"Hide away" November 18, 2005
December 19, 2005
I don't want you to see me
Because I'm so vulnerable.
All these bruises
Are scratching the surface
And I can't let them out.
I don't want to let you in
I might hurt someone again.
Don't touch me,
Please don't, I beg of you.
I could break apart.
The pieces can't be fixed this time.
So don't try anymore.
Let me hide away.
Inside my dark room
Where no one can touch my
Bleeding shattered soul.
Shards of glass
Scatter this bloody floor.
I can't seem to find the strength
To get up anymore.
I'm scratching my bruises lately
And I'm dying to get free.
Everything melts away
When you're touching my scars.
But don't touch me too much
Because I'm on the edge,
And it's about to break.
Just let me hide away.
Remembering was the easy part.
Forgetting is what kills me.
How did I go so long
Without feeling you there?
Just a kid.
Bright eyes looking for love.
But you loved me.
That's what you said.
Love last forever.
So does your memory.
A day on the playground.
Do you still remember me?
Like I still feel you?
Do my screams haunt yuor every sound?
Knees buried deep in dirt,
Did it make you hurt?
Tears down an innocent face,
How long did it take?
Were you suprised
That I couldn't even realize?
A part of my life locked away
Now I'll forever remember your taste.
Remembering you was easier
Than I could ever imagine.
Its forgetting you
That will be the death of me.