Losing Myself in You
By: Stefani
Rated: NC17/Slash
Characters: Jeff Hardy and Shannon Moore
Disclaimer: Don't own
Distribution: DreamLand, Storm, and Slash Central, all others, please ask!
Spoilers: None
Notes: Follow up to <A HREF="http://www.angelfire.com/wrestling2/wwfjeffandmatt/excuses.html">"Excuses"</a>, what happens after SmackDown

Parts: 1/1

Jeff pulled into the hotel parking lot after SmackDown. He had gotten his ass chewed off by a few writers and such for screwing up the card. Not to mention he didn't want to face an infuriated Vince again. He sighed and looked at his watch. It was pretty late…but the thought of Shannon all curled up in his sheets brought a smile to his face. He shut the car door, spotting Shannon's own car in the lot. He smiled, knowing that the months alone had not only gotten to him. He jogged in the building hoping some fan wouldn't stop him.

It was after twelve-thirty, and there weren't many people walking around the lobby, none who seemed to notice him. Even if someone had, he was tempted to pull his hat further over his eyes and deny it. He wasn't in the mood to be delayed. Hell, who would be with a gorgeous man waiting in a bed for you to curl up against and kiss until dawn broke?

He walked over to the elevator and pushed the button, waiting patiently as it came. A ding sounded and he got in, rising up to his floor. He smiled to himself, seeing Shannon's silken chest embedded in his mind. That same mental picture had lingered in his memory all through the match, all through the evening. The door opened once more to his floor, and he stepped into the long, repetitive hotel hallway. Once arrived at his door, he pulled his key from his back pocket and swiped it in the door, the green light lit up, admitting his entrance. He took a deep breath as his hand held the cold doorknob.

Jeff turned the knob to the door, exposing the room inch by inch. He expected to see Shannon sleeping already, after having been cooped up here all day. Instead he saw the small lover lying in the bed on his stomach, naked as Jeff had left him, with a mischievous grin on his face. Jeff grinned and released the side of the door from his grip; it made a slow clicking sound of the automatic lock, securing their privacy.

"Well, I thought with the incentive I gave you, you would have rushed right over as soon as you could." Shannon said softly, his eyes glowing in the dimly lit room. The bed lamp was on its medium brightness, casting a soft luminescence on the younger man's skin.

"Well… I wanted to keep you waiting, you always liked suspense." Jeff replied, dropping his heavy gym back at his feet, the duffel landing with a soft umph.

"Hmm… still do." Shannon replied, slowly getting up, exposing his chest bit by bit, Jeff's eyes bolting straight for Shannon's semi-hard cock. He licked his lips and approached Shannon, bending his neck to catch his wet mouth. As they kissed, Jeff felt the same excitement shoot down his spine that he always got when kissing Shannon. He pulled back in time to peal his shirt off and kiss the smaller man again.

Shannon latched his hands on Jeff's neck and pulled him down to the bed, allowing Jeff to lay on Shannon and continue to kiss him. Their bare chests rubbed against each other. Jeff's was soft from the speedy shower he had taken at the arena. Shannon kept his fingers latched behind Jeff's neck as he pulled Jeff to lick at his neck. He moaned as Jeff's teeth gnawed at the end of his earlobe, his tongue snaking up until his entire mouth was at his ear.

"I want you so bad." He whispered. Shannon panted heavily, his friend's mouth going back to his vulnerable neck, which was dotted with bite marks from their earlier tasks. Jeff kissed each reddened dot and allowed himself to slither down Shannon's body.

He pinned Shannon's arms to the bed, not allowing him to move, while he pulled the end of a pink nipple in his teeth. Shannon tried desperately to arch up, Jeff's strength overpowering him, only allowing a fraction of his back to rise from the mattress. Jeff gradually released his tight grip on his arms, Shannon's hands immediately clinging to the back of Jeff's head, pushing him further and further into his chest.

Jeff found his head embedded in the center of his torso and swiped his tongue out so it left a trail of saliva down Shannon's chest, until he was met with the soft blonde pubic curls and his aching member.

"Kept yourself busy while I was gone?" Jeff asked with a snicker to his voice, liking now having his control back that he had lost earlier. Shannon panted, a reply, which Jeff took as a yes.

"Take care of it…" Shannon begged, his voice a sharp whisper. Jeff nuzzled his head to Shannon's groin as his long arms ran up Shannon's chest, and back down the sides, so he gripped his hips. Jeff kissed up the side of Shannon's cock until he reached the leaky head that was begging for immediate attention. Jeff avoided it, a disappointed groan coming from Shannon. Jeff kissed all over his cock, before lowering his heated mouth just over the head, salty pre-cum tempting his lips.

He took the head in his teeth, tugging for a moment before strongly sucking and licking at the organ. His right hand slipped beyond the strong hip he was holding to snake around and pinch the firm ass where he planned on being soon. His fingernail trailed down the crack, teasing the tight hole. He gave a hard suck, before kissing back down.

Shannon tossed about and groaned, his hands holding handfuls of the flowered sheets, his head feeling as if it was going to explode. He felt Jeff take part of his sac into his mouth, and let out a shriek, yelling out for Jeff to do some thing more.

"Patience." Jeff spoke as he took the other part of his balls in his mouth, the loose flesh heavy with a need to release. Jeff gave a final kiss before standing back up in front of Shannon. Shannon inched up onto his elbows to watch Jeff. He slowly pulled his belt out loop by loop, flashing needy eyes at Shannon. He tossed it aside and held the button to his pants, before unbuttoning it and yanking the zipper down. Shannon got a glimpse of the sweet flesh of Jeff's genitalia, which was shaved creatively.

Jeff pushed the denim over his hips slowly, before it landed at a pile on the bed. He was hard and needy as well. He leapt onto the bed, taking Shannon down in a fury of kisses once again, rolling over on him so Shannon was on the top and attacking his lips. His mouth was slightly ajar as the sweet breath of the younger man invaded his, the wet kisses, the sly swipes of the tongue.

"My turn." Shannon said as he bit down on Jeff's neck, a small trickle of blood rising to the surface, but no skin was broken. He bent Jeff's neck so he could kiss under his chin, the prickly beard tickling his lips. He kissed up Jeff's jaw and just behind his ear, a special spot only he knew about. Jeff moaned as Shannon ran his fingers through Jeff's hair, looking intently into his emerald eyes.

Jeff's cock was throbbing and begging attention. Shannon glided down to Jeff's lower torso, and on to his crotch. He sunk his mouth over the head, and slid down until the end of Jeff's length was against the back of his throat, Shannon concentrating solely on not gagging. He closed his lips at the base, moving his eyes to look at Jeff's face. His eyes were closed tightly, his face red and sweaty, his chest moving up and down, his heart pounding.

"Oh God, Shanny… you have no idea how good that feels…" He whispered. Shannon slid his head up until he had exposed nearly the entire length, before sliding back over it. He did this repetitively, Jeff shuddering and gasping. Shannon spread Jeff's legs, running his hands up and down, his eyes watching the strained face.

"Shan stop… I want to cum in you…" Jeff begged. Shannon slurped a few more times before releasing, a pop emitting from his mouth. They shared another kiss, Jeff ushering Shannon up.

"How… do you want to do this?" Shannon asked in-between passionate kisses.

"Get on… four…" Jeff choked out, trying to help Shannon up. He got on his arms and legs, spreading his legs. Shannon looked back at Jeff who was inching forward, spreading Shannon as much as he could. He rested his chin on top of Shannon's butt, letting his tongue slide down the crack. He sunk down as low as he could and used to his hands to spread the cheeks, the glistening hole taunting him.

Jeff bent his head and tongued at the entrance, before pushing the soft organ into the tight passage. Shannon withered, his head singing down into a pillow. Jeff came up for breath, kissing each cheek again. He stuck a finger in his mouth, and let it sink back to where his mouth had just been. It pushed in easily, Shannon pushing back, begging Jeff more, unable to take the wait.

Jeff hushed him and wiggled his finger, loosening up the area. He found Shannon's pleasure button, putting his attention right to it, withering the trapped digit around, slipping until he got a good grasp on the spot he wanted to please.

"Oh God, Jeff… you know it… keep going, for the love of God, get your cock in me…" Jeff smiled in spite of all the work he was putting in, bending his middle finger so he could try and add it to the mix. It slid in rather smoothly as well, Shannon obviously having warmed up before Jeff's arrival.

"You ready?" Jeff asked, more of a command as a question. He knew he wouldn't last much longer if they dillydallied. Jeff slowly rose up to his knees, then inching up higher until he was at the perfect angle. His hands ran down the sweaty back of Shannon once more. He reached up, pulling the rubber band from Shannon's locks, watching the black and blonde spill over his shoulder.

He smiled, and once more spread Shannon's butt, and pushed his head into Shannon. Shannon gasped as Jeff lowered himself until he was in to the hilt. He sighed; the head of Shannon's deep opening enveloping his length. He reached forward and found Shannon's hard cock as well and jerked him a few times.

"Jeff… I need you to move…" Shannon whispered. Jeff pulled out a little, pushing back in, giving a jerk, and then pulling out a little more, thrusting back in, taking his time. Shannon groaned as Jeff continued the treatment, until he was at the point that he was almost completely out, and then would shove back in, each time pumping Shannon a little harder.

Shannon panted, Jeff's deep thrusts overwhelming, and half of the time roughly hitting his prostate, sending him into all kinds of dimensions. And that didn't even include the touch of Jeff's clammy hands on his cock, pumping him back and forth, thrust for thrust.

"Oh Christ…" Shannon begged.

"That's my name." Jeff said with a sly grin as he continued to his pattern. Shannon brought his hands to hold his own hair in his fingers, yanking at it violently. He felt as if at any moment he would explode from a pleasure overload. As Jeff continued, Shannon could feel his heart thumping loudly, pounding against his chest as if it would just burst out. He was finding it harder and harder to breath, and felt Jeff jam all the way back in.

"Oh Shan…" Jeff said softly, "I don't know how much longer I'm going to last…" Shannon couldn't even make a reply, just try and push back and beg Jeff to plunge in him once more. Jeff pushed in again, groaning and panting, all movement stopping. He let out a shrill scream and felt the familiar tremor shake in his body.

He came deep in Shannon's ass, his body twitching about, Shannon gasping as his ass was filled with the essence of his lover.

"Go on Jeff, spill more in more…" Shannon tempted, pearly cum dripping out of his ass it was. Jeff pulled out, landing beside Shannon. He kissed Shannon roughly, his hand searching for the hard member. He continued jerking at it, his lips massaging Shannon's.

"Cum for me." He whispered as he took a breath, his hands violently yanking back and forth. Shannon pulled his mouth back and wretched his face into a strained expression, as he shot his load into Jeff's hand over and over again, the salty streamers coming one after another, a long, low moan exiting his mouth. Jeff licked his hand, offering it to Shannon as he calmed down, who took a swipe. Jeff reached forward and pulled Shannon closer to his chest, kissing his forehead.

"I'm so glad you came to see me." He whispered. They laid entangled, their sweaty, sticky bodies plastered to one another in the messy bed, the same soft glow shining on their faces, as their hearts slowed down and they drifted off into the night.