June Rain Storms
by Tablynvan

DISCLAIMER: "All I Want Is You" belongs to U2.

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold


-Last night as I tried to fall sleep but found myself listening to the rain pounding on the window instead. We haven’t had a storm like this in months. The plants really need it though, everything was become so dry and lifeless. I wish the rain would cleanse my soul, wipe my slate clean. For all the sins I have created but mainly for the one said today.

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you


-If I could have any wish in the world it would be to take those words back, I didn’t mean it. Or perhaps I did just it wasn’t suppose to be like that! We would end this like we had started. Beautifully, together and in full agreement.

You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night


-I instead felt you dying words screaming out of your mouth while the silent tears followed. I wanted to hold you so tightly, but you won’t let me near. I was a jerk who exploded in the heat of the moment. And I’m sorry.

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you


-The drive home I am always alone, tonight it was a different kind of alone. The kind that I felt my heart was missing. Not in the oh I’m in love! feeling, but the opposite, the worst feeling there is. Are you feeling that way?

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night


-The look in your eyes as I left were never as cold and harsh before. Without speaking you were killing me. The rain is coming down harder now, full of anger and pain. No longer gentle and soothing to the earth. Pounding it’s frustrations out it seems.

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold


-I have beat myself up so bad on the inside that I can barely stand. Only if my pain showed on the outside more, than you could see the reality of how I felt. And you’d forgive me.

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you


-But you want me? After you have seen how I become? If I only I hadn’t said, if you only hadn’t done that. Oh I could go on for hours and nothing would change, so why waste my time?

You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...


-In time I will ask forgiveness, in time I will pray for your mercy, like I’m praying to God right now to take away your pain. Reality is hidden from me, I can’t face it. For now I just want to know everything is ok and will be fine in time.