Mood:
not sureWhere the hell have I been?! A person must be crazy if they have to ask that about themselves. For some reason, I lost my passion to write. It started exactly a month ago. I wanted to say how devastated I was about the attacks in London, but I just couldn't do it. That was such a horrible day, I was so depressed. I even tried to watch Love Actually, but it just made me sad and sleepy. What the hell is wrong with people, some people need a hobby where they don't endanger anybody but themselves.
I got a job, just this past week. I'm not enthusiastic about it, but it'll do the trick until I can move on. It's so weird, I got it so fast because I was so recently employed. I still think about the kids at the center, but it's just the boss. Stupid cow. I don't start until Wednesday, but I'll try to enjoy the time away from her, yep it's that time again, as much as possible. I don't dislike her as much as I have in the past, but today, she's just been in this mood. Like a right, stroppy cow.
I still love Ben. And I'm even closer to getting those tickets!! My dad is trying to hook them up. I gotta call him tomorrow to find out for certain. I must go! I've never been so close to something, or really someone, that I've wanted, who was so unattainable, EVER! Even if he only looks at me for a nanosecond, just to scribble on my jersey, I can die happy. But not before I taste Jack Daniel's. Elliot was right about NASCAR, he could be right about JD, as well.
Speaking of NASCAR. TONY FUCKING STEWART!!! He's the hottest thing going in the sport!! YEAH!! He's won four out of the last six races, plus today, when he finally, FINALLY got a win at the Indianapolis Motor Speedway. He's always wanted to win there! When he won on the Daytona track, Saturday, July 2, 2005, he said that he would rather win at Indy than the Daytona 500. Wow. Now, he got his wish, and hopefully next year, he can win the Daytona 500 next February. Tony is also our new Nextel Points leader. TAKE THAT JIMMIE JOHNSON!! I TOLD YOU TWO WEEKS AGO YOUR REAR VIEW MIRROR WAS FULL OF SMOKE!!! BRING IT!!! Sorry, but it's something about auto racing that gets me pumped up. I haven't been like this since football season.
Which is a nice segue to say that IT'S FINALLY HERE!! Pre-season got on it's way last night with the annual exhibition game played in Tokyo. Falcons vs. Colts. Falcons won 27-21. I gotta print my schedules. Plus, there's a game tomorrow night, a game Thursday night, and another one on Saturday. I missed football so much.
Oh yeah, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince? Awesome! I still like Goblet of Fire best, but I think it's made a nice home at number 2. Even though it's really hard to rank them, I love them all. I can't wait until November 18, the Goblet of Fire movie will be out, and I can finally read that damn book again. I hate it when people keep talking about it, and I can't read it. But it's for my own good, because even if I get a good start in it, it'll take me months to finish it. But HBP was cool though, I guessed who the Half-Blood Prince was when Harry got his used Potions book. I don't know why, but it was so obvious. Who else was/is known for being so talented in that subject. Duh. I finished it in about nine hours, give or take because of interruptions. Then the re-read took me less than three days. There was a lot of stuff I skimmed over, because like I said, I inhale Harry Potter books the first time I read them. If only the postman had come a couple hours sooner, then I wouldn't have been up until 2:08 AM reading. But I knew I wouldn't have been able to sleep until I finished it. I don't care if I'm a geek or whatever, for once, it felt really great to be on par with the rest of the fans around the world. Plus, since I finished it so fast, no one could spoil the deaths.
The one thing I don't understand is how people got so pissed off when they talked about the death on message boards. First of all, if you haven't finished or read the book, and you go on sites like that, you deserve what you get. No matter how much you beg for people to always put "POSSIBLE SPOILER" in there topic title, without giving much away, there's always going to be dicks, or as message board people call them, "trolls", who want to ruin it for you. The only people they can be upset at is themselves. I'm sorry if it's harsh, but when dealing with Harry Potter, if you didn't finish or read the book yet, then you enter message boards at your own risk. I remember I said I wasn't going to touch the computer until I had finished that book.
Also, in the past month, I've started talking to Ashley at least 3 times a week. She's in England, and she loves it. And I'm sitting here, so jealous. But that's okay, because I'm starting to try to get something together in my life, and hopefully, one day, I'll not only be able to visit her over there, I can pick my life up, and be her flatmate, or something like that. I mean, she'll be over there for three years, and she's thinking of asking for an extension. SWEET! Man, the only thing I want more than to reside over there is Ben.
Well, it's getting pretty late, and I hope that there is at least one episode of Whose Line I can catch, but of course, I have to post a Ben photo, and my Tony Stewart Logo.
SMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKE!!!
I wanted to put up a different picture, but it's not acting right. Oh well, maybe next time. He still looks hot. Mmmmm.
I'm phasing.