I’m thinking it all out.
It’s all so different now.
It’s back to reality.
Step away from life.
I thought she was so perfect!
My mind, distorting reality.
What I think…
Is not what I really think.
A vast perception…
A shroud of lies…
Creating false security.
So, I think it all out.
It’s all coming to me now.
I guess what you think..
Can differ from reality.
Thinking ahead…
I’m sure of the pain.
So instead..
I create..
A lie in my head.
Take my self away from the truth.
To that perfect world.
You can do me no wrongs.
You have no faults.
SNAP!
It’s back to reality…
I can’t even stand you.
You make me sick…
You’re driving me insane.
All my problems…
All these thoughts…
All this misery and hate…
In this damned reality…
That I hide myself from
I despise you.
