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Thursday, March 31, 2005 Mood: not sure Been a while since i updated this... YEsterday i wentn to the U2 concert. I've been banned from XWE but i am still loyal to it, which completly goes against the whole Drifter image i show. I plan on restarting on a laptop i'm going to get, show the real me and hope to god i'm not caught. anyway i have been thinking alot, reading old crap just laughing at one post about the person i admire because that was complete bull now, or seems like it. I was accused of begging to come back to xwe, and of eating, sleeping, and thinking XWE, soo far from the truth. I just wonder if restarting if the right thing. anyway once again more lyrics. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Invisible kid Never see what he did Got stuck where he hid Fallen through the grid Invisible kid Got a place of his own Where he'll never be known Inward he's grown Invisible kid Never see what he did Got stuck where he hid Fallen through the grid Invisible kid Got a place of his own Where he'll never be known Inward he's grown Invisible kid Locked away in his brain From the shame and the pain World down the drain Invisible kid Suspicious of your touch Don't want no crutch But it's all too much Invisible kid Locked away in his brain From the shame and the pain World down the drain Invisible kid Suspicious of your touch Don't want no crutch But it's all too much I hide inside, I hurt inside I hide inside but I'll show you... I'm OK, just go away Into distance let me fade I'm OK, just go away I'm OK, but please don't stray too far Open your heart, I'm beating right here Open your mind, I'm being right here (right now) Open your heart, I'm beating right here Open your mind, I'm being right here (right now) Invisible kid Never see what he did Got stuck where he hid Fallen through the grid Invisible kid Got a place of his own Where he'll never be known Inward he's grown Invisible kid Never see what he did Got stuck where he hid Fallen through the grid Invisible kid Got a place of his own Where he'll never be known Inward he's grown I hide inside, I hurt inside I hide inside but I'll show you... I'm OK, just go away Into distance let me fade I'm OK, (I'm OK) just go away I'm OK, (I'm OK) but please don't stray too far Open your heart, I'm beating right here Open your mind, I'm being right here (right now) Open your heart, I'm beating right here Open your mind, I'm being right here (right now) Ooh, what a good boy you are Out of the way and you're kept to yourself Ooh, can't you see that he's not here He doesn't want the attention you give Ooh, unplugging from it all Invisible kid floats alone in his room Ooh, what a quiet boy you are He looks so calm floating 'round and around in himself Invisible kid Locked away in his brain From the shame and the pain World down the drain Invisible kid Suspicious of your touch Don't want no crutch But it's all too much Invisible kid Locked away in his brain From the shame and the pain World down the drain Invisible kid Suspicious of your touch Don't want no crutch But it's all too much I hide inside, I hurt inside I hide inside but I'll show you... I'm OK, just go away Into distance let me fade I'm OK, (I'm OK) just go away I'm OK, (I'm OK) but please don't stray too far Open your heart, I'm beating right here Open your mind, I'm being right here (right now) Open your heart, I'm beating right here Open your mind, I'm being right here (right now) Friday, March 11, 2005 Mood: surprised 1st day of counseling*thrills* I have been thinking about someone i like, i miss him. these are some lyrics to a song that i like and kinda fits this. ~~~~~~~~~ You treat me like Im a princess Im not used to liking that You ask how my day was (chorus) Youve already won me over in spite of me Dont be alarmed if I fall head over feet Dont be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldnt help it Its all your fault Your love is think and it swallowed me whole Youre so much braver than I gave you credit for Thats not lip service (repeat chorus) You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience Youre the best listener that Ive ever met Youre my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long Ive never felt this healthy before Ive never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now
Posted by Drifter at 3:08 PM
Updated: Thursday, March 31, 2005 1:37 PM Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Thursday, March 10, 2005 Mood: don't ask My trust is worn thjin and i'm becoming a jerk. nice eh? I wouild change myself if i could and i have tried but i just can't because the real me is gone somewhere. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Separated from the rest Constantly trying my best To fit in and belong I mine as well give up Give up on my hopes and dreams I feel like I outta scream The fence round my school reminds me so much They are trying to cage me up But one the animal will escape its cage And all the anger and rage will take center stage Time for me to put up or shut up Cuz this is my only opportunity To make people see The fire behing my blue eyes Maybe one day theyll recognize Wednesday, March 9, 2005 Mood: on fire Well once again someone used the word or the essence of the word that every fearful memory i have exists in. People say i'm out of it but do they know me? I know some of it's me but if they could just understand. I am continually thinking about my best friend, this kinda applies. ~~~~~~~ There's always that one person that will always have your heart You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see Ooh baby, you will always be my boo
Posted by Drifter at 5:51 PM
Updated: Thursday, March 31, 2005 1:49 PM Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Monday, March 7, 2005 These lyrics just spoke to me. ~~~~~~~~~~ One thing, I dont know why It doesnt even mather how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To remind myself How I tried so hard... Dispite the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me Im surprised it got so far Things arent the way they were before You wouldnt even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end...
Posted by Drifter at 4:50 PM
Updated: Wednesday, March 9, 2005 5:55 PM Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Mood: not sure Day 2 of entries. Well I'm starting to question myself alot. No one seems to get it, but it's kinda my fault cuz I don't like to talk about it. Sometimes I wish I was like the person I admire, I mean the person is pretty headstrong but she has herself together and doesn't take crap like I do. She's respected too...In a way I envy her....*Note to self hide this entry if she is ever given the link!*. Anyway, I think if people could just understand even a bit about me they'd get me. I decided to close this entry with part of the lyrics from "Somewhere Out There" by Our Lady Peace ~~~~~ Last time I talked to you, you were lonely and out of place. You were looking down on me, lost out in space. Laid underneath the stars, strung out and feeling brave. Watch the red orange glow, watch them float away. Down here in the atmosphere, garbage and city lights, you gotta save your tired soul, you gotta save our lives. Turn on the radio, to find you on satellite, I'm waiting for the sky to fall, I'm waiting for a sign. All we are is all so far. You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity, I know you're out there, somewhere out there. Hope you remember me, when you're homesick and need a change.
Posted by Drifter at 3:15 PM
Updated: Monday, March 7, 2005 4:27 PM Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Sunday, March 6, 2005 Mood: don't ask If you are reading this this means i trust you enough to give you this link. Latly i've been out there and i'm kinda down. I like to end each entry w/ a poem about w/e i fell like. ~~~~~~~~~~ No on really knows me at all Some say the know me but they have only seen me fall If someone could just find the real me They would know what lies behind my blue eyes Sometimes I fell like Im losing control Like my soul is being eaten alive Some dont realize how I really am One day itll be wham Theyll recognize why I am so weird But until then I Ill take it all alone On my own They see me as just a kid Well there is more than meets the eye I hope one day theyll recognize . Newer | Latest | Older |