~MySt3RiOuS-GuArD1An~

Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Fear can hold you prisoner...hope can set you free

lala...im so damn happy...and not so happy...the same time...i've finally managed to flattened my plateau of homework...and i got a new brother!!!ahem...one that cares about me...oh nooo...talking about plateaus...there's geog test this friday...ahhh...and ballet exam this sunday...nafa next week....noooo.....im gonna die die die...and my stupid knee...hai...mine is 40% happiness...60% sadness...or rather...dreading?aww......but there's a bright side...i'll be celebrating when this two weeks end...lalala.....come think of it...my happiness is more than my sadness after all....but just something...i hate being a third wheel...

I rather be the only wheel than be a third wheel...

A lie can travel around half the world while the truth is still putting on its shoes...
Sil3Nt aNg3l sPoKe--n0T SiL3Nt aNyMoR3 | 3:16 PM

Friday, April 16, 2004
Fear can hold you prisoner...hope can set you free

hai...yester i was running after the stupid bus...then the stupid pinafore lah...all its fault...whenever i run and run...it will sort of go higher and higher...and higher...then i tried to pull it down...the fatal mistake...then i felt myself leaning forwards...i was leaning too much forward...then i sort of fall...and slided...ouch...my poor poor file suffered my right hand's share of the injury...otherwise...*shudder*...i would have a beautiful pattern of two palms and two knees...yuck...i was looking for my skin today on the way to bus stop...but i guess the cleaner swept away my souveneir...so sad...today ah...i was so sick of answering my teachers' questions...but they were just concerned...ok...ms oh said that she once fell in a drain...so paisei...and the first thing she did was to look around to see if anyone saw...for my case...i guess the first thing i did was to look if that stupid bus was still there...but hey...i caught the bus kaex...so i din feel that baad...though the driver was frowning at me...haha...oya...erica!!! i washed my wounds with this sodium chloride thingy liao kaex...wah...i remember the name leh...anyways...it din hurt lor...i thought it will...it just felt cooling...then a bit painful...hai...now my mother bought this gigantic plaster...haha...it covers the whole wound lor...but i guess this wound oso quite good wad...i can dont go sports day..then i can go my maths tuition and chinese tuition...haha...

I rather be the only wheel than be a third wheel...

A lie can travel around half the world while the truth is still putting on its shoes...
Sil3Nt aNg3l sPoKe--n0T SiL3Nt aNyMoR3 | 6:26 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Fear can hold you prisoner...hope can set you free

i was wrong so wrong to think that i can do it...i actually thought that i can write a story...i realised that my english standard was not up to it only after a friend remarked that my english was lousy...at first...i was thinking that she was really meanand that i should never let anyone anyone read my story ever again...after i cooled down...i realised that she was just being frank...but...after that day...i never did touch the story again...i dont know why...but i guess her comments just sort of made me hate my story...hate i tfor its lousiness...for its stupid repeating sentence structures....for its lack of bombastic words...on that night...i was hating everything...or rather everything seems to be in the wrong...my mother...whenever she opens her mouth...she will start comparing me with other people...i hate it...i hate it...i really really hate it...im me...my friend's my friend...we dont need to be identical...neither does being siblings means that i have to be identical as my wonderful...perrrfect...dear big brother...he is always the one...the one that makes my mother proud of his 27...no 28 pull ups...the one that makes my mother proud of his looks...wow he's handsome huh?wad do i do that makes my mother proud of me?my wonderful skill of talking back?my wonderful talent of never breaking the record of injuring erica once everyday?[not purposely one lah]she will never be proud of my hockey skills...not that i have any for her to be proud of...even though i was like the spoilt child...my brother was always the clever one...the responsible one...the [handsome] one...the strong one...i dont know why but every weekend...there will always a massive explosion between me and my parents...dont ask me why....i used to blame my brother as the jinxe...but he cant be...can he?[ns ppl get to come back on weekends][so sad rite?i wish they never come back][no lah i not so bad one]i really hate everybody...everyone except my pet

I rather be the only wheel than be a third wheel...

A lie can travel around half the world while the truth is still putting on its shoes...
Sil3Nt aNg3l sPoKe--n0T SiL3Nt aNyMoR3 | 5:41 PM