Title: Break me, Shake me.
Author: Sarah Weekes
Email: Wekes@cwctv.net
Rating: Not too sure of the American ratings but in England it would be about a PG.
Disclaimer: I don't own Jeff Hardy. I don't own the song Break me, Shake me. I am only borrowing it for this story.
Distribution: I'm not gonna say know but please tell me and credit the story to me.
Warning: Some people will not want to see Jeff viewed like this and I apologise if it upsets anyone in any way.
This contains violence.
This is also my first fan fic. I have posted it on a couple of other egroups in the pasted but never got a lot of feedback so please tell me what you think of it.
(This indicates song lyrics)
(I never thought I'd change my opinion again.
But you moved my in ways that I've never known. You move me in ways that I've never known.)
Jeff looked into the deep, watery blue eyes trying to figure out if this was another act. "I'm sorry" she pleaded "I didn't mean it. I never mean it. I just get so angry sometimes that I lose control". Tears spilled down her round, pinked cheeks just like every other time she had apologised to him. Toni lost her temper often and it usually resulted in Jeff getting beaten black and blue. His father had taught him and his brother never to hit girls, no matter what they did. Anyway, he thought, he loved her. He turned towards Toni noticing the pleading look in her eyes he smiled. "Of course I forgive you sweetheart".
(But straight away you just moved into position again. You abused me in a way that I've never known. You abused me in a way that I've never known.)
"What did I do to deserve this!" Toni screamed later that night. "I've worked so hard, yet she gets the promotion". Toni picked up a glass vase which was on a nearby table and threw at the wall. Tiny shards of glass flew everywhere, covering Jeff. "Toni, please calm down" he cooed, coming close to her trying to comfort her. "You're upsetting yourself, please sit down with me and relax". "RELAX! You must be joking. You expect me to relax. GET OFF ME!” She pushed Jeff away and he fell onto the sofa. This is it, he thought, and prepared himself for another long night.
(So break me, shake me, hate me, take me over,
When the madness stops then you will be alone, Just break me, shake me, hate me, take me over, When the madness stops you will be alone.) "You're worthless, pathetic, do you understand? I've never loved you and I never will"
CRACK!!
Her left hand struck his cheek.
"I HATE YOU!"
CRACK!!
This time her right hand struck his other cheek.
"Please Toni, stop, calm down". Jeff begged trying to hold her arms still but he didn't want to hurt her. "Leave me alone, don't touch me". Again she hit him. His head and arms were stinging but by this point he had given up fighting back. "You're stupid for ever thinking I could ever love someone like you! YOU ARE WORTHLESS!"
(So you're the kind, who deals with games in the mind, Well you confuse me in ways that I've never known, You confuse me in ways that I've never known.
So break me, shake me, hate me, take me over,
When the madness you will be alone, So break me, shake me, hate me, take me over, When the madness stops you will be alone.)
Jeff sat aching and trembling on the sofa
while a now calm Toni lay on the bed watching him. "You know what? You really are pathetic. You just let me walk all over you" she mocked. Jeff glanced at her and returned his gaze to the floor. "You used to be so much fun. Always willing to please me and enjoy yourself but you've lost that. I could help you get that back. Let me help you". Toni crawled over to Jeff snuggling up. He began to wonder. Is it me, he thought, is this all my fault. I've been blaming Toni and it's all my fault. Jeff turned and looked down into her crystal clear eyes, leaned forward and kissed her.
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