The Voices: A few of you have heard about this, a few haven't. But for you that don't know, I will occasionally hear things/people talking to me in my head. They went away for a little while, and they are slowly making a reemergence. These people have gone from complete nonexistant, to me, to God himself. They haven't told me to do anything, yet. Mainly, they have just talked to me. They may argue philosophy with me, which is a trip into my inner mind. Other times they'll yell at me. I don't mean I'm hearing someone right next to me yelling, but I'm finding words forming, and if they were real people talking they'd be yelling. When I'm being yelled a it's usually not good stuff. The voice will tell me whatever it can to bring me down, to make me feel like I'm worthless.

Mental Images: I used to have images coming to mind, unbidden, and really scary. Usually they will involve an illegal activity, mostly violenve, and a few on theft. But I would be sitting there and looking at a good friend, who I wish no harm on, and I'd see the image, like a video playing in my head. I'd grab some blunt object and attack them, making them bloody. And then it'd go away. It was really fucked up, and would come sitting at a house, in the car, at a store...and theyd come and go... I've had very few lately. Mainly I've felt the motions, because yes, with these images I could feel myself moving into action. But recently I've only felt the sudden jerk, and no images.

Random Movement: Here's one that really fucks with you. I'll be doing anything and this will happen. But it will feel as if I am moving in a random direction. I can feel like I'm moving a million miles an hour up, down, left, right. Usually its down, and only has the discomfort of an elevator lurching.

Dreams that will make me wake up with the feeling that something dreadful happened and wanting to cry for said thing. But I can't remember what it was.

My memory will have problems remembering something from yesterday. I don't know what I ate, what I did, said, whom I talked to, and so on. It's a real bother.

I'm sure there will be other things here, but right now, I'm kinda tired folks, and I wanna sleep. I don't want to remember this world with its cruel cruel ways.