Please
take note that I will not be constantly updating this page on what's going
on in my life.
God
knows I don't update my webpage enough to keep up with the happenings of
my life.
Anyway,
this is a lot like an online diary, my thoughts and opinions.
So
don't get mad at me if there's stuff in here you don't like, its your own
fault for taking the risk and reading it, right?
Alright,
here we go.. most recent entries at the top of the page for your convenience.
Enjoy!
Friday, March 22, 2002 Well, this week has been an "off" week for me. Everything is so right and yet something still feels wrong. It's prolly not a big deal though.. my period started a few days ago, so that's prolly why my emotions are all outta whack. Either way, things'll get better, there's no way I'm gonna give up on anything. I had a fantastic time at archery last night. I told Liam on our way there that I was gonna smoke him, but he ended up beating me in the ballon practices by 2. Damn him! Oh well, it wasn't so bad, I didn't mind losing to one of my closest friends. Ian got 11 balloons, Ashlyn got 7.. so yeah, I guess pretty much all my close friends there got better than me, but I was working on making new friends rather than concentrating on the game. I did meet one guy there, his name was Cole and he'd just gotten off karate practice, so he was walking around in his karate suit the whole time, which was amusing. We joked around a lot and at the end of the night before I left, he was wandering in the parking lot aimlessly, so I hopped outta the van to talk to him for a minute. I gave him my number (though, honestly I'm not really expecting him to call), so that was cool. If I look back on it, I wouldn't have had the guts to even talk to anyone to begin with, and now here I am making new friends.. I feel so much different than I did before, and it's magnificent. But although I keep babbling on and on about last night, the only thing really on my mind now is my relationship with Jake.. I miss him a lot, even though it's only been a few days since I saw him last. We talk on the phone all the time, but it's not quite the same as being with someone.. holding them, feeling the engergy radiating from them.. redredred. Muahaha. I think I'm gonna be going to the Kub Kar rally tomorrow with my brother. Ashlyn and Ian are gonna be there cause of their ties to the Cubs, so I might as well go too. Besides, I'm curious, and we all know what happens when Jenn's curious.. she does things to cure curiosity. Heehee. Anyway, I feel good now, I ought to update the rest of this webpage!
