Unofficial Shawn Michaels Day!!
Mood:  happy
Mark it on your calendars, because that's what March 1 is from now on. Yesterday was SO boring that I watched my Shawn Michaels DVD, then I watched his match with Chris Benoit I taped from two weeks ago, and finally, I taped his match from last night. He is SO great, I can't EVER get enough of that man!

Ummmmm, yesterday was my families turn to cook meals for my grandparents and I made them chicken in mushroom sauce and Au Gratin potatoes! I would have LOVED to eat it, but it has CARBS!! Stupid carbs. Today, my mom is bringing home Popeye's chicken, YUM, and I am going to eat ONE biscuit. You probably don't understand, I LOVE Popeye's biscuits!

Johnny Depp got SCREWED ( I knew he would) at the Oscars!

Well, I don't really have that much to say today, so take care of yourselves and those you love!

I'm phasing.

Sunday, Bloody Sunday!
I'm so bored! Bored, bored, bored, bored, BORED! I don't watch the Oscars, I boycott all award shows because they're stupid and NO ONE I ever want to win does.

*still crosses fingers for Johnny Depp*

I watched my Shawn Michaels DVD today, it's great, but I MUST get my hands on that magazine!

There was NO Simpsons today, Fox ran Star Wars: Episode 1 or something. That SUCKED!!

Well, maybe I'll have more to write tomorrow, I've had a VERY underwhelming weekend.

I'm phasing.

It's Friday, I Ain't Got No Job, I Ain't Got Shit To Do, Let's Clean The Bathroom
Mood:  energetic
Had you going there!

Yes, I cleaned my bathroom. And no one asked me to do it. NO, it wasn't that nasty, I just had built up energy and decided to put it to good use. I cleaned the tub, the rugs, washed my shower curtain, AND I washed my hair today. I've been busy.

Last night, while I was watching Smackdown, I was talking on the phone with my friend Marcus and I was reading from this notebook my ex-friend and I used to pass around in Spanish class I had from the 11th grade. I was REALLY stuck up at the time. But it was SO funny! The things I said were CRAZY!! I won't say what they were, it's too incriminating. But I will say this, when I fall for a boy, it is HARD! There was this one guy I would not shut up about, but he's my friend now. If he EVER got his hands on that thing, I would have to move to another country and change my name!

OMG!! The TV LIES!! ABC said that by the end of February, they were going to catch the Music-Box Killer on One Life To Live, and that would have been today. Did they? NOOOOOOOOOOO!! They're probably gonna wait until NEXT bloody week for it! That is false advertising, I should sue! Nathaniel Marston who plays Dr. Michael McBain is SOOOOO HOT!! The guy who plays his brother John is too, but I don't know his name...yet.

I meant to call my dad today, but doing my hair took SO long, then there was dinner and Wheel of Fortune, Jeopardy, and Joan of Arcadia. I lost track of time. Oh well.

I haven't heard anything lately on Shawn Michaels so I'll just say he's SOOOOOOO cute! And leave it at that.

I'm phasing.

My Eyes Feel Like They're Gonna Bleed
Mood:  down
I LOVE those lyrics.

You know, I think this no/low carb stuff is giving me chronic headaches. Like every morning, I wake up with one, and every night, I go to sleep with a headache. Do carbs have something to do with not feeling pain?

I can have 30 carbs this week! YAY!! I think I'm going to stable off at 45 or 60 carbs for a few weeks, just to see what happens. Today, I had the best slice of garlic bread with grated mozzerella and provalone cheese. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM! I have been wanting it for 3 weeks! It's 17 carbs, so today, I could FINALLY have it.

OMG! I must get the new WWE Raw magazine! It has SHAWN MICHAELS on the front, and he looks REALLY cute on it! *sigh* I don't know why I love him so.

To continue the ongoing saga with my aunt Linda, I was over my grandmother's house from 11:00 am to 11:00 pm! With the hours I put in over there, if it were a job, I'd have a fat wallet right now! When she got there, she thought my step-dad was going to pick me up at 12:30, but my mom told me to call her and she'd pick me up instead. So when I said that my mom was on her way, she said that she wanted my mom to give her a ride from her car back to the front door of the apartment building. I told my mom that when we got in the car, and my mom said, "I'm sick", and peeled out of there! It was SO funny!

My aunt thinks she is SO important, but nobody likes her or gives a damn about her. When I got there yesterday, she had the AUDACITY to ask ME if I knew how to work the TELEVISION. That was the stupidest thing I had heard in a long time. Asking a teenager if they can work the TV is like asking if they can breathe! Dumb bitch! And this was after the fact I got into her computer without a password! REALLY dumb bitch! Whatever!

It's Thursday, so that means I'm gonna watch Smackdown and talk on the phone, I just REALLY want my head to stop hurting.

I'm phasing.

It's Only Wednesday?! DAMN!
Mood:  incredulous
Well, I'm back at Grandma's house, watching The Price's Right, I might add. My aunt Linda (evil) said she won't be back until 10:30. This sucks, but hey, I'm writing this on her laptop, so whatever.

My mom is sick, she has the flu that has been going around at her job, and my step-dad just got over it! They work at the same place. It's just like whatever!

OMG! I was watching Queer Eye For the Straight Guy last night! That show is SO great! I always go back and forth with that show, like I'll be all fanatical about it, then I'll start forgetting about it, it's weird! Kyan, the grooming guy, is SO hot! I'm jealous of all the guys he dates! But Carson, fashion, is my fave! He's so funny!

I can't wait until March! Two specific dates, but February has been utterly brutal! And it's the shortest bloody month in the year! Odd. But March 14 is Wrestlemania!! I can't wait! I'm going over my friend's house and we're gonna order pizza and act stupid ALL night long! Then, on March 23, GNR drops their 'Greatest Hits' album! If they don't sue and their fans stop protesting it. IF it comes out, then I'm gonna go out and buy that and a new set of headphones! And maybe the Maroon 5 CD! I'm really feeling their stuff.

Well, that's all I got to say right now.

I'm phasing.

A Strange Day
Mood:  quizzical
Today started off great, but I should begin with last night. I finally talked to Marcus during Raw, but the weird thing was that Raw wasn't even that interesting! Stuff like that ALWAYS happens to me, but it was better that I watched and it was uninteresting than for me to tape it and have it suck. AND, there was not enough Shawn Michaels! That should be against the law, even though Shawn is growing his hair back and it's SHOULDER LENGTH!! I know I have *issues with hair!

This morning was WONDERFUL! I finally, finally, FINALLY had a full nights sleep and it was magnificent! I slept for like 11 hours! Well, I did wake up at 6:00 am, but that was to rearrange my blankets. But all that sleep has it's drawbacks, like my neck hurt when I woke up.

*Back to problems with hair, I have found out that I have an Impulse Control Disorder. I have trichotillomania (pronounced: trick-o-til-o-may-nee-ah). It's a hair pulling disease. Scientific studies show that 3%-15% of the U.S. population have it.

I pull hair off of my arms and legs, among other places, I don't ever think I could touch the hair on my head, it has enough problems of it's own.

I'm phasing.

It ALL Comes Back In The End
Mood:  don't ask
"The deepest circle of hell is reserved for betrayers and mutineers." -Capt. Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl

Believe that quote, for it is true. I got less than one hour of sleep last night before my mother woke me up at 3:00 in the morning and told me that my aunt Linda never came over my grandmother's house the previous day and my aunt Sharon had yet to be relieved. AIN'T THAT A BITCH! I had JUST laid down to sleep at 2:00 because I was watching this REALLY interesting show on VH1's called TV's Illest Minority Moments. I thought it was a dream when my mom came in and started talking to me, telling me to get up.

Fast forward to 4:00 AM, Im telling my aunt Sharon she can leave, and she says my aunt Linda probably would come around 9:00. I was prepared just incase she no showed the whole day. My step-dad called around 10:00 to check on me, because he didn't know I was gone, and my aunt comes in about 15 minutes later. I'm no fool, my mother said that if she comes over there before my step-dad leaves for work, to call his ass so I could go the hell home, and that's exactly what happened. I LOVE my grandmother, but for her own daughter to just bail like that, and nobody was able to reach her is just really CRUDDY! But like my title said, it ALL comes back in the end; she WILL get hers! I just hope I'm around to see it!

I got about 5 hours more sleep on my grandmother's floor. It's really uncomfortable, but I have learned that if you are DEAD tired, you can sleep just about anywhere.

AND I DON'T WANNA GO BACK OVER THERE TOMORROW AT 4:00!! I WANNA TALK ON THE PHONE WITH MY FRIEND MARCUS WHILE WE WATCH WWE RAW!! I'M SICK OF SEEING SHAWN MICHAELS ON TAPE HOURS LATER, I WANNA SEE IT LIVE!

I'm phasing.

Lazy Sunday
Mood:  lazy
Today was a good day. I went over my grandmother's house for a few hours, got on my aunt's laptop (AOL SUX!), and chilled on the internet. Her computer kind of sucks because it would do weird things while I was typing and stuff. Oh well!

The MAIN reason today was a good day is because I heard the BEST music today! Guns N' Roses, Bon Jovi, Aerosmith, Whitesnake, AC/DC, and a bunch of other stuff from the '80s! I love 80's hair metal or whatever you'd like to call it, I think it's the greatest!

Nothing too bad really happened today, well I heard Shawn has a torn ACL. :(
It could be MUCH worse.

That's all for today, like I said, it was pretty uneventful.

I'm phasing.

Stressed
Mood:  irritated
All I wanted to do today, was chill and get rid of my headache until 4:00 when I had to go over my grandmother's house. Instead, I get yanked out of bed with a MONSTER pain in my head and I had to get dressed in about 30 minutes. Whatever! It was cool over my grandma's house though. All I did was watch tv and stuff. But I was SO hungry. I probably ruined my diet because all I ate was fruit today. And fruit has carbs, I don't know how many, but it was probably more than 15. It was pineapple, grapes, and strawberries, and my mom JUST told me that most red foods have a lot of carbs. So much for the strawberries, and I did have those red/purple grapes, but I LOVE pineapples, so maybe that won't be so bad. I can start fresh tomorrow.

Another thing that has been bothering me is that my friend Jason calls me ALL the bloody time. He sent me a Valentine and all, but I'm not his girlfriend. And he calls me at the most inconvenient times, and talks about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!! Most of the times he calls it's on his cell phone when he's out. I REALLY hate when people do this. I guess it makes them think they're really popular and wanted at the same time. They're all like, "Yeah, I'm with a bunch of my friends AND I'm on a cell phone with someone else, I'm so badass and wanted!" I just want to slap these people. One day, I WILL have the strength to just hang the hell up on people like that, because Jason's brother Jarrett does it too, and he always, ALWAYS calls when he's driving. I just want to scream!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

There, I feel better now.

I'm phasing.

Families Suck! :(
So, okay, ever since my grandmother had a stroke and my grandfather has been in the hospital, my mom, her two sisters, and me have been taking turns watching over my grandma. My grandma's cool and all, and she's even getting better enough so she can be left alone maybe up to an hour or so, but my aunt Linda is such a BITCH!! My mom works from 5:00 am-1:00 or 2:00 pm, and my other aunt, Sharon, is a school teacher, where as Linda doesn't even HAVE a regualar job, she sells Mary Kay. Anyway, she has THE most flexible schedule of the three sisters, and she's telling everybody else when they need to be over there. HELLO!! They have a job to go to and you don't, haul YOUR non-working ass over there! My mom is SUPER pissed at her, and my plans to talk to my friend on the phone tonight have been shot to hell. But I'm just gonna call him when I get there, and when ever she gets there, I'm totally gonna guilt trip her about this. My mom told me to make up this story about how I was with my friends and they had to drive me home all out of the way, it's gonna be GOOD!! I feel SO much better now that I've gotten that off of my chest, so I will leave you with these three things:

1. Vengeance is sweet!
2. Payback is a bitch!
3. Shawn Michaels is SO hot, he makes steam look cool! mmmmmmmmmmmmm

I'm phasing!