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The Path I Walk
love cutting me like a blade,
pouring out the deepest vein.
choosing this path, or destany,
walking down the largest path in life.
against an attacker i will boldly take my stand,
protecting you like no other man.
but for a broken heart i run in fright,
scared to be blind in a vulnerable night.
did you think i would forget,
did you for one moment dream,
that i would ignore you,
if so remember this from here to forever,
nothing will come between us.
D.A.S.
Deep Thought
i look inside my shallow mind,
didn't see what i tried to find
music rocks my brain,
everything else is the same,
i'm the only one to blame.
i hate the person i am,
this only i would see.
it's hard to say what makes me happy,
because i'm not always happy.
mingled thoughts race my body parts,
twisting words into fealings,
huh... what am i saying,
trying to speak, blood trickels out.
grab my hand and walk with me,
to a place only i can see,
where guns are the protection,
not the hands of god.
i sit here with many others,
but by myself, i feel...feel it.
D.A.S.
A New Life
death comes and life goes,
birth brings a whole new show.
so many things we could share,
do we even stop and think, do we care.
that was then, this is now,
whole new life, brings a new glow.
we have loved and lost,
but in the future we care, yes we do.
holding hands walking in the mall,
or sitting down in the park while it's dark,
doesn't really matter where we are,
stuck in this world a veiw from afar.
i would like a new life, for i hate,
hate what everything has become,
can't hold a good paying job,
doesn't matter who i am, they don't want me,
doesn't matter what i'm doing, they don't need me,
looking for this new life,
now it rapes me....
D.A.S.
Trapped
everyday is a different day,
but all the same in the end,
wife stays home watching our child,
while he runs in the street, goes wild.
sometimes people feel traped,
nerves so short some have snapped.
i'm sorry i can't let you out of the box,
trapped, scared, tears rolling down.
my head is so small, my thoughts have nowhere to run,
i'm trapped in this room with a loaded gun.
found many ways, but can't pull the triger,
wondering if i put the gun here,
would it make the hole bigger.
now i see the truth, he's being used,
trapped, and mentally abused.
found my strength to slowly pull through,
seeing into your heart, the real you.
D.A.S.
Familiar Feeling of Life
our child is out there somewhere,
under the blue skies above.
waiting anxiously for you and me,
to bless us eternaly.
a part of me, a dab of you,
and a part of this love we share.
will protect our unborn child,
who waits to be born aopon us.
sometimes in my dreams,
i imange what it would be like,
how could i properly guide him,
when even i don't know whats right.
whether he is born in wealth or poverty,
there will be no defect in love,
i will welcome this gift of life,
given from god in the skies above.
D.A.S.
Soul Survivor
waking up with your arms wrapped around me,
is this me or havent you found me,
days go by, and the weeks that pass,
how long will this burning love the we have last?
thinking of the lovely things that we do,
this hard rock love i have for you.
the sun still comes up and still goes down,
both of us still holding, standing our ground.
i dream of the day that we will be together,
holding back these tears that i could cry forever.
god take this suffering away thats so strong in my heart,
before all the burning and pain begins to start.
reaching down deep into your soul to take a look,
feeling this burning and sculding, as i shook.
now that the day you forgot me has passed,
its hard for me to see the olove that could have last.
lying in bed as the world begins to rape me,
screaming in pain "please lord dont take me."
now that eeverything is over and all is calm.
my soul can rest and all the fear will move on.
D.A.S.
You are my life...
i remember bace in the day,
it was so hard to say,
though i knew love would go its way,
it was still hard to say.
this was very diffrent i knew,
the words spilled out like flowing water in a stream,
trickling down from a beautiful waterfall,
of dreams and unspokin languages.
now my heart flies over you with open arms,
you grab up and grasp it tightly.
wispering softly, you find the way,
now love is all you can say.
we have been to gether two years now,
where here and i think we see now,
how much love we hold and share,
together in heaven, our hearts will still share.
i love you with all my heart,
remember that always, in the bad times and good,
remember there is always a sholder to lean on,
you are my life..........
D.A.S>
voices
many times i sit in my room and wonder,
thinking so hard i can't even slumber.
falling asleep is the just of my problems,
problems, making it sor i can't sleep.
i hear so many things i can't understand,
so many things telling me to do so little.
voices in my head showing me people dead,
voices teaching me how to kill n my sleep.
the vage dreams of the many men of war,
wallop in my mind, during my sleep.
waking with the tear of joy,
glad that i'm not actually feeling this hurt.
voices in my mind, is it mine,
yours or the many people i met.
i'm sorry god that i feel this way but,
what can i say to make it all better.
voices......................
D.A.S.
