Nothing
By: Crue
So then.
That's it.
It's Over.
Triple H didn't know what to do. He had thought Kurt was the perfect 
man for him. He thought he would be with this man forever.
But Kurt wasn't with him now. 
When did it all go so wrong?
Hunter didn't have the answer.
Apparently Kurt did though. He just up and left Hunter two weeks ago. 
Not a word of explanation, no apologies.
Nothing.
That's what Hunter felt in his heart right now. Not the expected aching 
or mourning. Nothing. That was his life now.
His life was nothing without his smile, his face, his laughter.
Hunter's life was nothing without Kurt.

Pain.
Sorrow.
Longing.
That was all Kurt's heart was feeling now.
He sat on the passenger's side of the sombre car he was travelling in. 
He stared miserably out of the window. Appropriately enough, it was 
raining.
Why?
Why had he left Hunter? 
He did it for the man sitting next to him. Chris Benoit. Was it worth 
it? Well, at first Kurt had thought so.
Now?
Definitely not.
He realised just how much he loved Hunter. He didn't love Chris. He 
never could. 
Not as long as there was Hunter.

Chris looked over to Kurt.
"Stop thinking about him Kurt. You made your decision. It's me you 
love"
'No it's not' thought Kurt. He turned to look at Chris and forced a 
smile on his unwilling face.
"There that's better. Forget about him. He was a loser. He's nothing."
'No he isn't' thought Kurt 'he was everything.'
Chris placed his hand on Kurt's knee. Kurt had to struggle not to 
flinch. 
Why?
He found himself asking the same question again, but now of a different 
person. Why had he chosen Chris?
Kurt didn't have the answer.
He didn't have answers to anything anymore.
He had nothing. It was his fault. He didn't have happiness. He didn't 
have love. And most of all, he didn't have Hunter.

The two men at one time had it all, and now?

Nothing.


The ~~
~~ End