My Poems

Here are sum of my poems! I startin writin poetry I think in 8th grade! Thanks to Mr. LaSala. Hope ya enjoy

Here's my MOST recent poem..

Change Of Heart

I thought I had everything figured out.
My life was going great, without a doubt.
Until the day i fell for you, and in my heart i knew.
There is nothing i can do, i am so in love with you.

You're not at all like the other guys.
All they would do is tell me lies.
"I love you more than anything" they'd say.
Then they'd ditch me leaving my heart to pay.

And though the days will come and go
My love will only grow and grow
I want to be with you for all time.
Live with me and forever be mine.

Here's one of my latest poems..it's kind of a depressing one.

"No One"

I sit and cry when im alone
cause I have no one to call my own.
no one to hold me when i cry
and no one to miss me when i die.

No one to tell me "i love you"
Or make me laugh when I feel blue
no one to keep me warm in the cold
no one who'll lend a hand to hold.

No one to kiss me in the rain.
No one to help me ease my pain
no one to hold me close at night
no one there to make things right.

I have no one to make me smile
no one to make my life worthwhile
No one to make my heart feel whole
No one for me, not a single soul.

"So Alone"

Im scared to be alone
from the dark and the cold.
Im scared to be alone
no one there to have and to hold

Im scared to be alone
all by myself in the night
Im scared to be alone
No one here, so full of fright.

"Broken Hearted"

This was about my first bf Jon

One fine day when I met you
My painful days were no longer blue
You brightened up my lonely days
For those true days the memory stays.

You treated me like no one had
When you left me I was sad
You wanted to stay and be with me
But to Europe, you had to flee...

I was soo worried were you okay?
I still kinda feel that way today.
You came back and treated me so cold.
You’d love me forever I was told.

I felt like dirt
My poor heart hurt
I loved you though
Now I still don’t know

Hope we can see eachother more
You, the one I’ve waited for.
Please dont hurt me anymore.
You, the one I adore.

"Day After Day"

I live my life day after day
Things arent good enough you say
It’s not perfect. Its not the best
I am no better than the rest

I tried my best to do it good
I thought that in my mind I could
All you did....was complain
Your bitchin’s driving me insane.

I cant take it. anymore
I’ll run inside and lock the door.
I’ll hide away and start to cry.
Will you be sorry when I die?

It wasnt good enough you say.
I did it better yesterday.
I’m not the best, not good enough
You even said my life was tough.

You go right through the words you say.
I lived my life.. day after day.

"Forever A Friend"

You are such a good friend
I can talk to you about anything at all
When I want to go and I don’t succeed
You’re right there to catch my fall

You are such a good guy
I love you to death
When I am under troubled waters
You’re my only breath

If I were without you I wouldnt make it
You are the reason I am here
I wake up to see you everyday
Not seeing you is my only fear

Thank you for your friendship
I couldn’t trust anyone but you
You are always around
If you weren’t here what would i do?

"Heartache"

I wrote this for the only guy I ever loved..you know who it is people..

From the moment we touched I knew it was true
When you looked into my eyes and said I love you
We were together everyday and every minute
I couldn’t live my life without you in it.

Then things got rough and you pushed me away
When you wouldn’t talk,our love went a stray
When you broke up with me I wanted to die
I realized our love was a fucking lie!

You went out with my bestfriend 6 days later.
You told me you wouldn’t you fucking traitor.
You hurt me more than anything ever
I thought for sure we’d be together forever

I guess I was right about you but thats okay
Because I’ll find someone way better someday
When you left me, I was all alone
You’re such an ass, I shouldve known.

"I Love You"

I love you more with every breath
I love you more with every heartbeat
I love you more with every smile
I love you more with every touch

I love you more with every hug
I love you more with every kiss
I love you more with every glance
I love you more with every dance.

"I'm Sorry"

I’m sorry I started liking you
I’m sorry you made me feel blue
I’m sorry you made me cry
I’m sorry we said goodbye

I’m sorry I wasted my feelings on you
I’m sorry but I didn’t mean to
I’m sorry it happened to us
I’m sorry I’m making a fuss

I’m sorry I’m wasting my tears
I’m sorry crying all those years
I’m sorry you don’t like me too
I’m sorry I told you I liked you

I’m sorry I can feel for you
I’m sorry you don’t do you?
I’m sorry you are a waste of feelings
I’m sorry I cry to the ceilings

I’m sorry I think of you
I’m sorry there’s nothing else to do
I’m sorry you don’t feel the same
I’m sorry I lost this game.

"In your arms"

In your arms
I feel I can face the world
In your arms
I know I’m your girl

In your arms
You keep me safe and warm
In your arms
You protect me from harm

In your arms
I know how much you love me
In your arms
Happiness is all I see.

"Loneliness"

I feel it when im alone at night
I feel it when no one is near me
I feel it when you say goodbye
I feel it when you leave

Loneliness

"Lonely Nights"

Since we left I feel the pain
Remember our long walks in the rain?
After all the light you gave, I sighed.
Now its all darkness, the light has died

I miss your laugh and your smile
Can’t I see you for a little while?
Just to hold your hand..
Despite this far away land.

To hold you in my arms
I won’t do you any harm
Just to say that I love you
Just to smile the way you do.

I love you.

"One and Only" (For Jaime Lee Voodre)

I met you one day years ago
Your smiling face touched me so
You were the sister I waited so long for
My mom had said about kids she’d have no more

My hopes were gone of having a sister
I wish for once I would’ve just kissed her
She was there when I needed advice
She was unlike my step-brother she was actually nice

I never had the guts to tell her how I really did feel
That dreadful night I still can’t believe was real
She will always be my shining star in the heavens above
I just wish I would have told her about my love

Sure like any other sister she got into trouble
But If I had to choose I would have had double
She was the best a girl could’ve had
When she passed on I was far more than mad

Why the only one I had?
I loved her very much like I would love my dad
My sister I will never forget her
That dreadful night is still a blur

Jaime Lee Voodre I love you
I hope that you would say you do too
I never told you but I do
I could’ve never had a sister better than you

Never forget the times we had
Even the bad ones and the ones that were sad
Rest in peace let god do his work
Why did your brother have to be such a jerk?

He didn’t care about you like I did
Even though he was your mom’s kid
I was just a step sister not real
To me this was just like the real deal

Jaime I’ll miss you forever
I will not forget your life, no never
So wait for me when I die
then we can live in eternity in the sky!

In Loving Memory Of Jaime Lee Voodre
12-25-81--08-30-97

"Sadness"

Im so sick of you
All the pain you put me through.
You lie and smile right in my face.
Help me get away from this place.

You think its cool to treat me bad.
Really you’re just making me mad.
How can you stand to make me cry?
I feel like shit when you walk by.

"Separated"

So far apart we sit and stare.
Into a million miles of restless air.
So far away we whisper in the night.
But in both places the moon is bright.

So alone as we sit down and cry.
It seems so slow that the days pass by.
So lonely as we sing our songs of sadness.
The songs that were once filled with gladness.

So empty of love that we once had shared.
No longer will our happiness together be bared.
So sad because I’m not there embracing you.
But I remember the things we used to do.

So far apart.
So far away.
So alone.
So lonely.
So empty.
So sad.

Are you worth all of this?

I tried to write a pop song once.. kinda reminds me of Dream.. Have fun with this hehe

"So Through"

Oh Baby please tell me why.
Everytime we talk you lie.
Don’t you think I dont know you
Sneakin around doing the things you do.

Baby please stop playin me
I’m not the only girl you see
I thought you were different, I guess I was wrong
So the only thing to do is sing this song.

Chorus:
Oh baby.. why why.. do you have to.. lie lie
saying words right to my face.. lookin into outer space
i never loved no guy like you (yeah)
but me n u.. we’re so through

Baby no matter what you do.
You cant keep me lovin you
After all you’ve done to me
I think it’s time to set you free

I finally found somebody new
And he’s not at all like you
I think I know the thing to do
So.. me n u are.. SO THROUGH!

"The Agony of Lies"

All you do is make me cry
As I sit here, I want to die
You make me sad inside my heart.
You’re tearing my whole life apart.

Why do you tell me its done.
This love rollercoaster isn’t fun.
You lie to me everyday.
How do I know you’re not today?

You make me sick inside.
I want to run and hide.
Far Away from all your lies.
Oh if you could hear my cries.

But oh no you don’t care.
This is way too much to bare.
I want to end it all right now.
Only question is...how?

Should I shoot myself in the head?
Blood all over..I’d be dead.
Simple is that..I’d die.
Then no more to me you’d lie.

Suicide isn’t right.
Only for me..it ended the fight.
No more friends to ease the pain.
Some say...I went insane.

"Understanding"

Deep down in the dark depths of my doom
No one understands my pain
I’m but a bleeding finger punctured with grief
no one understands my pain.

I’m loved as though a rose loves a thorn
no one understands my pain
my feelings dont matter to a single soul
no one understands my pain

Useless tears I cry from my own eyes
no understands my pain
Every glance pierces my heart with a thousand knives
no one understands my pain

"Without You"

When I’m crying
You wipe the tears away
When I feel like dying
You tell me it’s okay

When I’m sad
You comfort me
When I’m blinded
You help me see

When I’m sleeping
You’re in my dreams
Everywhere I go
You’re there it seems.

All those hard times
You helped me through
Without you with me
What would I do?

"With You"

When you smile I melt inside.
When you’re gone, I run and hide.
You keep me safe from the dark and cold.
When you were born, god broke the mold.

When I am sad, you comfort me.
In a crowded room, you’re all I see.
Just the touch of your hand tells me its okay.
My heart beats faster with every word you say.

When you’re gone I sit and cry.
Why you’re so perfect, I wonder why.
I’ve never felt like this before.
Everyday..I like you more.

All my life I’ve searched for love.
My theory is you were sent from above.
Forever with you is where I want to be.
To live your life, together with me.

"Would You?"

Would you comfort me if I was crying?
Would you cure me if I was dying?
Would you kiss me if I kissed you?
Would you lie like most people do?

Would you break my heart in two?
Would you ever make me feel blue?
Would you sing to me if I asked you?
Would you make me dinner too?

Would you say sorry if you hurt me?
Would you open my eyes so I could see?
Would you carry me if I couldn’t walk?
Would you speak for me if I couldn’t talk?

Would you smile for me?
Would you tell me what I’m gonna be?
Would you help me find my way?
Would you ask god. What did he say?

Would you die for me?
Would you cry for me?
Would you leave me here?
Would you place in me fear?

Would you go?
Would you miss me so?
Would you say bye?
When it’s my time to die?

"You"

You make me feel whole.
You lift up my soul.
You make my heart sing
So much joyness you bring

You fill me with cheer
I can’t wait til next year
I get to see you.
So many things we’ll do

I hope we stay together forever
You and me forever and ever.

That's all for now Folks! Hope ya liked!

HoMe