I really wish I knew what the hell I was thinking. I fell deeply in love with a wonderful woman, a woman who I could see myself spending the rest of my life with, getting to know her, find out how her mind worked. She was exciting, physically, mentally and emotionally.
I loved the way she looked at life, her plans for what she called her "army". She gave off an energy I'd never encountered before in any other woman.
I was smitten the first time I saw her natural blazing red hair. She was fun, we could talk for hours about anything, any subject, from the silly to the serious.
Her smile would light up a room, it was a warm, cheerful smile, she had a way of making everything seem to be all right, when I felt like giving in.
I Loved her more than I ever did anyone else in my life.