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Why is that every time I want to go see a movie, the most inappropriate shit has to happen? Especially if it's a movie that I'm absolutely dying to see. First Goblet of Fire, now Dead Man's Chest. This is so annoying. And it always starts with the usual suspects. I thought we could actually get something together. The meeting time was 6:00, then it was pushed back to 6:30, and that was fine. Everyone but Phil was there by at least 6:40, so we watched at least three Yellow Line trains go by until he shows up at 7:00. And he was the one all pressed for everyone to be on time. Then when we get to the theater, they announce the 8:15 show is sold out and we have to wait until the 9:45 showing. But we can't do that because Lisa's boyfriend Mike has to get up really early the next morning. Man, I was so blown. Then they wanted to go to the mall. So we hit Pentagon for like 45 minutes because it closes at 9:30. I went to Best Buy and (finally) got my Blue October CD. Then I had to run up to the top level to get my step-dad's birthday cards.

All in all it was a colossal waste of time and money. I had been up for so long yesterday because I had to open and stay until 4:00, plus I didn't get a lot of sleep the night before due to anxiety like always.

Then I thought that I might go see it today with my step-dad, because they had to go to Springfield and exchange a shirt, but they just had World War III in the car coming home from church. They got home at like 12:30, and church doesn't even let out until after 1:00. I could go see it tomorrow, but I probably won't. I may either go see it Thursday or try and hook something up with Marcus. This is so rigoddamndiculous! And they wonder why I don't go out with people. This is what I get for even trying. It's shit like this that makes me give up on the human race. I mean it's so sad, if I want to go out with Marcus, and see a movie that I'm not that hard up to see, I'll see it. But if I try to get together with anyone else for a movie that I'm really interested in seeing, it's impossible. So this is it, in writing, no more. If any of their numbers appear on my mobile, they are getting the work treatment and getting an ignore. If I can finally shake Spineless (who left a message in my My Space mailbox, which I deleted like spam) and his brother, I can do it to them too.

Oh, and Lisa's boyfriend Mike is still annoying as hell. I thought it might have been just first impressions, but no, he's just an annoying ass bastard. But I don't hang out with Lisa enough anymore to say anything, and I'm glad she's got somebody, but I just don't understand that relationship. It's like, if you try to tell a joke, he just has to top it, and it's never funny. Then he also has the horrible of explaining the joke. And he actually had one that was okay... until he explained it. And I don't think he's controlling, but he has so much, for lack of a better word, power over her. His parents added her to their phone's family plan. Mike said that it was because they ran up the phone bill, so it was cheaper that way. But that's just creepy to me.

And a part of me doesn't want to ask Marcus out of fear that he'll feel like option number 3, and he deserves better than that.

I mean, the only thing I can do about last night is just shake my head and roll my eyes.

And now for something completely different...

Ben, with all the stuff that has happened to him within the past month, is still inappropriate. He's going to be in a golf tournament next week. Or he was already in it, and it will be televised next week, I can't remember. Anyway, this sounds so impossible. Therefore I now think that he's just inhuman. He's a total freak (in a good way, and maybe a naughty way). Who else could do this?

Oh yeah, another good thing, last week Tony Stewart got his second win of the season, on the same track he got his second win on last season, in Daytona. Hopefully this means he's back, and everybody else better watch their rear-view mirrors, because it'll be full of Smoke!

I guess that'll be it for me, I'm still debating on whether to ask Marcus or not, it'll just depend on whatever. Ugh, let me go before the rambling gets worse.

This ordinary man, is so freakishly awesome.

I'm ready for some football, the only question, is he?

I'm phasing.