You Can't Handle the Truth!
Thats me The one with the Nike socks..< The others are>
- Amanda Campbell
- Megan Dennis
- Shelly Bogner
My places to visit on the web are:
Free Email
Lets Jam At Jamskate
The Mastor of the web, his home site
My town web site, come visit
Click here for My Online Diary!
Hi!I guess since your visiting my page you want to hear about me, huh? Your either extreamly bord or you just actually wanted to know, which in that case your lucky, I'm a great person to know! Goodness, I hate talking about my self but I figure its virually painless so I guess I can tell you a few things. I had to start this page for a class which is cool b-c I had to do a homepage in high school too so I was pretty much already underway..I guess alot of people think I'm some kind of computer genius. Guess again! I wouldn't know the first thing about designing web pages. So thanks to bunchs of friends, this page is up and running w/ almost no errors.
Maybe... I should start out with my name? Yeah that would be good! My name is Amanda Ann, better know as Mandy,Trouble{Jay Flexer},Manda,La la {Megan and Ronnie) Cowbutt (Roup and Mr.Hearn), Miss Mandy (Mr.Hansen, Penny, Jeffy, and Roupy), Toots (Roupy),dirty slut (Brandon) etc. Ask about the names and I'll have to shoot, For some of them I hate with a passion but they are all so very speacial to me in so many ways. {Mostly b-c they come from speacial people)
I live in the Daytona Beach area of Flordia, In a very small town called De'land.. better known as the Dead-land. Point taken?! Deadland=nothing to do. I love the beach and the sun. I think that the beach is so much better at night though. The sounds and veiws, but then again almost everything I do seems to be better at night. Night time just gives you the energy and playful attitude that I very much enjoy having.
I Graduated from Taylor High school in the year of 2000. Go Wildcats! I feel like High school was so damn far ago. I'm Old!
I was so active in the FFA and Sga. I did so much in high school that I was always so busy! Sometimes I miss those days weather it be the innocennce that The Teen life gives you, the friends that are there but are later no where to be found, or the laughs, loves and your biggest worry being what to wear the next day. Desions that I would gladly have besides todays worries, where am I going in life? who am I? where do I belong?
Now I attend DBCC... Im glad I have gone back to school, its just that sometimes Its hard.
I like to play all sports and enjoy hanging out at all kinds of places.. Most of all I like to skate. Skate you say.. yeah Rollor skate. I dont know why, but its me. I skate all the time. Its something that I love to do.It is refreshing and relaxing to me. Its a plus that its also excercise. Its takes away my worries, and makes me whole again. Its werid I know but It gives me strangth. I use to skate at the Deland Skating rink- where the good times rollor all the time. They are so awlsome. I worked there all through High school, and junior high but Like everything else that too changed.
I was born in New york and soon moved to fla around the age of 5. (half way through kindergarten)I'm my mothers (Nancy ) third and youngest But My Daddy's (William ) one and only little girl. I have Three sisters, Chrissy ,whom got married to Christopher and have two babies, my neice, Hayley and My nephew Garrett Dale. Jill ,is my Middle sister. They are cool! Except when they get me in trouble. I have lots of other family down here. My granparents, Rose marie and William ....( I love ya'll) and My Aunt Mary and Uncle John and Uncle richy and the Cousins, Mark goober, karen, Jordan, niclohas, and Harley. They are all one wreido family. Sometimes I think I'm adopated.{ But then I remenber that I'm a Little werid too.}
Thats right I told you I had three sisters and your wondering well were the hell Is the other one. Her name is shirley, she is not my blood sister but we are "sisters" -Long story! She is also known as my best friend, "we are fucking best friends, and I dont give a damn who cares!" She makes me laugh, and cry sometimes, but when she does that, she is always there to hold me and be the very speacail person she is.. I love her.
More about her: well she likes to eat dinosars out of a pan, drink tea from a pitcher, hug fluffy pillows, Make people cry by flicking pennys at them and get into trouble just like she always does. But what can I say, shes a "lil devil"!
I am a memebr of The Alliance Church of Deland. I accepted Christ at the age of 10 (Thank You Kathy) and got baptized shorty after that. I love God. I have been through some hard and trying times in my life like heart ache, parents divroce and more. God has gave me the Friends and Family to pull me through.(Thank You Elisa for never giving up)But Like alot of you out there, Im not perfect.. sometimes I don't even remenber I'm a christian or what a christian does.Its scary when you realize that youve done wrong but you just don't know how to get back to where you once belonged and when you do you feel you just dont belong in that very spot anymore.
Love is such a strong word.. Looking in the dictionary it says : A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. wow.. thats intense. it hurts and sometimes its too Scary but wasn't it William M. Thackeray who said "To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best"
If thats so true why does it hurt so much to be alone? Why does it hurt so much to love? why have I fallen once and now am to chicken or broken to even start to let myself again.And when I have why is it that the one I have choosen is the only one that is out of my reach?
True love is something that is like a ghost which everyone has talked about but few have seen. So is it when it hurts so much that the pain just lays there deep in your soul like a womb you have loved?
