~Friends~
These are shoutouts to my friends.....you are
prolly
here somewhere if i talk to you....and their s/n's are next to their
names....
Somewhere between the procrastination and
the homework,
the nonstop forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other
complaining
about crushes, Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and
the "I
miss you's" the "I love you's" and the "What are
we doing
tonight's? Somewhere between all of the changing and growing
and Somewhere
between the classes and the skipping classes, the studying for tests
and the
pretending to study for tests and the downright NOT studying for tests I
forgot
I forgot what school was all about. Somewhere between all the
starbucks coffees
and Diet Cokes. Making plans then breaking plans, Appearing,
Disappearing,
then re-appearing I forgot, I forgot what it was like to cry I forgot that
pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy and that pretending to
be smart
doesn't make you smart I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear
of the future I forgot that you can't control falling in love and that you
can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love I learned that
it's ok to mess up an it's ok to ask for help and it's ok to feel like crap
I learned it's ok to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day
I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I
learned
that the greatest thing about high school and the working world isn't the
parties or the DRiNKiNG or the hook-ups It's the friendships which
means taking
chances I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the
things
which we most need to talk about I learned that time can't heal all things
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse it does but withthe
love and support of friends you survive I've learned that when you start
feeling
bad about losing touch those that Ive lost touch with are feeling
the
same way But basically I just learned that my friends Both old and new
Are
the most important people to me in the world. and without them I
wouldn't
be who I am today So this is a thank you to all of my friends for always
being
there. and even if we've lost touch I will ALWAYS love you
* M(sleepyfish3)~Okay, okay, so
your with
adam now....good luck honey.
*Adam(bullgut1)~ Dah-ling,
buddy of mine...what
a predictament...jeeze what to do...I'll leave it up to you...pick a
direction
to go and i shall follow...we'll end up in the cemetery anyway. :)
*
colin(jazzcaution)~Colin....perfect
guys do exist...you just aren't one of them! Quick, let's play the fork...i
mean the spoon game!!!!!! And harrass mr. bugle
* ang(svAquaGem)~ are you and
bre Still
together??? How cute.
* Ched(Sv Simple Plan)~ Dude chin up!
"Life
is shit" but you'll win eventually!!
* brYan(blsoccerplayer)~Jeeze are you back yet??? Please
talk to
me.....:(
* kristin(kclarinet1)~ okay, so the twits in english piss us all
off!!
just smile and be a bitch occasionally..they'll get the hint.
* Steph(s7487tiger)~You are
such a Slut...omg
if i were as big as a slut as you i'd have to be a prostitute...wait i think
they are all more innocent than you...
* Bova(bovaisbatman108)~okay, i didn't call you aaron!! haha
ne way...m
says ur a jerk, but u know...she hates everybody..good luck with the
insert
chick's namehere (like you need it) and batman kicks
ass...Duddddddddddddddddeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....you
going to icp...? (my new favorite question to ask because i never get to
go)
and good luck with Karma Kast
* LRF(disturbedfanlrf)~Thanks
for introducing
me to Eric Draven and the Crow...and all those good bands...Luv ya
hun...remeber
ya always. :) thanks
* Jess D.(nirvanagirl1987)~
Dude..bummer,
no classes..i like never talk to y ou anymore... :(
* All my Rainbow Peeps~ i'm traveling a bunch so i'll see u all
there
and hopes to see a bunch of you guys on tour...okay??
coolio..peace
That is all the friends i have so later ya'll and peace out.