Finding
By: Storm
Rating:NC-17
Contains: F/F slash, language, some kinky stuff but nothing to worry about
Characters: Lita (Amy Dumas), Shannon Moore, and my own Character - Alexis
Disclaimer: Don't own or no one in this fiction. Don't know anyone sexuality.

Dear Diary,

Is it possible to be romantically attracted to your best friend? A female at that? I mean, to want to be with her everyday. To touch her. To want her to laugh. To want to make love to her. To want to hear say your name in a breath moan that'll make your knees go weak and your toes curl. That's how I feel about Alexis. Is it wrong?

Now, mind you, this was not some over night thing. I've always felt something in the pit of my belly when I'm with her. Something that I couldn't explain to anyone. Not Matt. Not Jeff. Not Shane. Not anyone but Shannon. And only him because he came to me. He said that he could see how much I loved and wanted that girl and he is very right.

It, the feelings I have for her, came full force the other day. I had to confront my feelings toward her. I was with her shopping at the mall. She was looking for a bikini to wear to my pool party/birthday party. Of course, I had to help out. I'm not stupid enough to pass up the chance to see that beautiful curvy body of hers in a tiny, tight bikini. Anyway, I was searching for a black one, knowing how good she looks in black, when I heard her giggle. It wasn't her normal "That's cute so I'll giggle" giggle. It was more of "I want to screw your brains out of I'll giggle cutely at you joke" giggle. I became upset and told her I was leaving. So I left and went to Shannon's.

You know, Shannon laid it into me about her. How she didn't know I cared. How I should tell her. How she cares for me too. How I need to stop acting like a dumb ass and grab this girl before she's gone. I think he's right.

Will write soon, Amy Dumas

I sat down the notebook Shannon had given me to read. He never told me that it was Amy's diary. Maybe because, he knew that I wouldn't have read it if I knew it was hers.

"Why?" I asked shakily to him. He got out of the couch and climbed down on his living room floor with me, putting his arm around my shoulders.

"I want you to see how much she cares for you, Alexis. I know she isn't going to do anything about it and I want you two happy." He murmured to me.

"I care about her too, in the way she says. But, I've never been in a same sex relationship, Shannon. I don't know what to do you say to her."

"Alexis, it's best to be yourself in those types of relationships. Okay? Look, I'm not telling you that you have to be with Amy, but it would make you two so happy if you were together." Sighing, I thanked him for this, knowing that it seemed for the best and hoping that it was. I drove home in a rush, knowing that Amy would stop by my place before going on home. I cleaned my house, top to bottom, and pick out some slow love songs that spoke out to me. Candles had been placed everywhere, some scented ones and some colorful ones. Then I ran to my bedroom and throw the silken sheets; I had bought, on the queen size bed.

"Done." I said as I walked into my bathroom for a quick shower. As I washed my long black hair, I had a very naughty thought. How was I going to get Amy to take a shower with me? I knew Amy was not a kinky person. Her fun was found in the bed, usually her on the bottom, but I was very kinky and liked to do it anywhere.

"I'm going to have to break her of that." I muttered before getting out of the shower. I pulled on a pair of purple and pink tie-dyed thong and bra set that had peace signs in very personally places. Once those were on, I pulled my simple black dress on. I was sleeveless with a very low neck, showing part of my bra and a lot of my breasts. It showed how curvy my body was and how long my legs were by only coming mid thigh.

Checking myself in the mirror one more time, I walked back into the living room. The butterflies were already starting to form in the pit of my tummy as I double and triple checked everything before she came.

The doorbell rang at about 8:32 PM, right around the time she comes by on her way home from her shows. I took a deep breath when I put my hand on the knob. Turning it, I gasped at how beautiful she seemed.

Her red hair was blowing wildly about her and shined heavenly from the moonlight. Her slim body was held tightly by her hip hugging jeans. Those large breasts seemed to want to come out of her small top while it showed off her lean belly. Looking back into her eyes, I noticed that she was drinking me in to.

"Alexis," she began. "What is all this?"

"Amy, I really care about you. I have for the past year that we've known each other, but I was too scared to do anything. But, I want to be with you, Amy." I said in a voice that I hoped wouldn't give away my fear. Amy smiled a sweet, loving smile at me and nodded her head. Smiling, I took her hand gently in mine and lead her back through my apartment. She gasped in shock when she saw my bedroom.

Candles were placed here and there. Rose petals of different colors were thrown about my black carpeted floor. My bed, normally purple, was black in color and had silk sheets and covers. It was a very beautiful sight.

"This is amazing." She said in a shocked tone. I smiled at her, knowing that this was the first time anyone has done this type of thing for her. I guided her to the bed, sitting her on the very edge. I turned around and let my rear grind softly into her with the beat of the music flowing about.

"You feel so good." I groaned out at her with a sexy smile. Smiling weakly at me, Amy wrapped her arms around my waist, tugging me to her. Her lips grazed my neck softly before gently sucking and nipping. I ground my backside harder into her, moaning softly. She ran her hands along my upper body, coming to a rest at my firm breasts. She circled my nipples through the thin dress and bra, making them hard peeks. I growled at her for more of the pleasure that she was stirring in me. Pulling away, I pushed her into the center of the bed and climbed on top of her.

Her hair was fanned out about the pillow. Her soft skin was flushed. Her breathing was heavy, causing her breasts to rub against mine. I gripped her small shirt in my hands and throw it up and over her head, letting it fall to the floor. Her breasts sat for my gaze as I drank in the white lines of her tan lines and the dark red nipples.

"Beautiful." I whispered as I ran my fingers over her tan lines, loving that no one saw this body but me. Snaking my tongue out, I licked a long trail from the valley of her breasts to her full, parted lips. Taking the chance, I brought my lips to her in a soft kiss. She opened her mouth, letting me slid my tongue up and around the curves of her sweetness. I drank long and hard from her, and letting her drink from me, before pulling away in pantings.

Smiling, I again liked down her body to her right nipple. Licking the peek slowly, I watched it tighten up into a rosy bud. Smiling inwardly, I closed my mouth over it. Amy gasped, arced, and buried her hands in my hair, holding my lips to her nipple. I suckled on the tight bud, pulling on it with my teeth every now and then. Leaving that bud, I licked my way to the other, doing the same thing to it. Pulling at it, biting it, licking it, sucking it, I couldn't get enough of those breathy moans she was doing.

"Alexis.... More." She said as she bucked under me. Nodding, I slid down her body, stopping at her jean clad hips. I tongued her belly bottom as I unzipped and pulled off her jeans, coaxing her to moan my name. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard. Smiling, I made quick work of her bright pink thong, leaving it the small pile of her clothes. And she was beautiful.

Lifting her legs until her thighs rested on my shoulders, I slowly lick her lips, watching her bounce and jerk to my heated mouth. Opening her with my fingers, I licked around her, searching for her hidden jewel. Finding it, I sucked it into my mouth and bite it gently. She cried out on pleasure before chanting my name like a witch's spell. I drank slowly of her, wanting her taste to last forever. I slowly pushed one of my fingers into her opening, loving her groans and bucking I get in return. Pushing my body further up, I pushed her legs to her chest, opening her more for me.

With my free hand, I reach beneath her and gave her left ass cheek a good smack. She cried out, liking it. I smacking it again and again, biting her softly with each smack. She soon began to clamp and unclamp on my finger.

"I'm going to cum, Alexis. Lick me harder, Baby." She growled at me. Sucking her harder, I pushed a second finger into her. She bucked and bounced and jerked so hard as she came that it was hard for me to continue to work on her. She relaxed, smiling at how good she was feeling. I glided back up her, loving the feel of it beneath me.

"You are so beautiful right now." I whispered as I wiped away some sweat from her brow.

"It's...my turn...to please you." She murmured before pushing me down on the bed.

Our lips came together in another wonder kiss, but it was harder and more needy this time. Her pink tongue searched out every curve and bump on my mouth before releasing it. Pulling at my dress, she got it over my head quickly and stared at my purple and pink tie-dyed thong and bra. Giggling softly, she removed my bra and thong, just so she could stare at my naked body. Her hazel eyes drank in my curve and valleys before she sucked my left nipple into her mouth suddenly. I arced toward her hot mouth, holding her red head in place by my hands. She gave me the same treatment that I gave her. Biting it, sucking it, pulling at it, she was doing a wonderful job of making me want more of her.

"Amy...that's good baby." I whispered. I am a very vocal lover. Grinning at me, she went to my right nipple, biting it quickly before licking the small wound. I bounced my lower body to hers, feeling her pubic hairs mix with mine.

"Damn." I groaned, pushing further on her. She took my hints and licked a trail of heat down to my center. Suddenly grabbing my waist, she flipped me until I was on all fours. Her hands rubbed my ass cheeks, giving a smack on each before she laid on her back between my legs. She ran her tongue all around my opening, making my moan her name.

"That's it baby." I moaned, bucking down to the pleasurable mouth. I felt her finger my clit as her tongue stabbed deep in me. I cried out, loving it greatly. Her left hand came up and smacked my ass cheeks again. Fire works shot behind my lids, shooting its flames down my spine and to my toe. I screamed her name as I came, causing her to drink greatly from me. I shook and bucked and jerked until my orgasm caused me to fall face first on the bed with its power.

Amy climbed back up, until her face was next to mine. She smiled at me sweetly before kissing me, letting me taste myself on her lips. I loved it. Pulling back, I wrapped my arms around her body as she did mine.

"I guess you are kinkier than I thought." I whispered with a small laugh.

"Yeah, well, you brought it out." She said with a shake of her head. "You spanked me first."

"Well, how could I not with that great ass." I murmured, grabbing two handfuls of her ass. Growling, she smiled before placing her head on my shoulders. We both fell into a lover nap that was the best thing that had ever happened to us.