“Do I have to?”  I pleaded using my best puppy dog eyes.  It didn’t 
work…it did sometimes…even demonic men are not proof against the 
power of a quivering lip.  Okay so maybe most of them are…but Luce 
wasn’t…least not against the power of my quivering lip.  Its so nice 
to hold a man completely in your sway.  Okay so maybe it was mutual…
still it was nice.  

He just looked at me though with that mock stern look he used when he…
uh well, the look he used from time to time.   “Yes you do, you know 
that Tamara and Gigs have been working very hard on this party.”  He 
said walking over to the bed where I was sitting.  I batted my lashes 
and gave him my best sultry look.  Okay so maybe I didn’t really mind 
going to the party…in fact I was looking forward to it…with great 
trepidation.   Still I wanted to play with him right now, besides 
this was interesting…you’d think he’d be pleased to keep me as far 
away from a half naked Edward as was humanly…or demonically 
possible.  He was up to something.  Of course he was always up to 
something.  

“I can think of a much better way to spend the evening.”  I said 
teasingly as I stood up on the bed and pleased my hands on his 
shoulders.  We have a really high bed, so I’m taller then him if I’m 
standing on it…otherwise I need a ladder.  He placed his hands on my 
hips and grinned up at me.  “Oh we can do that after.”  He replied 
his voice a husky whisper.  I shivered; I could hear the promise in 
those words.  We would indeed, but until then I needed something to 
tide me over.  I leaned down letting my hair fall around his face 
tickling him.   

He growled at me lifting me up and tossing me back on the bed.  I 
laughed as he came down over me.  “I’m never going to be ready on 
time at this rate.”  I said returning his kiss.  He laughed. “We’re 
having a discussion they can wait.”  He said moving back long enough 
to unwind my towel.  I laughed.  “A ‘discussion’…is that what the 
call it where you’re from?”   He nodded sagely and proceeded to give 
me a thorough talking to.  

I was late, and Gigs had a very knowing grin on her face.   It was 
the whole “I’m a were-tiger now and I can smell the sex on you” thing…
she gave me lots of knowing grins lately.   All she said though 
was “I see you’ve been drinking more water.”   I just glared…you make 
one silly comment and it always comes back to haunt you.   Tamara 
just rolled her eyes and told us to get in the car already.  

It was something of a relief not staying at the circus anymore.  Of 
course I never stay in one place very long, but I’d just gotten back 
to town two days ago, I’d been in Florida delivering some 
invitations.  I had Cassie and Lila checked in at one of the nicer 
hotels in St. Louis and Luce and I had rented a house.  Personally I 
preferred the house.  Hotels were just too noise…I don’t like 
sleeping within feet of other people…well unless it a person I’m 
cuddling with.  It wasn’t all that far from Anita’s house, she’d 
actually been the one to tell me about.  I think she just wanted me 
out of the circus…and by that I mean I think she doesn’t think Luce 
is a good influence on Jean-Claude.  

It was just as well, if I ran into Asher or Jean-Claude coming from 
the Turkish bath one more time I was going to have to start stealing 
towels, juvenile maybe, but true none the less.   Now I had a nice 
comfy little house where I could putter around on my own all day 
while Luce went about his business.  I’d have gone about mine…except 
I was on sabbatical, on orders from Chris.  He knows best of course…
but I still get kind of antsy when I have nothing to do but hang 
around and watch T.V.  of course with Edward in town who had time to 
watch T.V.?   I train when I’m on Chirval…Dare usually kicks my ass 
on a regular basis, but we usually fight hand to hand or with swords, 
staffs or knives.  Edward had been teaching me about the wonders of 
firearms.  I’m not sure how often they’ll come in handy, but I’m an 
avid learner, especially on potentially lethal subjects.  What can I 
say everyone needs a hobby. 

I floated pretty much in my own thoughts all the way to the club.  It 
looked wonderful when we went it.  All blue, black and silver, my 
favorite colors.  It was all very tastefully done; you could tell 
that Jean-Claude had seen to it all personally.  I think Jean-Claude 
loves decorating more then he does anything else.  That’s just my 
opinion though, and that doesn’t mean that I don’t think he has a 
heart.  I know that he does…its just very well guarded…like some 
other people I could mention.  I’ve believed in that old 
saying ‘Anything worth having is worth fighting for’.  Jean-Claude 
certainly put up a good fight, so did those others I’m not mentioning…
but personally I think they are all worth it.   

Tamara and Gigs parked me in a ‘special chair’…I was surprised it 
didn’t have straps of some sort to hold me down.  For weeks they’d 
been taunting me with the information that Edward was going to be 
dancing…and that I wasn’t allowed to tackle him.  Now where is the 
fun in a bachelorette party if you aren’t allowed to tackle Death, 
wrestle him to the ground and have your wicked way with him?  Would 
someone please answer me that?   Of course fresh from 
Luce’s  ‘discussion’ I didn’t really feel up to tackling anyone.  I 
was pretty sure my muscles were going to be sore for weeks.  A girl 
can only…’drink so much water’ before she…oh hell…anyway.  I sat back 
intent on enjoying the showing and suppressing ruthlessly any stray 
blushes that might feel they needed to express themselves.   

Jean-Claude stepped through the silky blue curtains and appeared on 
the stage. I managed to control the tiny tremor his voice caused, his 
voice had to be fattening, there was no way something that delicious 
could be good for you. "Good evening ladies and welcome to Guilty 
Pleasures, where we make your darkest fantasies come true. As you all 
know, this is a private party in honor of the lovely Kashauna 
Aviartra, in celebration of her upcoming nuptials. So instead of our 
regular show tonight, a few *special* treats have been arranged. I am 
*sure* you will find them most pleasing. And now, I turn you over to 
the skilled and capable hands of your hostesses, Tamara and Gigs."  
He said as he stepped out of the spot light and Tamara and Gigs 
appeared in his place.   

I about fell out of my seat when they started singing.  They both 
have great voices and can really rock the house…but ‘Its Raining 
Men?’  Who could resist? 
I was somewhat surprised though when I felt a presence at my side and 
looked up find Cassie standing right next to me.  She was 
smirking.  “So that was the infamous Jean-Claude?”  I nodded then 
smiled over her shoulder at Lila.  They’d both come at my request; 
this was something of an informal introduction for them.  Or it was 
supposed to be.  

Jean-Claude chose that moment to arrive, raising one eyebrow in 
inquiry as he looked beyond me at Lila.  She’s a vampire…he’s the 
master of the City…so of course he was curious.  I introduced them 
quietly.  I didn’t want to ruin the girls’ performance.  Everyone 
seemed be enjoying it, especially the dancers.  Well what do you 
expect from a crowd of hot blooded…well and cold blooded too…women, 
when presented with rippling male muscles? 

“Jean-Claude may I present two of my oldest friends, Cassandra 
Wainwright and Lila Mansfield.” I said smiling warmly up at him.  
Okay so maybe some of it was meant to charm him and get him to be 
nice…but most of it was just honest to goodness pleasure.  I liked 
that my old friends were getting to meet some of my new ones.  Lila 
isn’t a master vampire…so there wasn’t much chance he’d consider her 
a threat…plus she fully intended to fly back home after the wedding, 
so no big deal…right?   Lila smiled at him.  Cassie saw his eyebrow 
and raised him one.  Cassie’s an alpha.  Lila might have been an 
alpha too…except she’s a vampire…and no one becomes a master in their 
first couple years as one of the undead.  
   
“Good evening.”  Jean-Claude drawled in his ‘perfect host’ voice, all 
charm and good will, at least for the moment.  I had warned him that 
I was inviting a few vampires…none of them old.  Which brought up a 
good point where the hell were Chrys and Seri, they should have been 
in town early this morning, and they’d said they would call.  I hoped 
Seri hadn’t backed out.  I’d assured her Asher wasn’t going to be 
here…you’d think after living for two thousand years you’d be immune 
to developing crushes…no such luck.  I scanned the crowd not really 
paying attention to the conversation going on next to me.  When the 
music ended I looked back up to the stage…I so wasn’t being a good 
little participant.  I think it goes with having the attention span 
of a circus monkey.  

"Thanks for coming," Gigs said and I had to roll my eyes, I’d known 
that was coming. Her next words thought had me feeling a little green 
about the gills. "Kash, before this night is over, you won't know 
what hit ya."  Somehow when she said it I believed her…and that 
worried me.  A hand touched my shoulder and I looked up into midnight 
blue eyes…eyes made for drowning in.  I shook my head. “Stop Jean-
Claude.”  He just smiled innocently and said he hoped I enjoyed the 
show and that he would speak to me later.  I nodded and glanced over 
at Cassie, she was smiling like the cat that ate the cream.  Lila was 
rolling her eyes.  I’d obviously missed something.  

“You two gonna tower over me like body guards all evening or sit 
down?”  I asked watching Cassie carefully, she looked very pleased 
with herself…it was never a good sign.   Cassie’s eyebrows did a 
little dance all there own and she grinned.  “Naw we’re gonna mingle…
just cause you’re getting married doesn’t mean we can’t shop around…
you don’t find this quality of merchandise around home.”  I laughed 
at her and shook my head.  Cassie was always the pragmatic one…
riiight and the pope is actually Jewish. I watched them wander off 
into the crowd.  I’d been deserted…oh well, there were lots and lots 
of half naked men dancing for my pleasure…who needs friends?  

I wasn’t really deserted…I got lots of visitors…but Tamara had told 
me at the beginning of the evening and I quote  “Leave the chair and 
suffer the consequences.”  She’d refused to tell me what exactly the 
consequences were…but I was pretty sure I didn’t want to find out 
first hand…besides Luce had chosen this out fit and the less I moved 
in it the happier I was going to be.  When I’d first seen it in the 
box I’d thought it was beautiful.  It was a simple sheath dress.  
Okay maybe not that simple…it was in fact three layers of diaphanous 
silk…in different shades of turquoise…the bottom layer being the 
darkest.  It wouldn’t have been so bad except for the fact that if 
you looked closely you could see the faint pink of my skin beneath 
it.  One day I was going to find a way to get even with the man and 
then…then he’d squirm…maybe tonight actually.  

I have to say though that again…I liked the shoes…I never thought I’d 
ever say the words “ohhh shoes” unfortunately I’ve fallen prey to the 
sickness like so many of my sisters.  They were very high heels and 
had ribbons in colors matching the dress that wound up my legs and 
were tied in little bows.  Luce had helped me put them one…kissing 
his way up my legs…then looking up at me with those storm cloud eyes 
of his and promising that taking them off would be even better.  I 
really shouldn’t let him help dress me…it always leads to me wanting 
to rip his clothes off and then have him return the favor. 

I missed half the performances thinking about our ‘discussion’ and 
the one we were scheduled to have later.  When I was able to focus on 
the stage again Jean-Claude was introducing a recent addition to the 
list for a special lady.  “The next dancer certainly chose 
appropriately.”  He said grinning wickedly at the audience as the 
music started to play…strains of Stray Cat Strut filled the room and 
I had to bite my tongue to keep from laughing.  I didn’t look at Gigs…
but it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done not to.  Zane 
strutted out on the stage decked out in leather and chains.  When the 
lines “I strut right by with my tail in the air” came on I couldn’t 
contain myself I started laughing…Gigs popped me in the back of the 
head.  I looked over at her and started laughing harder.  She just 
glared at me and rolled her eyes.    

It wasn’t long after that I noticed Seri and Chrys.  Chrys waved but 
they didn’t come over…my watch dogs…A.K.A. Double Trouble seemed to 
have that effect on lots of people.  Well at least the human people 
who didn’t know us all that well.  It was a really large crowd.  I 
was sort of glad they didn’t come by though, I wasn’t sure how to 
introduce Tamara and Gigs to Seri and Chrys…it could turn into a 
volatile situation…especially considering the fact that Gigs wanted 
to eat Seri.


Lyza came over shortly after.  Damien had just gotten done 
dancing.  “I’ll see you later.”  She whispered eying the door back 
stage.  “Call me tomorrow…late and we’ll set up another meeting.”  I 
smiled.  No need to even guess where her mind was.  Of course I was 
in no position to judge cause I just kept getting more and more 
anxious to go home myself…half naked men are great fun…but they make 
a woman start thinking about certain things…and there’s really only 
one person I want to do those certain things with…and he wasn’t 
here.  

“Sure thing.” I said just before the door opened and a fully clothed 
Damien walked out and directly too her, carefully dodging some of the 
oohing and ahhing females.   “I hope you are enjoying the show.”  He 
said after kissing Lyza…rather passionately…like he wanted to make an 
in depth study of her tonsils with his tongue.  I really really 
wanted to go home…like five minuets ago.  I grinned at him.  “Hell 
yeah…just wish I could escape early as well.”  I said giving him a 
pointed look.  He laughed.  “Well I have to make good on that escape 
first…so if you don’t mind I’m going to take my fair damsel and 
retreat to our castle now.”  I smiled.  “I don’t mind…have fun.” 

Esther arrived shortly there after in a pink Playboy bunny outfit…
complete with tail.  I almost died laughing.  “I told you they were 
evil…but did you listen?”  I said still chuckling.   She glared at 
me.  “I don’t know how they did it…one minuet I was in the dress I’d 
brought for this occasion…the next thing I know I’m being strapped 
into this get up and told that I have a surprise waiting for me at 
Guilty Pleasures…its not fair.”  

I nodded sympathetically, and then smiled conspiratorially.  “What 
say we get some revenge?”  I asked in a voice just a little above a 
whisper.  Gigs wasn’t standing all that far away and with her new 
kitty ears she could probably hear us anyway.  “Call me tomorrow and 
we’ll work something out I said jerking my head in Gig’s direction.”  
Esther nodded smiling evilly.  I started laughing again…I’m sorry but 
people wearing rabbit ears should never grin evilly.  

Just then the song “I put a spell on you started playing.”  I groaned 
when I looked up.  Pug…what the devil was he doing here…and whose 
idea of a joke was this.  Esther looked enraptured and I had to roll 
my eyes…a cute hinny and a pair of dimples could work wonders on the 
female mind…it was sad but true.  I lost her after about thirty 
seconds.   A small noise drew my attention to Gigs and Tamara…they 
were trading looks…at it again.  I just shook my head.  And they say 
that Luce is evil…riiight.

Not five minuets later I knew for a fact they were evil, when Jean-
Claude announced Death.  Tamara sat down in my lap rather suddenly 
and Savage Garden started playing…I knew the song…it was a rather 
good choice.  My mouth fell open when Edward started dancing and I 
know my eyes had to have glazed over.  I mean it was Edward…come on 
people…and he was slowly removing his clothing in time to music…
complete with weapons…fake ones…but I’d bet my life he had at least 
one real one stashed away somewhere…though there was only one place 
left to hid a gun when he was finished…and it was already pretty 
full.  

My toes were curled in my shoes…and I’d be picking splinters out from 
beneath my fingernails for weeks.  When Tamara…or maybe it was Gigs 
handed me a napkin I took it blindly.  My heart rate had tripled in 
less than ten seconds and I don’t think I’d taken a breath during his 
entire performance.  I sat back in my chair to just bask in the 
memory…and in some nice little fantasies.    

When Asher appeared on the stage though I sat bolt upright in my 
chair.  He wasn’t supposed to be here…he was supposed to be keeping 
Luce away from here…and if he was here that meant that Luce was here…
and how long exactly had Luce been here…and exactly how much trouble 
was I in?   Tamara seemed to be just as shocked as I was.  Big 
surprise there…I may not have physically tackled Edward…like I’d 
wanted to…unfortunately I’d had Tamara in my lap and Gigs holding me 
down by my shoulders, which were going to be bruised.  

Asher began his own little dance…and I noticed suddenly that his 
scars were back….it was strange…I hadn’t really thought about it…
Asher was Asher period end of sentence…scars or no scars he was 
beautiful.  Now though I realized that he’d been maintaining the 
illusion of them in public.  I knew why…to protect Kylie and the 
absorber…but I hadn’t really paid much attention to them.  

Then I realized something very important.  Seri and Chrys were here 
and they didn’t know about the scars…and Seri…she was going to be 
crushed…Chrys wouldn’t give a damn one way or the other, but Seri…she 
was in love with him…had been for ages.  

I went to rise the sat back down abruptly at the feel of a hand on my 
shoulder.  “Luce.” I said carefully not looking back.  I was really 
surprised when a laughing French voice replied. “Non bruns yuex  
monsuier Luce is not here…yet.”  I didn’t like the sound of that.  I 
looked up in time to see Asher leaving the stage with Gigs and 
Tamara.  My eyes flashed across the crowd and found Seri quick enough…
well I found her back…Chrys looked at me and shook her head.  I 
nodded at her and she followed her companion out of the club.

“I did no know that Seri would be present tonight.”  Jean-Claude said 
softly.  I looked up at him.  “If I’d known Asher was going to dance 
I wouldn’t have insisted she and Chrys attend.”  I replied.  He 
nodded.  I sighed.  This wasn’t exactly what I’d had in mind when I’d 
asked them to come.  He touched my shoulder again.  “It is your turn 
now.”  He said and directed my attention back to the stage.  

Luce was standing there…beautiful…the fulfillment of all my dreams…I 
still found it hard to believe that he wanted me…enough to marry me…
Gigs said it didn’t mean anything that he was notorious for not 
keeping his word.  Maybe…maybe she was right, maybe I was a fool to 
trust him with my heart…but I didn’t really have a choice…he had my 
heart whether I trusted him or not was a moot point.  I did trust 
with it though…I didn’t trust him not to trying and steal my soul if 
the opportunity presented itself…but I knew he’d keep my heart safe.  
Well I hoped he would anyways…but what woman is ever really truly 
certain about that?

It took a moment for the music to penetrate my thoughts.  I have 
really thick thoughts…not to say I’m thick headed though.   Hard 
headed I’ll admit to but I’m not all that dense.  Shock was the first 
emotion to hit me after I actually heard the music.  ‘I’m to 
sexy’….the next was pure and unadulterated glee.  I started laughing 
almost immediately and didn’t stop until it was over and he was 
standing in front of me glaring down at me.  

“What?”  I said innocently and started laughing again.  Looking over 
at Jean-Claude I stopped laughing long enough to demand “Tell me 
someone video taped that.”    Luce was still glaring silently down at 
me.  I looked up at him trying futilely to stop my 
laughter.  “Astoroth is never going to let you live this down.”  I 
managed to say very seriously before bursting out into another peal 
of laughter.   

I wiped tears from the corners of my eyes and looked up at him…he 
looked wounded.  I shook my head and stood up flinging my arms around 
him.  “God I love you.”  I whispered to him fiercely snuggling 
against him.  “And if I ever doubted that you love me…well we’ll have 
it on tape so you can remind me,” I said and started laughing again.