Hours later, with a puffy face, bloodshot eyes, and a raw throat, she managed to venture back downstairs from where she had hidden the rest of the morning. She'd been terrified that the boys would try to break in and finish what they started, and had a few heartstopping moments when somebody HAD knocked on the door. She didn't answer however and eventually whoever it was went away. The living room of the little cottage was still in the same state as when she'd left it this morning. Dirty and barren, but not ransacked. She forced herself to take a few deep breaths and hoped her trembling would stop soon. It was beginning to give her a headache. She stood quietly at the bottom of the stair for a few moments, staring at the room and hugging herself. In her mind, her husbands arms held her safe and strong, "I need you," she whispered desperately. Unfailingly, she heard the response as if he were in the room, just as he had been all those times before, "I am always here for you, my love." She bit her lip, determined that the tears wouldn't start anew and wondered if it would be safe to walk back down where she'd left her bag to see if she could retrieve any of its contents. More than likely, the boys had scattered them to the four winds just to spite her. Why? What had she ever done to deserve all this? The familiar heavy weight of sorrow and struggle pressed down on her shoulders, threatening to crush her with its overwhelming grip once more, but she pushed it away. Instead, she would be brave. If there was nothing left of the knapsack, then she would just have to do with water from the Lake for now. Cautiously, she unlocked the door and peered out onto the porch. What she saw took her slightly by surprise. Her knapsack lay unharmed on the top step near the cut wood railing. She opened the door a little wider and scanned the area for any sign of the troublemakers, but she didn't find anything. So, she walked over and lifted the knapsack into her arms. Opening it, she inspected the contents and amazingly found everything she had purchased this morning. One of the soap boxes was crushed in where she'd hit the boy named Jack earlier, but other than that everything seemed to be in order. Again she searched the immediate yard, but noone was around. Still she smiled softly at her absent benefactor who obviously must have been either a fisherman from the dock or one of the townsfolk that had run the boys off. "Thank you," she whispered into the breeze. As she stood on the porch contemplating her next course of action, a car made its way up the dirt road, hobbling over the potholes slowly and delicately as it could. No one should ever drive a Mercedes into the back woods. Its not good for the suspension. She thought it odd that someone with such an expensive vehicle would make their way up to see her and wondered if it was one of her husband's old business partners or something. The clean-cut man who emerged from the vehicle barely ten feet from her porch step however was nobody she knew. She watched him silently from behind her curtain of hair as he carefully extricated a briefcase from the backseat and came up the towards the house with one of those professional fake smiles plastered on his face. "Good day, Mrs. Livingston. My name is Cort Donovan and I represent Barnett Corporation. I wondered if I might take a bit of your time to speak with you this afternoon." His voice was pleasant, but there was something about his demeanor that immediately put her on guard. Her memory flashed to her husband's shoulders that used to tense under her fingertips anytime someone adressed him like that. It meant trouble. ******************************************************************** Ever wonder why it is that in the middle of a forest of pine trees, one would feel the need to put a pine cone into a state park's little museum room for display? I mean seriously, in some stretch of the imagination there might be someone somewhere in the great expanse of the world that might not actually KNOW what a pine cone was or how it worked, but I seriously doubt said person would ever be in proximity of this park. On the other hand, I'm sure somewhere there was a very diligent little botanist who'd spent hours slaving over the grafts, charts, and synopsis of this little display. Therefore in deference to their great efforts and sacrifice to define the working order of our universe, I owed the display at least...what?....thirty seconds of my time? Yeah, that sounded good. I'd spent the morning, after I managed to struggle up out of the huge bed I'd sunk into, editing the few chapters I had. I added a little here, refined a bit there, but I couldn't seem to move forward. Everything I tried sounded stale and boring. So finally in frustration, I slammed the top of the laptop down and decided to make Phyllis' official suggestion of "research" plausible by going to see some of the sites. Rather conveniently about that time, the morning newspaper was delivered to the front door. I hadn’t seen any piles of newspaper on the stoop when I’d first entered the cabin, so I found myself wondering what they did with the newspapers when no one was in residence. Opening the local/entertainment section, I perused through the different events, comparing prices to my current funds, and finally decided upon the local state park that was supposed to be putting on a kayak expo later that afternoon. And so here I was exactly one and half hours later standing in the exhibition room of the park’s main guest hall being totally enthralled by the intricacies of the pine cone when my hero suddenly tapped on my shoulder. That is to say, the type I’d been looking for to emulate my story’s hero after. I turned to confront a pair of brilliant blue eyes and a bright smile framed in neatly trimmed blondish-brown goatee and mustache. Shoulder-length, sun-kissed, brownish blond hair spilled out from under some kind of safari hat that had one side of the brim pinned up. The rest of what seemed to be a VERY well taken care of physique, was encased in a khaki park ranger uniform complete with shorts that displayed tanned, muscular legs and hiking boots. It took me a few seconds before it registered that I should shut my trap before I started drooling in earnest. From the amusement that seemed to jump sparkling into his gaze, I suspected he had noticed, so I went for the evasive maneuver, turning my face quickly back to the display, and hoping my cheeks weren’t flaming TOO badly. “I was wondering why you would exhibit a pine cone that people can see wherever they walk throughout the entire park? Wouldn’t it be more interesting to display items they might NOT see so much of…like lions, tigers, or bears perhaps?” His laugh was a warm, rich baritone that kind of erupted from his chest to be distributed between his mouth and nose; the latter of which pinning him as being yankee at least some point in his lifetime. “We don’t actually HAVE any tigers in North America, about the only lions are mountain lions of which we have more bobcats than anything in this region, and although we do have bears around, I don’t think they’d hang around the exhibit hall too long unless we allowed them to munch on the guests,” he pointed out in a somewhat informative, if amused tone. Then he smiled again, practically forcing an answering smile from my own lips, and added, “The pine cone exhibit I admit is a bit silly in a wooded area surrounded by pine cones, but we have a lot of school groups come through here.” He swished his hair off of his shoulder while indicating the park in general at a nod. “So I’m afraid we’re forced to be educational as well as fun.” I raised my eyebrows in enlightenment, “ah, I see.” Then he pointed towards a group of about six elderly couples over waiting towards a back door that led into the park, “but we don’t have kids around today, so I was just going to take these folks for a sight-seeing venture down the boardwalk and thought you might like to join us.” His face was pleasant, but obviously expecting an answer. I looked down at my watch, “Well, I kind of signed up for the kayak expo. Will we be back by then?” I asked. “Mm, hmm” he nodded an affirmative. “This trail only takes about forty minutes or so.” He leaned down towards me a bit and whispered, “I don’t think that group behind me could handle much more,” He winked before resuming his former posture, “You might get to see some wildlife and I’ll point out some vegetation which is common to the Smoky mountain region. All that good stuff.” I couldn’t help but tease him, “Ah, so you’ll catch me a bear to look at then?” He chuckled again, reaching for my hand, “We’ll have to see about that. My name’s Peter.” Picking up my bag that held a change of clothes for the expo, I took his hand. “Callie,” I reciprocated. “Nice to meet cha, Callie” The boardwalk was just that, a plank-board type sidewalk that twisted and twined its way through the undergrowth trying to be as inconspicuous and non-disruptive of the surrounding environment as possible. The just-after-the-rain smell the whole place had was wonderful, what with the fragrant green foliage, budding blooms, and rich dark earth. The humidity however you could almost have chewed on. The group that I was with walked slow. Painfully slow. And they asked lots of questions, which made me think this forty-minute walk was going to take the entire two hours until the expo to get through. I also suspected that they enjoyed listening to Peter talk, which was fine by me. It allowed me to study his features, his body language, the way he spoke with his hands, his facial expressions, and the different tones in his voice. It wasn’t until he actually pointed out a critter sitting less than a foot away from the raised boardwalk that I bothered to pay attention to what he was saying. “That is a diamond-back rattler which is one of a handful of snakes in this region that are actually poisonous to come into contact with.” Rattler? Snake! Did I mention that I was not particularly fond of our slithering friends. Sure, I know they help the environment and all, keeping down the rodent population….but still. It’s a snake. Eek! The snake was curled up in a relaxed position with its head resting comfortably on its own back. It was hardly paying attention to the people on the boardwalk at all, but I was taking no chances. I moved to the other side of the walkway. Peter must have noticed my decisive shift, because he spoke up, “Callie, there are two more on the other side of the walk. If you’ll look through the branch there towards the tree trunk, you can see them. The lighter colored one is the female.” Quickly I whirled around and noticed the other two, not quite as close to the walk, but too close for MY comfort. A couple of the gentlemen in the group chuckled under their breath and the women looked at me with sympathetic eyes. ‘Yeah, ok so I’m a wuss. I didn’t notice any of you letting go of your husbands’ arms to reach down and pet em.’ I murmured under my breath as they moved on. Peter hung back and leaned down so he could whisper in my ear. “You ok?” he asked. My head nodded and I purposefully drug my shoulders down so they weren’t attached to my earlobes anymore, but for some reason I couldn’t convince my hands to let go of my elbows as my arms crossed over in front of my waist. Peter’s hand was warm and gentle on my back. “Snakes are one of those few creatures that unless you’re food, they won’t bother you until you bother them first. You’re too big to be food for a snake, Callie. It’ll take a little bigger predator to eat you.” His smile was non-committal, but his eyes sparkled with mischief again. ‘Was that a flirt? I could almost swear it was. And he’s observant too. He noticed my discomfort of the snakes.’ I thought to myself, tucking the information away in my brain for future reference. I tempted a smile and asked, “What happens if they crawl up here on the boardwalk though?” Peter looked up and around a minute, snagging down a dead branch from a pine tree standing close by. “Don’t worry, I’ll shoo them away for you. Can’t have my guests being attacked by the piddling wild animals when there’s bigger, more interesting ones out there,” he teased with a wiggle of his eyebrows, “Shall we go find your bear?” At that, another giggle escaped me without permission. At this rate, I was going to set a new personal record by the end of the week. “Sure,” I replied, quite certain my cheeks were going to be sore tonight from the blushing grins this man coaxed from them. With that, we went to catch up with the rest of the group; me trying to be tactfully evasive to any slithering threats, Peter trying NOT to be entertained at my expense. NOT trying very hard, I might add. I did survive the rest of the nature walk however and even managed to enjoy myself for the most part. I’d also gathered up a collection of mental notes for my “hero” that I hurried to jot down on a memo pad I’d kept in my bag while grabbing a snack and drink from the snack bar upon our return to the guest hall. A breeze kicked up while I was eating and writing which blissfully lifted the oppressive weight of humidity off my lungs. I had two choices. I could hold down the pages of the memo pad with my other hand and let my food get cold while I wrote, OR I could set my cup on the ear of the upper page and let the sweat off the glass ruin my pages. My salvation came when Peter chose to sit down with me at that moment, taking a couple napkins from his snack sack and placing them under my cup before setting it on the run-away pages. “A man of ingenuity,” I commented while inside very conscious of the fact I had notes of his general description on the page that lay open before me. “Do you fix the kitchen sink too?” I asked. He spread out his lunch a bit and chuckled, “Sure, but you’ll probably need to call a plumber after I’m done.” ‘I wonder if I could mesmerize him with my eyes while I inconspicuously moved the memo pad to the far side of the table,’ I thought to myself “I hope you don’t mind if I join you, Callie” he seemed to remember his manners AFTER he’d already settled himself, but I decided to play it off in hopes of getting away with my intrigue. I shook my head, smiling and batting my eyes as I moved the notepad, presumably out of the way. “No, not at all.” I answered. “So what cha writing?” he asked pleasantly, chomping down into a sub sandwich. “Oh, just jotting down some research notes for a writing project.” Hey, why lie if you don’t have to? “Really,” he seemed to perk up with interest, “what kind of notes?” My face contorted into one of those intellectual, thoughtful smirks as my brain raced to come up with an answer without actually having to TELL him what I’d written about him. “Scenery, mostly. I write fictional novels.” I nodded. Nice save, huh? He struggled a moment to finish his mouthful and washed it down with a swig of Coke before continuing with the conversation. “Wow, that must be rewarding. Writing, I mean.” My neck jostled, “It has it’s moments.” Then I decided to deflect any further investigation by rerouting the conversation onto him. Men like to talk about themselves, right? Well, ok then. “So how long have you worked here at the park?” “Mm, I guess about 5 years now. I started while I was getting my Master’s on Botany, and decided that I liked it here, so I stayed.” His pager went off and he groaned. “No rest for the weary.” Pulling the device off his belt, he looked at it and began gathering his lunch together again. “Well, I hope you enjoy the expo. Maybe we can continue this conversation another time?” His face was pleasant, but his eyes looked hopeful. ‘Wow, someone’s actually interested in me. Now don’t panic.’ My cheeks threatened to blush again, but I held them down and smiled non-committed at Peter. “Sure.” “Great,” Peter’s shoulders relaxed, “I’ll catch you later than.” He walked off towards the bike rack stand on the other side of the main visitor’s center area. I had to bite my lip not to beam ear to ear as I hurriedly finished my lunch and my notes before making my way to the ladies room to change my clothes. With that done, I studied the park map for a few minutes to pick my route down to the kayak shelter. Then I mindlessly strolled down the unpaved path, listening to the birds sing, feeling the sun alternately hit and miss my face as it trickled through the tree branches, and generally enjoying myself. Once I got down to the water, there was a big, wood log along the water line just great for use as a balance beam, so I let the child out in me and started walking along it, one foot precariously placed in front of the other. I’d just about made it to the shelter when all of a sudden a long, thin weight wrapped around my shoulders. The last thing I heard as I lost my balance, fighting what I was SURE was a snake that had dropped out of the trees to accost me, and falling butt-first into the water, was a terrified shriek. I think it was my own.