Rawr, my feelings are about as twisted and confused as my stomach. Well, Commode broke up with Anna, and he says that he's crazy about me. J's crazy about me too. Well, all I know is that one minute J and I are nearly dating and happily loving each other, and the next minute, I have a dream about Commode that changes everything. Rawr, it's so confusing. Then, he just sort of stays in my head. I've thought about him constantly for two whole days. Nothing but that. When I was on the phone with J, I thought about nothing except Commode and Anna. I was so distraught. I cried myself to sleep last night. I just feel so bad because I'm so confused. I don't know what I want, and it's scary. I mean, clearly J is more able to come see me, but Komodo is being completely honest and gave up Anna for me. J didn't give up anything for me except a stinky old girlfriend that he had for three years. He was looking for a reason to break up with her anyway. So, I fall for J really quick, and then here comes Commode. Then, I fall for him. My head is screaming "What the fuck is going on?! Make up your fucking mind!!!" Rawr, it's so confusing. The person that proves their love to me first will be the person I'm with. I hope. That seems to be the smart thing to do. That seems to be the right thing to do. That would be the ideal thing to do. The last thing I want to do is hurt Chris, and if he proves his feelings for me, I'm definitely going to stick by him. It's just gotta happen sort of soon, before J pulls me away. He's very demanding, he can, and he's going to try soon.