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Bilbo’s Blog: edition 2:
It seems so simple when told in so few words as In my previous blog page of childhood happenings.
This is an abbreviated list of childhood memories, which have been momentous & monumental to me.
· Earliest memory @ 9 mths, can only sum up as alien abduction, repeated throughout various periods.
· Remember first Birthday vividly, including the presents I received.
· An old lady who came flying to my room at night, a bit scary up there near the ceiling 16 ft up. Took me on many an adventure, both on this planet in this and other time zones as well as dimensions and other planets and systems.
· I was about 7-8 when I met this person in the flesh, she was my Fathers Mother who had come down with shingles before I was born leaving her immobile, just some movement of the tongue. This was the house where she had been born, had then raised a family herself in, then her son and his family including me. They moved back to our hometown when Grandfather retired.
· I was taken up through the layers into the ocean of love and mercy as I read or looked at the pictures in my Great grandfathers bible when about 3. I went up still further to what we refer to as the throne of God and returned quite different indeed. Able to really read and write, read music, draw, cook anything.
· I also started receiving instructions from various “spirits”, I would call Guides, Angels and even some mischievous spirits. I.e. I followed the instructions given me by some lady and had soon made what I now know to be a Ouija board, out of the wooden box my kiddie real tool set had come in . Another spirit came upon my room then and told me it was a mistake to listen to her and to get rid of this as I was not ready for that yet and would have no need of it when the time came anyhow. I threw it into the fire heap to be burned, however it re-appeared some 30 years later when I was showing a friend around Mum and Dad’s, and there it was sticking up by a corner out of the ground. It popped out and looked like it did the day I got rid of it. Left it there.
· Due to much severe illness as an infant and right throughout my life ( I just recently found out the diagnosis) I was often in a state of what I now know to be near death and travelled often along the pathways of light learning my way around sort of.
· The place I think the abduction happened ( a car accident of some sort at least) happens to be one of the hotspots of the world for sightings and abductions. Almost if not every neighbour that lived next to across from or diagonal to lost a son in a car accident at the exact same place. Other neighbours with no sons went mad after some encounter there.
· One night when I was about 12 the entire town/region witnessed what has been described as a UFO sighting by masses. The fire alarm rang to alert everyone. It was extremely colourful and Mum and thus we all put it down as a fireworks show put on by kids but it was at least 20 miles wide and 10 miles deep, masses of softly glowing bright and many colored balls that danced about and darted hither and thro. I still have not seen any fireworks show to match this and fireworks are very sophisticated now compared to back then.
· Other children had a sort of fear of many adults and me too, acting out with displeasure or open hostility and despised till high school, when games like John Sands ESP made me a star using a ring on a chain. (Guess this was same as Ouija but it was natural and easy.
· I had taken to myself to church from about 5 yrs of age onward, going to bible study a couple of times a week, running a youth group and doing church 2ce on Sundays. It became most of my life with my spiritual gifts advancing secretly. When I did start top pray fervently at the meetings and things did begin to happen the cry of witch went up, although it was the same folk who asked in the first place for prayers for so and so or such and such. I suspected I may have been involved somewhat if not completely but was not sure and soon witnessed the split of the church as I got out.
· I finished my last year of high school at 17 and got home from the last exam to find my bags on the footpath, I was being sent away to work. From here began my adult life.
Many incidents and most of the detail have been omitted due to space and time, it would be a boxed set if I got it all down (with a bit of luck teehee)
Next Phase of Life to follow… Stay glued to this blog for more….
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My earliest memories are of lying in the crib wondering about life and the uiverse, travelling hither and thither without any concern at all for the unkown fact, to me at least that these things are not possible, or not supposed to be anyhow.
So many children have unseen friends, how many of these are not the result of an overactive imagination but a glimpse or doorway into one of the many other dimensios sharing our space of three dimensional dense matter. So many parents tell their kids to stop imagining things and set the child to other tasks of learing to put blocks in wrong holes or whatever to divert the attention from what may well prove to be the most important development stage in the human psychie where we learn to interact with all forms of energy and use more of our brain than we realise, however as the stimultion is increasingly led away from these escoterical centeres of the brain to the more "functional analytical" parts of the brain then of course a blockage will occur and the basic human soul will be cut off from it's other parts.
Look at it this way, throw a new born infant into a swimming pool and it will open it's eye's, hold it's breath and start swimming in a very confident and comfortable manner, a truly wonderful thing to witness. Leaqve that initial swim for several months or a year or more and see what happens, the infant/child sputters and sinks having absorbed all the goobldy gook given over by the grown ups fear.
It works the same way in the etherial realms, a child is innocent and has eyes that like the taste buds and sense of smell are far more sensitive than our stained, worn out old things, and whilst the brain is developing most of the functions rest on the ancient medullla oblongata or crebral cortex.
Just as swimming comes instinctually to a child so does the ability to transmutate through the many relms of life and matter, spirit and universe. They are open to receptions from spirit and this can be shown in later life when adolecents often encounter poltergeist, pesky spirits giving vent to the overwheling emotion of the changes to adulthood whereby the non-solid realm is either embraced or shucked off to a life of total unawareness of the subtle layers of our plane.
From this point we seem to get to the turning point of understanding more about the concept of the universe and form a more solid understanding of what GOD is to us. Here we usually start to develop the basic gifts/skills of working within the other realms starting with Empathy and working upward with clairaudience, clairvoyance, Astral projection, mind control, and so on advancing ever farther as we grow and understand more and more the forces behind this journey.
As the time goes by most of us seem to wonder where we are heading and what use are these "Gifts" or "Curses" depending on how adept one becomes at using them. What has to realised and understood is tht in this time not only have you been learning earth lessons but have been getting spiritual training as well. You will find that you know more about quantum physics than you should and other related sciences, you will just know things and come to accept it as you grow ever older and ever more aware that you have gone through many changes in the time it has taken to realise you even have a gift worth using and sharing.
If you dare to come out into the open especially in the past you were certain to be labelled as a subservient or a crackpot or somesuch. Even today I laugh at the way the medical and scientific communitty laugh at us when we are giving them the keys to work with.
Right through History we have accounts of good folk with some or all of these special gifts and right through time as we remember it, these people have been treated as dangerous, ill, crazy, possessed or whatever suited the authorities at the time.
We do not really remember a time when these gifts were available to all of mankind, only snippetts of stories and tales we know as folklore and fairy tales. A time when before a fortunate few found out how to harness the quantum power of this creation and assert control over the masses, most of them anyway. There will always be some who will not be able to be controlled by others due to their own strengths. Within modern history (the past 14 000 years or so) this has been done with the erection of huge edifices reaching up to the heavens, usually in pairs which act as generators diverting this special subtle energy field to their own personl use and control over the masses. How these centeres of power have grown in size and stature seem to correspond fairly well with changes in world powers, with the balance growing ever finer as more and more nations strive to outreach the nation before. Of course the sceptics will say "Of course you idiot" "as a nation grows economically then so does their building programme, but it is often not till after these building programmes that the balance of economies seems to change, not before, at least not to the same extent.
Seeing Aura's, mind reading, bio-location and all manner of things are very real and very possible all you need is the tools, why wait till medicine and science say's it is OK for you to use your whole being, start now.
Remember all will be well providing you never use your gifts for greed or for the harm of others, Karmic reaction will take care of these things for you.
Your Guardian Angels and Spiritual Guides will see to your growth as it befits you and keep you on your path when you slip away.
Keep your faith and integrity intact for;
WHEN YOU FIND THE TRUTH WITHIN;
THE FLAME TO BURN INSIDE, WILL BEGIN.
Blessings and hope you enjoyed my Blog.
