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Q. What religion are you?
A. I consider myself a Christian. I was raised to be Catholic. I am a member of a non-denominational Christian Bible Church. Since they have found out that these are my beliefs, they have some concerns and I do believe they will ask me to leave. I understand and respect this. But I do feel what I believe is correct, and this is my path. I am not saying they are wrong, but I feel we are all on different levels of faith and spirituality, and God has work for all of us. In my heart, I know who I am and what I do is right. I am on the same coin as Christian believers, just a different side, I guess. All my respect goes to anyone who has true faith in God and lives to please Him.
My mom was raised Catholic, attending a Catholic school. She and my father tried to raise my brothers, sister and myself, to be Catholic. But when what is going on in your household doesn't follow what you are told to be and do at church, then you don't take too much credit to it. I have always felt, from my experience, that too many peple in the world are hypocrites when it comes to their religion and beliefs. Not to say that all are, but many. They speak God's Word, and they preach to other's, and use God to back up their beliefs, etc....But they do not live the life they say they do, or the live the life they tell others to live nor feel what the are preraching in their heart. Then again, some do. So I don't feel we can generalize a "Cathlic" or a "Christian". Do not use God as a tool for yourself. Use yourself as a tool for God.
I was baptised as a baby, went to Cadicism classes, went to confession as a child, and even had my first born son baptized. But no matter what Catholic church I attended, I just did't feel comfortable in it. I believe we all need to believe in our hearts, that Jesus died for us on the cross, for our sins, so that we may have everlasting life. Withouth that sin, I do not believe we will go to a good place when we pass on. Religion is a man-made status and word. I try to follow the Bible. I feel we are all on different levels of spirituality. Some are meant to be on and follow the Catholic religion, some the Lutheren, some Pentecostal, and so on. I have tried many different churches, and feel most comfortable with the one I am at now. It is a small Christian Bible church. It has been 2 1/2 years that I have been there and I feel I am a better person because of it. The teachings of God's Word. It is said that the Bible stands for: Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth. It is there to give us what we need to know. I also believe it doe not have everything that is, either. I believe in what the Bible says. If a church reads the Bible, and follows it without adding their own rules, or without reading into it things that are not there, then I am okay with whatever religion one is. I am not saying one is right and one is wrong. If one always follows their heart and the Bible best they can, and that they believe in the truth of our ord Jesus, who was just a part of God, Our Father,then that is all that matters.

Q. If you believe in the Bible so much, then Bible says there will be no more prophets. How can you say you are one?
A. I do not consider myself a prophet. There was a time God used people to get out His Word, to prove He existed. In those days, there was no Bible for people to seek out, read and follow. These people (Prophets) told of the definite future, from God's Words. They are prophets. I am just someone who has high energy, and that causes me to have abilities beyond our five senses. We are all born with energy, some with higher than others. I am no more special than the next person. I just have different talents. Those who have high energy, God can use as tools to help others. He may use Sally's wonderful talent to write, to write a book to get more of His truths out there. He may have used amazing Ryan White, who died of AIDS as a child, to inspire and correct others in their mistakes about this disease. He may use autistic child Laura, in giving her incredible talent to play the piano like Beethoven, to show others one is not limited no matter what hanicap they have. He may be using me to help bring others to a more interest in Him... I could go on and on. I am just a mere catalyst in God's Work. We all have gifts He has given us. Mine just happens to be this. I cannot play music, I am not talented in any artistic way, I do not have any gifts in matematics...I am able to pick up on other energies besides the ones that our eyes see. God uses all of us, in many different ways, all the time. Whether it be for a small thing or a big thing, it's all the same in God's eyes, as the Big Picture that He knows and we don't, is the same.

Q. How do we know what you say and tell us is true?
A. You don't. Like everything in life, it is about following your heart. Trust. And faith. I am asking you to have faith in God... and yourself, over me. Before you come to me, talk to God. Always turn to God before anything else, or in spite of everything else. I am like a compass, helping direct you where to go. But God is the map. He is the key to anything you'll ever want or need to know. This question should be to myself..."How do I know what I am telling you is real?" and the answer is this...
...I believe in myself. I believe in my heart. I know I am a good person. I know I am genuine- to those I read for as well as those in my personal life. I turn to God for everything. We are all made in His image, as says the Bible. If we do not trust in ourselves and rely on faith, we do not trust in Him.
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Q. How did you first discover your abilities?
A. I always knew I was different. At 6 I was feeling earthquakes before they happened (I lived in California). At 7 I was seeing "people" that weren't there, knowing things about my family that I shouldn't have known, etc...As I got older, these abilities increased and went a little haywire because I didn't know how to control them, and entering puberty made them increase as well. The higher the energy, the higher the ability. I did everything to ignore what I could do, by drinking, constantly surrounding myself with loud music, tons of people...then, at times when I couldn't shelter myself from this ability, I pawned it off as a game. Some people thought I was weird, but some thought it was interesting, whether it was a game or not. Just like now. I didn't believe in God for a long time. I didn't care whether He was real or not. But at 22, for whatever reason, I had a "dream" one night. An image came to me. I believe he was an angel or spirit guide for God. He led me to a different level of existance, and led me to Jesus. Yes, Jesus. Sound movie like? I know. But for someone who didn't believe in, think of, or care about God, this night impacted my life greatly! Jesus (who is another form of God) loves us all, so that doesn't make me more speical than the next person. He is with us all everyday. But for some reason, He wanted to get a message across. He wanted to tell me who I really was- a special soul, like we all are, and that I needed to stop wasting my life away. My life was becoming in vain. I was not recognizing who I should. It was not about me at all, like I lived. There was work I needed to get done. Not for me, not for the next person, but for our Father. I was on the wrong path. I won't get into this experience into detail (am saving that for my book!) but it was so incredibly amazing, that I had no doubt this was real. All my questions were answered. I had knowledge infused in me that I never knew before.
The next night, I had another "dream". Jesus came to be directly this time, and showed me some things (which I do not talk about). He relayed a message that He said "you will not understand now, but you will later on". Another incredible experience that I could not doubt. To talk about either of these experiences, still brings me to tears. It was real and I have no doubt in my heart or mind.
Many will say "what if this was the "devil" playing a game? Maybe. BUT, not as incredible and positive and peaceful and beautful as it seemed, and the positive way it changed my life, I do not see how the devil could, or would, want to, make that positive change in my life or others'. I pray everyday, and every night, to God, asking him for a sign, to show me what I am doing is wrong, and if He does, I will stop. Until then, I am doing what in my heart, feels right. I don't know everything. I never will. I am not meant to know everything. What I am meant to know, I pick up on. I can't just get what I want, when I want. This isn't my own gift, it is God's Power, and He gave just a tiny fraction of it to me, to use on His terms, not my own. There are rules, just like everything else. So the knowledge I share with others, comes from Him- not me. I believe in it. I believe in the Lord. I believe in myself. I won't tell anyone to believe me. I just expect one to make up their own mind when they look deep in their hearts.

Q. Do I have a soulmate?
A. Not everyone has a soulmate. Infact, it is rare. Somehow down the line the word "soulamte" got corrolated with a person's "one true love". That is not true. A soulmate is when one soul is created by God, and He splits them into 2 separate souls. They are sent to this realm to live and learn on parralell lives, but never to join. I believe in the last life they are to live, they will meet and pass on together, though.

Q. Do I have a spirit guide?
A. Yes, We all do. It is called the Holy Spirit. And when one believes in Jesus, they will receive that love and light to direct us to where are are supposed to go- to do right. Hopefully keep us on track. This is that "little whisper" in our ears. Our "intuition". Spirit guides are sometimes confused with angels. Angels are created from God, but have never been earth bound. They are sent when there is a dire situaion, a life threatening or altering situation. They are our protectors and comforters. They can come in any form.

Q.Why don't you like the word "psychic"?
A. Because there are so many frauds and phoneys out there now. They came up with the word and the word "psychic" has gotten a bad rap. It's up there with "gypsy" and "fortune teller". So it's a big joke. Skeptics had a field day. There have been many people proven to be frauds. And, there are still people out there who are con artists and take people's money and trust. It is so sad. I am not one of them. I do not wish to be associated with them. I am my own person and have my own unique abilities. I cannot do what this person does or what that person does...I am who I am. When I get something, I am open and honest about it. When I do not, I let them know up front. Society has to label everything. And once the phoneys came out into circulation, trying to make a buck or two with a new gimmick and then it turns into a fad. Dionne Warwick, Miss Cleo...But the fact remains that there are plenty of REAL, GENUINE people out there with this ability. Bible following and God fearing pepole don't usually like this term, either, and I respect them. I am one of them, and do not want people to think a bad person is trying to represent God or speak for Him. That is not what I do.