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Fuck the World

Wednesday, 28 January 2004

Fuck the World Part 1
Well, its time truth be told about my life, and its gonna hurt myself and just about everyone else, but its gotta come off.

I find myself in the middle of a dead end job, a college where I'm surrounded by stupid people, and a life I can't be happy with at all. What happened to the days when I could sit around, play with my legos, have perfect faith in the all mighty god and not give a damn about the world? I find myself in a tough situation, because I flirt with girls under 14, and I wanna date my best friends girlfriend.

Yea kt, I said it.... i do... and a lot of times I kinda wish you and Nick would break up, but then I just realize that even if yall did, it wouldn't do me a damn bit of good b/c Nick is my friend, and I can't do that to him.

Now onto my flirtation, in the past 24 hours, i have flirted with 4 girls ranging in age from 12 - 14. I'm a sad, pathetic little piece of shit who needs to get the fuck out of his parents house and get a damn life. I really sometimes feel as if I'm in a dumbass lifetime movie, and everything that can fucking go wrong does.

And then there are the reasons I'm mad with myself. I'm so god damned complacent. Anything anybody says, 99% of the time, I agree with it, just b/c i don't wanna argue. Thats pretty damned weak. I let peeps walk all over me b/c its better than confrontation, and thats really a stupid way to live life, but the more i want to change, the more i keep walking into an invisible wall of shit that life keeps putting on me

Excuse me while I go masturbate, b/c afterall, i have nothing better to do.

Posted by weird2/hyakuhei at 10:02 PM EST
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