My Journal
July 3 2003
Ugh, I'm tired. Too much tattoo...ahhhh. Yes, everybody, I am in the Nova Scotia Tattoo again. Except this time I'm also in the fantasy scene. Go me. And my pass says I'm a tattoo dancer, doesn't that sound important??? haha. Tonight I wanna buy that pretty bowl that the Russians were selling. The Russians are seriously soo cool and funny. I need to bring in a camera sometime and get a pic of me with them. And of course pics of Kyle and Adam in kilts haha.
So yea, obviously school ended already. I'm on Honour Roll again. Go me. All my final marks except for History were in the 80's, I got a 77 in History. Mainly cuz I got an 84 first term, 66 second term and 80 on the exam. Meh. My mom took my report card and Honour Roll certificate, so if I can find it later or something I could post my marks. Okie dokie, so byebyez everybody.
~Sarah
argh ppl like to poke me and i don't know why. i remember how mike used to always poke me, but then he moved. and i never understood why he loved to poke me. maybe cuz i'd always poke back and we'd have a pokin war. same with one time before me and kyle were goin out we sat there for like an hour having a poking war. haha. but doesn't everyone do that?
today at lunch david came over. so he poked me. i poked back. he poked back. i poked back. burst into a poking war. we just sat there poking eachother. it was actually quite sad. and my arm started to hurt. my poor arm *rubs arm*. and we were doin that for quite a while which is the sadest part. then he left for a bit, but then came back. and the poking wars started again. it really was so sad. then he started squeezing my shoulder so i started squeezing his then after a while he's like "ooo that feels good." so i stopped and was like "ok, now entering the creepy zone." and then just when you thought i couldn't get any sadder, the wars started again. haha, eventually we stopped and then something about muscles came up so i flexed and said "oh yea! look at lil attempt at muscles!" so then he reached over and felt my arm and was like "oh yea, so strong!" so i started laughing. i mean, if you could see it, i have the tiniest barely there lump of a muscle. it's so sad. ME SO WEAK! OH YEA!
not much else happened at lunch. me and erika talked about writing resumes and finding a job. i'm tryin to write my resume now but it's not goin so good :P i dunno what i can put on it. all i can think of is volounteer experience at the Nova Scotia International Tattoo (the largest indoor show in the world! OH YEA), being on honour roll (average of 80 or higher), having been in french immersion and my music experience (5 yrs trumpet in school band, 1 yr piano, and gonna take 2nd yr voice). i added all that last one cuz employers seem to like ppl who are in band or play an instrument. my english teacher said she was hired for a job one time mainly cuz she played flute. so that's kindda good i guess, ppl seem to think french immersion and band students are really smart. and adding the honour roll also makes me sound smart. LOOKIE LOOKIE I SOUND SMART!!! HEHEHEHE anyway, so tomorrow, unless erika goes without me, we might go to this place where you find jobs and volunteer work. man i need a job.
me so poor.
me thinks that me thinks sounds funny.
how funny is it that in shakespeare's time ppl actually would say "me thinks"??? i think it's friggin funny. me thinks
me thinks
me thinks
me thinks
me thinks this is gettin LAME
byebyezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
~Sarah
June 9 2003
Gesh I gotta write in here more often. Gee gosh golly.
At least i learned today that my dad isn't THAT crazy. Cuz i was talkin to Greg and he was tellin me about this dude's dad who was way worse than my dad. He said the dude's dad was driving the 2 of them to school and this guy cut him off so then he followed him and was chasin him all through cow bay (hahaha isn't that such a funny name?? COW BAY) and then the guy stopped so the father got out and was yelling and at him, and just picture it the guy he's chasin is some 20 yr old guy and the father is like 45 fat and balding, so then the guy drove off and the father got back in the car was chasin him it's so funny. eventually they came to a sharp turn and since he was goin so fast the young guy ended up in the ditch. oh my this guy's just so crazy, so so so very happy my dad isn't like that. and then matt was tellin me some stories about the dude's dad, but wasn't as funny as this. greg said it was the funniest thing in the world cuz he was in the car. haha and OMG GREG ACTUALLY HEARD IF H.I.M.!!! YEA!! he's like one of the few ppl i know who've heard of them, he's never listened to them so i told him he should hear RAZORBLADE KISS infact everyone should. hehe
so then later at lunch nicole had crayons so i drew crayon portraits of a few ppl at the table. it was fun. i ended up makin shane look like the lead singer from the wallflowers haha. it's funny. diane and amanda look so bad though cuz they kept moving. i'm gonna put my drawing up here in a min so here's the link for ppl to seeeee CRAYONS!!!!! AHAHAHAHA so that was fun.
then i had to go to band and fail my playing exam, i did so bad it's not even funny. my teacher said i have the potential to be a really good musician so i said the other instruments i play and how i sing and he said i'd be really great at trumpet. so he asked if i enjoyed playing and i said not really and he said he could tell and that it's a shame cuz i'm really good. so then i left the class and talked to erika and sheldon cuz they were on 2nd lunch then. then i went to history and we watched gladiator. fuuuuun not.
not much else has happened lately really. kyle left for quebec on the weekend (it's a school trip and i went on it last year and it was soooooo FUN) so i won't see him till next week. Amanda's bday and a while back and i discovered that my fave board game is mall madness, i cannot get tired of that game. anyway i dunno what else to write so byebye.
~Sarah
April 28 2003
Ok, so me and Kyle are on a break. I've been pretty depessed lately, and I keep taking it out on him, and I'm even starting to doubt my feelings for him, so I figure I just need a break. I keep fighting with him, and I can tell it's hurting him so I wanna stop that. So we're taking a week off from eachother. If you read my gueatbook, you'll figure it out. Anyway, my mom needs the phone so i gotta go. byebyez
~Sarah
April 7 2003
Damn, trying to plan for university is hard. Gah. I got my form today for next years courses, and I've gotta try and figure out what courses I need to get into psychology. And it's confusing cuz I'm not sure what universities I wanna apply for and whether or not they consider it an Art of Science, cuz my math teacher said it depends on the university. So she said if it's a science i need advanced 11 and 12 math. And then today in an assembly they said for a science you also need Pre-Calculus and to be safe Calculus also. So i'm sure what i'm taking next year yet, I know i want Art but i don't think i'll have space for it....i'm not sure...I know i'm taking Advanced Math 11 and 12, English 11, Sociology 12 (maybe unless i'm not allowed, cuz the book said it depends), Canadian History 11, Art 11 (hopefully!!!) and I'm gonna need CLM/PAL...i'm not sure how they work yet....they only count as half credits so me and some friends think you go back and forth each day for one semester, so i guess they count as one course...and i also wanna take Biology 11.....it's all so confusing....
Yea, so that's what's been stuck in my mind for most of TODAY....hehe...the best part of today was goin to Kyle's and bakin cookies....yummy...peanut-butter with chocolate chips....and burnt black bottoms....hehe...welps i g2g, byebyez y'all! :P
~Sarah
March 16 2003
My March Break actually wasn't that bad! Saturday I was at Kyle's with Jon and Damien and we had that camera, basically what I wrote last time.
Then I did nothing on Sunday...mmm relaxation.....
then on Monday me and Nicole went up to Poplar and hung out with Adam and Amanda. It was kindda boring, but still fun. We played this game called Dirty Minds, it was pretty funny hehehehahaha.
Then Tuesday I did nothing again.
Then Wednesday, me Kyle and Jon went alllllll the way out to Timberlea. IT TOOK TWO FRIKKIN HOURS!!! AHHH!! DAMIEN BE HAPPY I WENT ALL THAT WAY TO SEE YOU!!! So we went there and hung out, I had a cough and sore throat so my voice was screwed and I lost it a few times and was poppin halls all day, kindda like now. And Damien had this guitar he was gonna sell and I kept sayin he should give it to me, so by time we left he said i could borrow it, but that next time he comes to Cole Harbour he's takin it back. Well, borrowin is better than nothin!!
So then Thursday I expected not to see anyone and to relaaax again, until suddenly Kyle, Jon and Damien showed up at my door. So then Damien's like "I here, I want my guitar back" so i started yellin "noooo noooo" then he said "just kidding, you can keep it" so i started jumping around and everything. hehe i was so happy. I gots an electric guitar for freeeee. ahhh the joys of havin ppl like you....they give you stuff :P so they were over for a while then left.
Friday Kyle came over cuz he was leaving Saturday for B.C., i was supposed to go to his house but since i had a sinus cold and sore throat, he came over here. So he stayed a while then my aunt and oma (dutch for grandma) came over. So then Saturday I did nothing, Kyle left for B.C. and my aunt and mom left for Alberta. And then once again today I did nothing...
I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Sarah
March 8 2003
Hmm y'know what's kindda odd? Hangin out all day with 3 guys that like you! haha! So yea, today Kyle, Damien and Jon came over, so after i finished washing dishes we went back to Kyle's. So since Kyle had borrowed Mitchell's camera we made a lil video. It wasn't about anything, just us hangin out and me jumpin all around cuz I was hyper. Haha! It was pretty fun! Jon and Damien had the camera most of the time and it was disturbing, we're watching it after (me and Kyle were cuz Jon and Damien had to go home) and soooooo many times it like zoomed in on my ass!!! AHHHHH!! I FEEL SO VIOLATED!!! Ugh, those stupid arses! hmpf! But other than all the close-ups of me, it was a pretty funny vid, and a pretty fun day.
So after Damien and Jon left and me and Kyle went and ordered some pizza, yumyum, and watched TV. It was fun.
Ugh, I can't believe they kept focusin on my ass, and then once Jon was zoomin in on my chest! UGH! It's so disgusting...what losers....
~Sarah
Feb. 28 2003
I made Honours List! YAAAY! I feel so smart! My average is 89% oh yea! heh, and I thought it was 86% for the longest time, then I found out you only use your 3 highest class marks. So on Wednesday I gotta go to the Honours Night. I'm so happy. Nicole, Amanda, Megan, Patrick and me are on Honours List and Erika, Mark and Melanie are on Principals List. So i was so happy today about this, but of course my dad doesn't think it's good enough! geez! Will ANYTHING ever be GOOD ENOUGH for him???? Not unless it's perfect. So he says this semseter I better get on Principals List. I almost got on it this time, my average is 89% cuz it's 88.6666666, and you need at least 89.5% to get on the Principal's List. Me so smaaaart.
so since today was Winter Carnival, we didn't do much. We got the afternoon off so me, Erika, Nicole, Amanda and Patrick went to Adam's. When we got there we kept gloatin about bein on Honours and Principals and how he ISN'T. Neither is Diane and Sheldon. Hehehe. So we hung out tehre for a while, then went to Amanda's, and then to Mitchell's. And when Erika phoned Mitchell, Kyle was at his house so I talked to him a bit, and he thinks I'm still mad at him and don't believe he's sorry. Since Damien told him I kissed (I DID NOT) and Kyle didn't believe me when I said I didn't, I got soooo mad at him. I'm not that mad anymore, and I do believe he's sorry, but he thinks I don't. He must;ve heard me wrong since everyone was talkin while i was on the phone.
So when Mitchell came to Amanda's, he brought this video him Jon and Kyle made before he came up (Jon and Kyle had to go home so they didn't come) and it was soooo funny. I wanted to make a movie, but he lent Jon his camera, stupid Mitchell. So we watched their movie and it was the funniest thing. hahaha, they looked like such losers! :P So a while after that, me, Erika and Nicole went to Mitchell's for a while then went home.
So that was my iiiiinteresting day.....hmpf!....I wish I was exciting.....I also wish I could dance like the dancers at my school and the assembly today (THEY WERE SO GOOD!)....and i really wish i could beatbox....i dunno why, i just do....
~Sarah
Feb. 14 2003
Welps, today was Valentine's Day. School was cancelled *yay* so I got to stay at home and relaaax. So it's all good. I went out around noon and bought Kyle a card and chocolates. Omg, it took FOREVER to find him a damn card! GAH! So then right after I went to his house and we watch My Big Fat Greek Wedding. My parents saw it and said it was really good and all the reviews and everything said it was sooo good. But we watched and, well, it wasn't that good. I expected more from what everyone had said. I mean, it was ok, but it wasn't the BEST movie. I didn't even find it all that funny, some parts were, but not as many as I expected. So basically I didn't really like the movie.
So then Kyle ordered pizza and we got donair pizza since that's my fave! Yumyum! Oh yeah, and Kyle gave me a bag of Hershey's Kisses and a lil rabbit ordament that was like a cupid bunny. It's so cute. So we ate pizza (and I ate so much chocolate) and we watched TV. Then after a while Kyle went upstairs and got foot massage oil and he was massaging my feet, of course I'm thinking *score!* but at first I was all ticklish and kept laughing. I dunno why, but sometimes I get ticklish and other times I'm not. So then after a while I controled it and he gave me nice foot massages. Then he gave me a back massage. He's so sweet. Then he decided 'Hey, I'm gonna tickle her, and it'll be unfair cuz I'm alot stronger than her so she can't get away' so then he was evil. So I was there screaming and laughing and couldn't get away. Arrrgh. In that moment I realised if he wanted to rape me he'd be able to. It's a bad realisation, but it's true. But I have no worries, cuz I know he'd never do that.
Anyway, it was a pretty good Valentine's Day. I had fun. I just hope everyone else had fun today. I think everyone should enjoy Valentine's Day even if you're not with someone. It's a happy day, and you don't need to be with someone to be happy. So, yeah...Welps, I got nothing else to say at the moment so byebyez
~Sarah
Feb. 11 2003
School was cancelled today. Score! Cuz we had a big snow storm last night. So Kyle called this morning, and we talked for a while and he said he was in the mood for shopping, which is soo wierd cuz he HATES shopping. So we went to the mall. I was gonna buy this awesome black studded choker, but then his mom called and said she was there to pick us up. So we left and I didn't get anything, even though i actually had MONEY for once. Funny how that works.
Welps it's snowing again, it's been snowing alot lately. There's so much snow outside. I really hope it snows alot and school's cancelled again TOMORROW. hehehe. I could go shopping agian for longer than just an hour (Kyle's parents picked us up early) and i could actually buy stuff. Yay. Well, I'm gonna go since there's nothin else to write. byebyez
~Sarah
Feb. 10 2003
Nothing too exciting happened today. We finished watching Shakespeare In Love in English class today. So i changed my msn name to a quote from the movie..."He knew! I saw him kiss her boobies!" ahh, it's all funny.
On Saturday Kyle said he was gonna come over today. He said he'll bring his pics from camp and his foot massage stuff. He wants to massage my feet :D what more could a girl want in a guy? He was probably just jokin about that though, but he better remember to bring his pics!!!
Man i gotta go to the Black Market sometime soon. I wanna see what belly-dance things they have there, i need to make myself a costume. It'll be sooo gosh darn pretty. hehehe. Well taht's all there is today so far. Byebyez!
~Sarah