happy. Just like the results of WMXX! But, I kinda want Benoit to keep it so his title reign will seem more credible. For for HEAVEN'S SAKE, turn HEEL SHAWN!!!

I have a new favorite song!! It's called For Once In My Life and it's sung by Harry Connick, Jr. I think Stevie Wonder wrote it because I've heard like eleventy million covers of it, but his version dates back the furthest. Harry Conhick Jr.'s version pretty cool. DAMN, I wish I could download music again.

I wish I could find some GOOD pix of Bret Michaels on the net, but that seems next to impossible.

I'm phasing.

Free Floating Hostility, Part 2
Mood:  irritated
I had a pretty uninteresting weekend, didn't do anything Easter, we were trying to go to Target, but it was closed, so we went today.

I'm pretty pissed off right now, my mom gets on my last nerves I swear to every god on this planet she does. Like I had to type a letter for my step-dad, and I had to print it THREE FUCKING TIMES, man! The sad fact is that ANY time I have to type something for them, I end up printing it over and over and OVER!! This time I SWORE I would save my ink, I had her look at it BEFORE I printed it. Well, the first time, my step-dad didn't sign in the right place, so had to print it again, this time I added some extra space between the closing and the name on the letter. That was WAY too much space, so then I print it a THIRD fucking time, that was okay. But the THING that pisses me off the most is that my mom bitches and complains and acts like she's a fucking expert on this shit. Then I'm like, "YOU FUCKING DO IT THEN!!!!"

On Friday night, my friend Jason called me, and we were talking about wrestling. And he had asked me a question, then I gave him my answer, and I asked him something, and I noticed that the phone was silent. Then, I heard this noise. THIS MOTHERFUCKER FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE!! Oh, I was LIVID!! We weren't even on the phone for ten minutes. And it's not like it was 3:00 in the morning, no it was like 9:00. And another thing, HE called ME!!! It's not like I called him and disturbed his nap or something. BLOODY HELL, that put me in a right state. But you know the WORST part of all of this, it is the fact that I put up with it. Oh, I hung the phone up when I realized he was sleeping, but this kind of shit happens to me ALL the bloody time! I have "friends" that call ME, and ignore me. At one time I was like, "Am I that horrible or boring that I have to be ignored when people call me?" I used to blame myself, but I realized it's not my fault. These people are disturbing ME!! I'm not going to name names, besides, there are only two people on this site that know any of my "friends" that do this, but FUCK THEM!! I'm so SICK of this shit. It's getting old. Sure, I put up with it so I could have a place to watch Wrestlemania, but you know what, that was LAST month. I'm going to start hanging up on these people.

So, my final thoughts are FUCK my "friends" who call me, only to ignore me, and if there is ANYONE out there who does this, FUCK YOU TOO!!

I'm phasing.

More Nothing
Goddamn, this has been an uneventful week for me. This sucks so bad.

The only thing entertaining about this week is that on my local rock station, DC101, they had their 2nd Annual Easter Keg Hunt. Man, I wish I was 21, I would have SO done it! What they did was they put out 101 beer kegs, painted like easter eggs, around the Baltimore, D.C., and Richmond areas, and everywhere in between. I'll tell you what, if I was 21 and my brother still lived up here, we would have FUCKING OWNED that thing. We wouldn't even hunt for them, we'd follow people and wait for them to do stupid stuff like go get gas and leave the car unlocked and just rough it, it happened last year. That's totally legal in the game, you can steal them from other people! As Elliot would say, "That's AWESOME!" You have to know for that to be funny.

They had some funny ass stories about last year's hunt, like this girl called in and said that they had seen a keg on the opposite side of the road they were driving down, and they were just about to make an illegal left hand turn, when an ambulance came up the street with it's siren and lights on, and the people in the ambulance snatched the keg up. That is so messed up, it's hilarious!! And today, this guy said he found one, and instead of taking it home or something, this IDIOT went into a restaurant to get something to eat, and when he got back out there, it was gone. I was like, FUCKING DUH!! The game is ruthless, of course somebody's gonna steal it!! Dumbass!

I have a new love, I still love Shawn, but there's someone else as well. :P

I'm phasing.

Stuck In My Head, Driving Me Mad
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU!!
Since I don't have anything to say, I'll just post my new (old) favorite song. It's been stuck in my head for DAYS!!

I'll Be There For You- Bon Jovi

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance girl

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe, I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
Well I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your Valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

*I wasn't there when you were happy
And I wasn't there when you were down
Didn't mean to miss your birthday baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for ...

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you ...

*That part always makes me cry! :P

I'm phasing.

Disturbed
Mood:  don't ask
The internet has violated me. WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with people? Today, in less than 4 hours, I have found out more things about certain people then I ever should have known.

I can't believe what it said about Shawn!!! Even though I would totally understand why, I still can't believe it.

UGH.

I'm phasing.

In A Mood
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: *NSYNC
Not a bad mood, just a mood. More like a trip, if you will.

I was on this website, and they said that the Backstreet Boys were finishing up their new album or something, and it would be out in June. Then he posted that you could read the message at backstreetboys.com, it takes you to where you can read the message, BUT it's not the official website.

At this website, it has a bunch of links to other music acts' sites, and I went to *NSYNC's, that joint is BLAZIN'! When you first go to it, it's set up like a subway station! One thing I totally freaked out about was when the train doors open, there's a poster for Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix book! BOOST!! The best part is the Audio Jukebox. It has every song off of every CD they have EVER put out, including European versions of stuff. The Euro versions of I Want You Back and Tearin' Up My Heart kick SO much ass! I Want You Back is my jam!! I keep repeating it over and over. I never got *NSYNC's first CD. Maybe I will one day, but I'm not pressed.

DAMN!! I miss the years 1999-2001 so bad, those were some good times! I was so young, so carefree, was NEVER innocent! :P

Well, since nothing else much has happened today. And there is nothing I can say about Shawn that I haven't said already, so I'll have to wait for Monday night for him to do something for me to comment on. Maybe they'll say something about him on Confidential!

I'm phasing and jamming to *NSYNC!!

It's April??
Well, another month gone, and here we are, starting the fourth month of the new year, it always goes so fast.

It's Thursday, so I expect that Marcus and I will be sitting through another BRUTAL Smackdown. Man, last week's was so painful, I don't think I'll be able to stand this one if it's just as bad, or, godforbid, WORSE!

All I did today was work on my old website, it's not much, but I have to find a reason to care about something so it can have a purpose, but it's basically under construction. Maybe I can put up some of those song parodies that we have.

Marcus, you should really hit it up though, I added two more pages to the HBK photo album, the second page is the best I think. You can steal as many pics as you want.

Oh yeah, I added two more Shawn pics to my slideshow on this website as well. I'm just an obsessed little person.

Today kind of sucks though, it's all rainy and cold. It's the kind of day to sleep in, so I did until about 8:30. I was kind of upset I slept in so late, but I had a headache, so it wasn't too bad.

It's a very mellow day, so I'll go find something to do to shake it up.

Oh yeah, GNR's 'Greatest Hits' album was number 3 on the Billboard Charts, baby!! And Shawn Michaels is REALLY hot, but would be even HOTTER as a heel! Please turn before Backlash!

I'm phasing.

But Is Someday Soon Enough?
Mood:  down
This song has been on my brain since last night. I know it's about feuding lovers or something, but it relates to something I've been going through.

Someday - Nickelback

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)

[Solo]

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when

The internet is FULL of just a bunch of fucking haters! Why do they hate on Shawn so much? He's done things in his past he's ashamed of, we ALL have! Even though his little 'God Squad' thing is less than desired by me, I don't care. The fact of the matter is that he is still DAMN GOOD in that ring. Even though I am one, smarks piss me off.

I'm phasing.

Losing My Sight, Losing My Mind, Wish Somebody Would Tell Me I'm Fine
Mood:  hug me
Raw last night was just all over the place. One minute, I'm ready to turn the channel and be done with the whole thing, the next minute I have to stick with it, because it's just so, so captivating. Triple H had me going last night, I'm still in shock that Shelton won. The match was really good, second to Shawn/Chris Benoit vs. Ric Flair/Batista, of course. But like I said, it was good, it had my emotions high and running, I hadn't felt like that bout a non-Shawn match in a long time. But the Shawn/Chris Benoit vs. Ric Flair/Batista match was NUTS!! I BELIEVED!!! I HATE WHEN WWE DOES THAT TO ME!! They WON the match, but then they reversed it because Ric Flair wasn't the legal man when Benoit pinned him. WTF EVER!! But then I remember that it's not in WWE history that they follow logic, so, [expletive deleted]! Oh yeah, Shawn is CRAZY!! When he and Benoit were beating the hell out of the ref, who keeps changing his name every week, he fell out in the ring and started spazzing for NO reason!! But I love him anyway. Man, I thought he was going heel in that match. THEY MADE ME CARE, GODDAMN THEM!

This weekend was uneventful, except for the fact that my mom is a psycopathic bitch. OMG! On Sunday, my parents were going to take my grandparents to church since they hadn't been in a while because they were both in and out the hospital for most of January and February, and were healing at home for most of March. Well, my grandma didn't want to go, so my mom got super pissed and came back home. Then, she took a nap, which she needed, but she was still in this mood. I just stayed out of her way until dinner. Then at dinner, she wanted to drink a root beer, okay, well the one I got out of the fridge had a warped top. Part of it was sticking up like it had been in the freezer for a bit. She started bitching about it, and I told her that I didn't put it in the freezer, then she's like, I DIDN'T SAY YOU DID! And I'm like, you need to calm down, then she asked my step-dad to push the top down and he bent the top of the can down, and root beer spilled all over the floor and the table. But I feel like some of this is my fault, I should have just handed her a fucking straw. At some point I told her that I'd call Barq's Root Beer company and complain. THEN, she had the AUDACITY to ask what the hell is my problem. SHE'S the one with the goddamn problem. I was just tip-toeing around her so I wouldn't piss her off even more. And I failed MISERABLY! I should have just eaten in my room or something.

Oh yeah, I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY CHANGED THE GODDAMN BACKLASH MAIN EVENT!! I LOATHE WHOEVER THOUGHT OF THAT!! THAT WAS THE WMXX MAIN EVENT, HBK/BENOIT WOULD JUST BE SOOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER!!

It was something else I had on my mind, but I forgot what it was, so I'll just say that I LOVE my Guns N' Roses CD, headphones, and THE HEARTBREAK KID, SHAWN MICHAELS.

I'm phasing!