I'll start this off by saying this web site is dedicated to someone very..very.. Important To Me.
Since I have been with Katie, Everything has been the greatest. Theres no way I could complain on anything about Katie. She's the best girlfriend in the world. I consider myself honored that she loves me out of all the other guys in this world.
For years we would see each other and both secretly liked each other alott. Neither of us had the gumption to say so to one another. It went on for a good 3 years.
Then the Spring of 2006 rolled around. It happend to be her birthday. She had some friends up. First time I got to see her for a many months. The second I saw her...Right away I just knew...This is time. I cant just watch her. I need to get the balls to get to know her even better and ask her out. I spent the weekend with her getting to know her so much. Even snuck a kiss in on her in the sandpitt.
The following weekend came and we would talk once in a while on computer. I just couldnt wait. I had to ask her out. She was all I would think about. She came up and her and I were walking one evening on April 24th 2006. I stoped her and gave her a real kiss. She then went to her camper and that was that for the nite. All nite I never slept because she was on my mind. I couln't stop thinking about her.
Then following weekend I then met her Mom, Who I must say is Freakin Awsome. I was nervous as hell. People kept telling me shes crazy and will freak out when she meets me. Lo and behold. Katies mother was awsome. Ofcourse right then and there she set ground rules.
That nite I was invited to Katies camper after work. I got out of work early and went down there and her an I watched National Security. While we watched that, I finnaly worked it up, And asked Katie if she would go out with me. Sure enough she said YES!!
I was shocked and so happy. The most beutifull girl I have ever seen and most caring girl to meet was with me. I went from girl to girl being a pimp. And now I got Katie and right away had my mind set. Pimping for me is over...No more. Im gonna stick with this girl.
Katie and I had an awsome summer. Fishing...Swimming...Riding around in a golf cart non stop. Even some paintballing. Memories that will never be forgoten. As usuall. The summer went so fast!
Pretty soon it was fall and it came time for them to close up the camper. It was terrible for Katie and I both. She lives a good hour away, and with the situation with my Mother. I'm not always able to go down there when I would like to. If I had my way I would see this girl every day. Just to lay next to her and kiss her and gently wake her up.
Pretty soon comes homecoming. That was Katie and I's best nite ever. It was awsome! we had so much fun that nite. I even danced for the first time. Even met the first GAY Cory in my life...That was GROSS! met some of Katies cool as hell friends.
Then we went to the maze towards Halloween. She was freaking out because it was a haunted maze. She was grabbing my arm so tight it was getting numb. In no time she was leading. (leave it to Katie) then I got the idea to convince the people to go after Katie in the Haunted Maze. They did too!
This past trip I went down and spent the nite with her famialy. It was our own Christmas. She got me this awsome Ice fishing rod. And an awsome Turkey blanket that I sleep with every nite, Because it makes me feel more like I'm with Katie.
Here it is January/6/2007 And I'm writing this because as always she is on my mind and I wanted to make her something special for Her and I.
Katie, You are the most amazing girl. No girl can compair to you. Infact they cant even come close to you. Your the most important thing to me. Our love is so strong for one another. We'll be together for ever no matter what. We can pull through the tough times. Granted there gonna be alot of hurdles to jump. But We can do it Katie. In the end....We will be together.
Yours forever & Always, Till death due us part, I'll love you with every beat of my heart.
Your man thats so proud of you.
Cory
Added Jan-21-08
Day by day goes by since we broke up. Theres always gonna be that empty spot in me that will never be filled that only she could forefill. Its cool always having an open mind and helps to always think maybe JUST maybe, theres a day we can be together. She was like winning the lottery. The coolest thing to ever happen. But if you arent smart you lose everything and all the money. You have to be smart. Dont be a retard.
Ive made alott of mistakes in my life. Katie wasn't one of them, But how I behaved with my actions was.
This song is one of my favorite songs. It's hard to listen to without having all the awsome memories we shared come rushing .
Tell me what I have to do tonight Cause I'd do anything to make it right Let's be us again I'm sorry for the way I lost my head I dont why I said the things I said Lets be us again
Here I stand with everything to lose All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end Baby please, I'm reachin out for you Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in Lets be us again Us again
Look at me Im way past pride Isn't there some way that we can try To be us again Even if it takes a while I'll wait right here until I see that smile That says we're us again
Here I stand with everything to lose All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end Baby please, I'm reachin out for you Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in Lets be us Ohhh
Baby baby, what would I do Can't imagine life without you
Here I stand with everything to lose All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end Baby please I'm reachin out for you Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in Oh here I am I'm reachin out for you Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in Lets be us again Oh, lets be us again
To This Day. I Still Love That Girl.
I love you still to this day katie. As a couple or not. Thats not the point. My heart is still yours. I love so much yet. Forever and Always was our thing. Well Were not together as a couple. But my love is still there and forever will be. I always have that hope...One Day....We will be. Iduno.....Who knows... I hope Katie Reads this and send me a message letting me know her thoughts and feelings. I think she will.
Love you Katie....
Febuary 15th-2008
So I think I got most of the page finished. It will never be finished..I'll always find myself adding stuff or changing stuff on here. Why? I think its because sometimes I feel like its the only thing I have left thats important to me. It's amazing what love can do to a person. It's the most pure, Greatest feeling in the world. Love is...Beyond being able to explain. I do still love you Katie...Nothing can change that. Sometimes I think maybe im wasting my time. Trying to put my heart and soul out there and do everything in my power to make things right and be us again. It's something I always think about. It's like im...Incomplete without you, Like Something about me is missing....And There is. I dont know what to do anymore. I know im not perfect. No one is. But I try. Sometimes I feel like im losing everything important to me. I lost my Job, Truck, License. Basically Everything. But the 1 thing out of all the bad I've had happen that bothers and hurts the most, Is when we broke up. I wonder sometimes....What ever happend to the nites we talked for hours...Or what about when we both SWORE up and down, We would be able to work thru Anything? I'm trying. So hard.. I wanna be the man, The one when your hurt, That you lay your head on my shoulder. I wanna be the one, That can converse about anything. I want so many things...But The further I look out into the horizon....I feel that any hope I have is just floating out further into the sea.
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