Poems Written By Family And Friends
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Memories of MattAugust 25, 2002
Hey Matt!!!! How is heaven? Hope you are being taken care of and are in great hands. I am sorry that I didn't come to see you when you were taken away. Justin told me about 6 months ago what had happened to you and I wasn't sure what to say until now. My whole world stopped the day that Justin told me the news. I was angry, hurt, and SO upset. I wish I would have been there one last time to see you. I wish that I would have gotten you and Justin to come to Florida when I invited you. I was too caught up in my world. I remember first meeting you and Justin when I worked there. In fact I just moved there from Virginia. Both of you drove by constantly with your little laser lights pointing them at me to let me know that you were there. I laughed like crazy!!!! Whenever I would see the little red lights I whipped around to try and look for Justin's Bronco. Both of you came in and you were 13! I cannot believe it!!! You were so young but so cute and you knew you were! We all stayed friends throughout the years. I thank God that I got to know you, Matt. I always thought about you and Justin. Both of you had something that none of my other friends could match. I remember seeing you in school and you had the same French teacher that I had. You always used to ask me for help bc you never could understand the language. You were so funny! I would see you in the halls and we both would say hey to each other at the same time. I remember you and Justin sneaking over to my house while my mom was at work! OOPS!!! I wish I knew what was going on in your life bc I would have been able to help you in anyway that I could of. You were like a little brother to me. I felt like I had to take care of you and made sure that you were ok. Your Mom, Dad, Chass, and Justin did a good job of it anyway so you really didnt need me. I would have never guessed that this would have happened to you and I would have never guessed you were getting caught up in those things that you were doing. I hope the people who participated in those events learned a valuable lesson. From what I hear, they haven't. Honestly, if I come across any of those people who were in the wrong group of friends that you had, I will kill them myself. Thank God I am in another state instead of there. From the people who have wrote things about you I get to live through them to see how you were the 3 or 4 years that I missed. I see pictures of you from when I first saw you till you were 18 and you grew up to be so handsome. You could have any girl that you wanted to have. At least you don't have to suffer anymore and you are somewhere where your family and doesn't have to worry about you. We all know that you are doing ok. I will come and see you soon and give you a great big kiss! I wish you were still here on this earth where I could see you. I know I will see you in my dreams and I will always have my memories of you that will keep me going. As long as I know that you don't have to suffer anymore I will be okay with that. Please watch over your family and Justin especially. I miss you big guy!! Love you and ALWAYS thinking of you, Megan R.
So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go
Love
Meagan Ross
Matt,
I can’t believe you have been gone from us for so long. It seems like only yesterday I would see you in the halls with Jenny or Justin or Luke or at the candy machine using Braeden’s money to buy yourself some candy. Always sweetarts. You would always look at me with that beautiful, goofy grin that never left your face and say HEEEEEY! Only you can say it that way.
I will never forget the first day we met. It was summer 2001 and ya’ll had just gotten the sea doos. Big Justin, Little Justin, Phil, Roxy, you and I all took them out to that little island of off East Burns Run. When we first unloaded them from the dock, Justin and Roxy took one sea doo and me, you, and LJ all tried to pile on to the other one. That didn’t work. We all feel over. The water was freezing cold, but we were all dying laughing. We ended up having to take two trips to pick everyone up. When we got to the island, Big Justin and Little Justin went off on one, and Phil and Roxy took off on the other one. That left you and me all alone. You probably thought I was the stupidest thing in the world, but I didn’t care. I talked to you like you were my best friend in the whole entire world. We talked about Justin and you and Keala and probably some other things that I can’t remember. All I know is that after that, you were considered one of my good friends.
Every time that LJ and I would go to your house, you would always come in Big J’s room to see what was going on and how we were doing. I remember one time, when LJ and I were at your house, your mom and dad were on that one big couch under the windows and Chass and Andrew were sitting on the smaller one. LJ and I were sitting on the fireplace, Big Justin was on the floor playing with Jack, while you were standing up leaning against the living room's doorway sill. Your parents started telling stories about how ya’ll used to tell Chass she was a twin and all sorts of different things like that. It was the hardest I had laughed in forever. Every single one of us were laughing so hard we were crying. Its my favorite memory of being at your house.
When school started, I would see you in the halls and you said hi to me every time. Even when LJ and I were fighting or something, you didn’t care. That was just the kind of person you were.
I also remember when you and Jenny hooked up. It was on October 5th, at Wall’s house I think. One week later, on October 13th, it was Homecoming. You and Jenny didn’t go together, but ya’ll made sure ya’ll were going to be at the same place and out eating with the same people. Justin and I had just broken up, so Jeremy and I went together and I am glad that we did. We went to take pictures at Charles’ house, but you were late because you had to pick up Chealsea and ended up getting the truck stuck in the mud. You finally got it out and then you went to Jenny’s house from Chealsea’s. It was the first time you had met Jenny’s parents. It was also the first time I had seen ya’ll together. Right from the start I could tell how much ya’ll liked each other. Doesn’t it figure that I forgot my camera and didn’t take one picture of all of us at Jenny’s! That makes me so mad that I don’t have any, but then again, the memories of that night will live on in my heart forever and nothing is as valuable as a memory. We went to Dallas to eat at Hooters. You and I raced a little bit on the way, just to make the time go by faster. You were in your dad’s new truck. You were going to ride with Jeremy and me, but you were too happy about being allowed to drive it. We made a little pit stop on the way. We were running late and I was so mad, but you came and sat with me in my car and made sure that I was ok. You were really the only one who cared. When we went to eat, all the guys sat on one side, and the girls on the other. It was the first time that I had ever eaten at Hooters. Charles, you and I decided to split some buffalo wings, but I didn’t like the sauce so I ended up not eating them. In the middle of dinner, I caught you and Jenny looking at each other and ya’ll both had the biggest grins on yawls’ faces. It was the most adorable thing in the world. After ya’ll realized I was watching, you both busted out laughing. I could tell how much ya’ll really did love each other. I was so happy for ya’ll. All Jenny could talk about that night was how cute you were and how much she liked you. Dinner wasn’t that good, but all of us being together and having a good time made it worth it.
Since Justin and I weren’t together anymore, we didn’t get to see each other as much as we did over the summer. You came by the house sometimes. I remember once with Justin. I made my mom come in there and I told her ya’ll were brothers. She couldn’t see the resemblance at all. It was funny. Then another time, I know it was you, but I’m not sure if it was Luke that came over before we went to try and meet Megan and Rhiannon at the Munson’s lake house. We called Big Justin to come meet us, but him and Meagan were doing something that night. And then another night was when Braeden and Phil got into that fight because he had tried to get with Amber. Ya'll all came over to the house and trash talked him and Bretney all night. I know that you and Braeden were still friends after that, but Phil's opinion meant more to you than anything, so anytime Braenden and Philip were around each other at the same time, you acted like you didn't like Braeden either. The one night I remember most vividly was when Amber and Philip had just gotten together and Charles was having some people over. Philip got so sick that we had to take him to the hospital. When Amber called me to come over, I walked upstairs to see you holding Philip up, sticking your finger in his throat trying to make him throw up. It was the sweetest thing I had ever seen. Even though it doesn’t sound like it would have been, it was. It showed how much you cared about him and how you would have done anything for him. All I could hear you say to Phil was how much you loved him and didn’t want anything to happen to him. How he was your best friend and he meant more to you than anything. Then you would kiss his cheek. That night was a rough night, but I saw something about you that made me realize what kind of person you were. You were the kind of person whose friends meant more to you than anything. You would have done anything for any one of them. I know you would have.
Soon after that Phil’s mom died. You were there for him like no one else was at the time. You and your family allowed Phil into your house when he didn’t have anywhere else to go. That shows where you got your kindness and good heart.
After that, we would run into each other from time to time in the hall but never pass without saying hi. The last time I really got to hang out with you was when I went to Amber’s house and you and Jenny and Phil were there. Ya’ll were all piled up on Amber’s bed watching Princess Diaries. It was your birthday. I felt horrible because I didn’t have anything for you, but you didn’t care. We all just ended up watching the movie together. Amber had bought some spray on hair color to try out. Lord knows it was only for girls, but you and Phil and Jeremy had to put some on your hair. It was so funny. All three of ya’ll had colored hair. Then everyone left to go to the lake to stay the night in the RV. I couldn’t go, but now I wish I had. If only I would have known that 20 days later, you wouldn’t have been here anymore.
The last time I saw you was when you went with Jenny to take her Calculus project to Mrs. Holzbog. I was in tutoring. I just happened to look out the hall and see you. I guess I caught your attention in the corner of your eye or something because you
stopped, leaned back so you could see me, gave me that goofy smile, and said HEEEEEY like you always did. I just looked up, laughed, and went on with my work.
That following Saturday was the worse day of my life. I got the call at 7:30 from Amber. At first when she told me, it didn’t click, but when I called Ryan to tell him, it hit me. You were gone. Matt was gone. The one guy I never thought it would happen to was gone. Just like that. I paged Little Justin to see if he had heard yet. When he called me back, I lost it. He ended up being the one who comforted me, when it should have been the other way around. I called Big Justin to see how he was doing. He asked me to come up there, and believe me, I think I made it in record timing. The weather that day matched the mood everyone was in. It was raining and really cold. I remember walking up to the emergency room exit and seeing your dad talking on the phone outside and Justin walking towards me. We just grabbed each other in the biggest hug and started crying. Jenny was sitting in the police car and the policeman was writing something down. I walked inside to find that some of your friends all ready there. I remember seeing Philip, Amber, Jeremy, and Brandon. Justin walked me back to where you were and I saw Phil coming out of the room. He was crying so hard. That morning, everyone was. He grabbed me in a hug and was just saying how he couldn’t believe that you were gone. I walked in the room to where you were laying. I will never forget that. Justin grabbed your hand and started crying. Chass came in a couple minutes later. I left the three of ya’ll alone. I felt it was how it should be. The two brothers and sister together one last time. When I walked out of the ER, LJ and Tara had just gotten there. He gave me and hug and Big Justin showed him to where you were. Leslie and Charles followed soon after and had me take them to you. When we all walked in, Leslie ran to you and cupped your face in her hands and started kissing you and wishing for you to come back. She was talking about how you and LJ had become friends the first day you started going to school here. How she remembered picking ya’ll up from school and how ya’ll always hung out together. You and LJ were more than best friends, ya’ll were like brothers. It was the first time I got to really look at you. But, the thing is, to me it wasn’t you. Your hair wasn’t curly and you didn’t have that goofy grin you usually did. The preacher came in there and we all said a prayer for you and your family. When we all came out of the room, there were tons of people there for you. I looked at your dad and I could see the pain in his eyes. Your mom was in Canada. I can’t even begin to imagine how she must have been feeling, not being able to be there. They had just lost you, their youngest son, their pride and joy, and at such a young age. Chass was being so strong. She held it together for the family. I could never be as brave as she was. And Justin. All I could think of was how Justin had been so much happier the past couple of weeks because you and him were finally becoming close again. Every time I talked to him it was Matt this, Matt that. He was also strong and held it together in front of everyone. But, all of your friends weren’t being as strong or as brave. We were all still in shock about it, but it didn’t stop us from crying. I heard some of them talk about how they had talked to you the night before or seen you earlier that Friday. One of the hardest things I had to do was to tell Cole. You and him had started hanging out a couple of months before then, but he considered you one of his best friends. At first he didn’t believe I was telling the trust. In the middle of the conversation with Cole, I looked up and saw LJ looking at me. I think it was the first time he had heard someone say that Matt was gone and it kind of take effect on him. He and I both started crying again. At around 11:00, the police finally let Jenny out of the car. I was the first person she saw. I ran up to her and just let her cry on my shoulder. All she could say is my baby’s gone, I can’t live without Matt, he means everything to me. It killed me to hear her say that she couldn’t live anymore. I had just lost you I couldn’t lose her too.
The rest of the day just went by in sort of a blur. I cried all day. That night, all of your friends who were up at the hospital went out to eat. We filled up a whole room. I even got Jenny out of the house to come. We all made a toast to you about how you were a wonderful person and how we would never forget you. Earlier that day, Philip had gone and gotten stickers made for you. In a big circle it said, IN MEMORY OF MATT MASON, and in the middle it said I.M.M. We all got one and put them on our cars immediately. Jenny was mad because she didn’t have a car to put it on since ya’ll had gotten in that wreck the week before. She took one anyways.
Monday at school was so sad. After first period, everyone went to where you always stood in the hall. A lot of the people in the school didn’t know what had happened. All of your closest friends did, and believe me, when other people walked by that hallway and saw all of us crying our eyes out, they knew something was going on. Today, I still walk by that spot and think of you and Jenny, talking before class. And every time I walk by, I think of how it shouldn’t of been you, that it should have been someone else and how much we all miss you.
Family night was so sad. I didn’t get a chance to talk to your mom or dad. I wanted to tell them what a great guy you were and how lucky they are to have you as their son. How you had the best heart of anyone I had ever meet and that everyone you knew would miss you more than anything in the world. Jenny stood in the same place all night. Right next to you, holding your hand, playing with your hair. It wasn’t curly like it usually was. All she could say was how you were her baby and that ya’ll were going to get married, that she would never love anyone like she would you. It was so sad when your parents went in there to say their last goodbye to you until the funeral. All night your dad had been asking people if we thought that Matt knew that he loved him and that he was proud of him. Matt, I know you loved them both and I am sure they know that too. I overheard someone tell Rick that you were their Hero. That is one of the biggest compliments I believe a parent can receive from another person. At the end of the night, they had to pry Jenny from your side just so they could see you. I would have talked to Rick and Geneva, but then wasn’t the time.
The funeral was so sad. There wasn’t a dry eye in the whole church. Philip couldn’t stay. It was so hard for him to have just lost his mother, and to now be losing the other most important person he had in his life. When we had to walk by you one last time to say our good byes it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I didn’t want to believe that the person lying in the casket was Matt Mason, the guy who I had seen so full of life in the hall the week before. It was the hardest thing any of us have or ever will go through.
After the funeral, I couldn’t go to your house for a long time. I was too sad. The first time I went back over there I couldn’t bare looking at the fireplace. I just stayed out of the living room. I did go to your room though. I looked at all the pictures your mom had put up. It was hard to imagine that you weren’t there anymore. It just felt like you were off with Jenny, Phil, Justin, or Luke or one of your other good friends. I sat down on Phil’s couch and just went through all the pictures. I had seen them all before considering
they were on the website Justin made for you, but it was different actually sitting in your room and looking at the actual pictures. It made me feel closer to you.
Now that it has been almost five months, going over there is getting easier. Your parents are smiling when they talk about you, talking about all the memories they have and showing all the pictures of you. They haven’t disconnected your cell phone yet either. I still call it just to be able to hear your voice. Chass is still being strong. She moved back in the house to be with your parents. Justin isn’t back to the normal Justin, and I am sure he never will be, but he is doing better. If there is one family I now look up to and respect more than any other family, it is yours. They have all been so strong and brave, much more than I ever could have been. I sit here and try to think of everything they have been through and how it has effected them, but I can’t even dream of the pain and sorrow they have felt. They are all so proud of you. Everyone is.
Big Justin, Little Justin, Jeremy and Philip got your name tattooed on their arms and on their back. You would be so proud. That just shows how lucky you are to have such wonder friends and a brother who all love you so much.
Your family had a sticker made. This one is bigger and says MATT MASON, 1984-2002 and in the middle it says I.M.M. I have one of those stickers on the back on my car. You couldn’t even imagine how honored I am to have one either. Words can’t express how much it means to me to have one of those. I am always going to have one. No matter if when I buy a new car, go to college, get married or whatever, that sticker is going with me the whole way through.
Graduation was so sad. Your parents, grandparents, and cousins were all there. You should have been up on that stage. Your mom made balloons that said congratulations Matt! We’re proud of you. Your classmates got to wear white ribbons in memory of you. I got one too even though I wasn’t supposed to have one. I didn’t care if I was going to get into trouble. You are worth getting into trouble for.
I know it has almost been 5 months, but it doesn’t feel like it. It seems like yesterday I got a page from you asking me to come out to a party where you and Jenny were. There is so much you didn’t get to do. You were going to graduate high school, enlist in the army with Philip and get yawls’ lives straightened out. That is one thing that you promised me at Travis’s house. You and Jenny were going to get married. There are just so many things that you can’t do now, but there are still so many things that you were lucky enough to do in the 18 years you were here.
Matt, your life is going to live on through us, the people who loved you the most. You were the most amazing guy. You were nice to everyone you met. I don’t think I have run across one person who has said that they didn’t like you. You honestly didn’t have one enemy. You had the most wonderful heart. Your eyes were beautiful, as was your smile. I will never forget that smile. You were full of love for everyone and everything. Why you were taken from us at such a young age will be a question we ask ourselves day after day. But, we all know that there is not an answer and that life must go on. As time moves forward, we cry less and smile more when we think of you. There are still tears of sadness and pain, but then again, there always will be. Not one person who knew you will ever get over losing you. Everyday we think of something we had forgotten, a new memory to keep in our hearts and minds forever. As I have been sitting here writing this, I have thought of even more things I had once forgotten about. It brings a smile to my face to think of them all. Even the smallest little memory can leave the biggest mark.
That is why I know you won’t be forgotten. I won’t let you be. You are our HERO! Nothing will ever change that. Your parents should be the proudest people in the world, and I know that they are. They had the best son the world could ever offer. They had a son who not only loved them with all his heart, but also loved everyone else along with them. I know I am proud to be able to call you my friend. Well Matt, I guess this is goodbye for now. Until I see you in Heaven, watch over all of us and send us a message from time to time letting us know you are ok. We love you and miss you so much. I hope to see you in my dreams.
I love you Matt Mason!
Your friend forever,
Allison
Let me begin with March 10, 1984. We stayed at the hospital all day waiting for your arrival After your Mom gave birth to you, your Dad came out of the delivery room holding this "little bundle", happily announcing, "It's a boy". You were given the name Matthew, which means, "gift from God" and you truly were. We watched you grow into a polite, respectful, loving and handsome young man. Papa and I are so proud to have you as our grandson. I will always be grateful that we were able to talk with you and say, "I love you" on your 18th birthday, March 10, 2002.
I have many memories. I remember the birthday parties, several of which you shared with Papa. The Christmases we all spent together. I remember the big stuffed bear we gave you for Christmas when you were about three years old. It was bigger than you were. Your Mom told me that you kept it all these years. I remember the ball games. We all loved watching you play softball and especially watching you play first base. You guarded your base so well and stared down anyone who was on it. I remember how I missed you all when you moved from Amarillo to Denison, but how much we enjoyed it when we visited. I loved the letters that you, Justin and Chass wrote to me after you moved. I still have all of them. I think about when you visited us during the summer, how you loved your eggs for breakfast. The time you and Justin went with Papa and me to Arbuckle Wilderness, the fun we had on that trip, and Papa helping you learn to swim. When you went to Tara's softball tournament in Kansas with us. You and Lindsey had so much fun. I remember Thanksgiving in Denison, when it rained all day and Papa and I played cards with you guys. We sure enjoyed that. Then there was the trip to Red River and last Christmas when we were all together. These memories and so many, many more will be locked in my heart forever. We were planning to be with you for your graduation on May 25, 2002, but on March 30, 2002 God called you to the most important graduation of all. We will never stop loving and missing you Matt, and someday we will all be together again. Our family will never be the same until then. Tell MaMaw, PaPaw, Frank and Ruth I miss them too. You all take care of each other.
I love you with all my heart and I can't wait to see you again.
Nana
Your Nana
Until Then
I sit and think everyday
why was it him
that you took away?
He wasn't the one that needed to go
But i guess there
was a reason and you only know
He had years and years left to stay
Now its
just tears and tears everyday
we know where your at and where you've
flown
Its just the hardest thing to realize your really gone
Some days
are more charming than others
Its just hard to lose someone you've loved like
a brother
Reality has become the hardest thing to face in my life
Its so
sad to see a hero make such a sacrifice
There is not one day that goes by
without memories
And its funny now because i remember the littlest
ones
How we use to always make fun of are hair
And i miss that because
your up there
I know that it's going to be hard
Never hearing your voice
or seeing your face
But it will be easier on me knowing your up there in that
place
So until then
Keep waiting on me because ill be dropping
in.
Love, Lj (Hook)
Signs of Love
The day I left you were so sad
But I’m in Heaven now, please be glad.
I know you miss & love me too.
I sent a dove did you hear him coo?
I send my love I know you believe,
I sent you some in a carnation leave.
I sent you a message in the steam,
For one brief moment I saw you beam.
It’s really me I’m everywhere
To let you know how much I care.
Never dismiss my little signs.
I know you read between the lines.
I’m not allowed to speak your name.
But you get my message just the same.
I send you love from my heart.
Not even my death can keep us apart.
I’m really OK, and happy too.
Please hear that message in his coo.
To Mom & Dad, Justin & Chass
I’m OK. I’m home at last.
Jana Johnson
Forever Young
You know
what people say
"The good die young"
It wasn't Matt's time
His life had
only just begun.
Matt was only eighteen,
So much to do so much to
see.
His life was cut short
It's so hard being a teen.
I can remember
when Justin
and Matt became friends,
They formed a bond in the sixth
grade
Up until the end.
I think of Matt everyday
Wishing he was here to
stay.
Such a senseless thing,
To lose a beautiful human being.
Matt, I
hope your friends
Have learned a valuable lesson,
And if they haven't, may
God Bless Them.
Justin and Justin have had
A hard time.
They have
honored your passing
In a daring way.
They have tattooed your memory
To
remember you day by day.
I hope no more sad poems get written,
I hope no
more sons or daughters get taken.
For all of us left behind,
We must make
sure you know who does his time.
Matt's legacy had only just
begun........
But now in heaven he can remain FOREVER YOUNG!
In Loving Memory......
Little
Justin's Mom
5-7-02
THE DAY THAT YOU LEFT
The morning you left, it took me
awhile to cry. Not because I didn't want to or feel anything, just hoping it
wasn't real.
Later, I wept, hurt, and sighed. I remember someone telling me
that you were in a better place. I asked myself, "What could be a better
place
than at home with us?" Then I realized what that person meant -
Heaven.
I wanted to ask God "Why?" knowing I shouldn't and would never
get an answer. With God,
I didn't have anything to say. I couldn't even
pray, to him anyway.
I cried all night long, didn't even sleep. All I
could do is run over in my mind the memories that I now keep. How could you
leave me,
I desperately wanted to know. Why I didn't express how much I
loved you, never really letting it show.
You were and will always be my
inspiration, baby brother, shining star, and now that I have lost you, realize
you have gone so far.
I'll never forget your beautiful smile that
seemed to never fade away, and how you always seemed to keep it together, just
like your father.
You had a heart like your mother, zero sense of fear
like your brother, and an attitude like your sister.
Your mumbling
sentences and laughter will be in dad, mom, and Justin's heart forever, and in
mine. God took you at a very special time. Trying
to move on with life, I am
finding hard at all times, but I know in my heart that with you smiling down on
me, I will again shine.
I learned a lot the day you left and most I
didn't want to know but thanks to you Matthew, I learned a lot more
about
myself and it is definitely starting to show.
I never
realized how much you, Justin, and I have in common. We try to to be so strong,
not let anything get to us,
and be the one to help out whenever we can.
In this case, that is a good trait. I feel that I have to be strong for mom and
dad. Even for
the rest of the family. So is Justin. He has turned his
hurt into awareness. He is making sure that everyone
knows who you were and
what you were about. You would be so proud of him. I know I am.
I am
dealing with the loss of you in my own way, very private. You know me. Have to
be tough. I hope that you realize that the reason for me
being so tough
on you boys growing up was just my way of mothering youand protecting you. You
knew that already though, didn't you?
Just know that I love you with
all of my heart always and forever. You are a part of me and that will never
change or be forgotten. Please know
that I neither blame you or are
angry with you for what has happened. I will be talking to you every day as I
have been.
Someday, our family will be reunited. Until then, I will see
you in my dreams.
As I always said, "Don't Forget to Check
In!"
I Love you Fatty!
The Boss (also known as your sister,
Chass)
A Message From Heaven
Perhaps you aren't ready yet
To have to say
Good-Bye....
Perhaps you've thought of things
You wish you'd
said-well, so have I.
For one thing, I'd have told you
Not to
worry about me...
I'm with the Lord in Heaven now...
You knew that's where
I'd be.
I'm sorry that you're feeling sad,
For I'm so happy
now....
I've asked the Lord to ease the hurt
And comfort you
somehow.
It's hard at the beginning,
But I know you'll make it
through...
I hope it helps to know
That I'll be waiting here for
YOU.
Love,
Matt
By: Nana
Drugs
Drugs, They kill
not only the person using them but that persons friends and family. How do I
know? It happened to me. Drugs totally ruined me and my whole family.
Not
only did it break the family up, but it breaks your heart. My heart is broken
forever, shattered into a billion pieces and it will never be put back together,
there are a million pieces missing that I'll never find ever. They are gone
forever, I'll always have this whole in the middle of my heart, because of
drugs. Not only has it killed my Cousin but its killed all his friends and
family, I know its killed me I can never move on with out him. I use to hate the
way he dragged me down the stairs because he was 6"2, But now I'd give anything
for him to drag me down a flight of stairs but never again that will happen the
last flight he took was to heaven at the age of 18. He was just a baby learning
to walk on his own, But drugs interfered his learning ability and it will yours
too.
I have one thing to say:
"Drugs will kill every dream
you may have I know it did my family's"
Written By: Lindsey Johnson