~Loneliness~

~What it Means to Me~

Loneliness is like a state you are in when you seem lost to the world... You just want some love in your life. You just stare at some things and move towards them slowly. Your inner core of your soul is sad. It’s like you loose all senses and you sometimes have to cry yourself to sleep, or mope around the house, feeling depressed.

Loneliness is like a silver bullet going nowhere... It’s like reality is disinergrated yet it is there, just hidden in the depths of your soul... Your inner soul is crying out in need of a friend or love from your family. At times you may seem to wonder why you’re alive and not a spirit because of your loneliness... You may seem to think that you are a failure, which puts you in a lonely state of mind, when you seem to have no-one to turn to...

~Courage~

~What it Means to Me~

Courage is trying to find your inner strength to say whats on your mind...

Courage is like trying to achieve the strength to either talk to someone who isn’t as shy as yourself, or, even stand up for one’s self... Otherwise saying, don’t let people walk all over you... If you know you should get a break, then ask while you can; don’t just expect to receive one. Don’t let others boss you around, or intimidate you for any reason. Just have courage to be yourself!

Also, taking courage to do what’s right is one of the most hardest things to do in life. To follow someone else’s lead just to be popular is squirmiest, because most likely you’ll want to fit in and be liked by everyone. You know, though, after awhile of recognizing that you don’t like the way their minds work or the way they do certain things, you’ll get a ringing in your sub conscience telling what’z right and what’z wrong. It’ll seem as though your brain is on fire, shooting different thoughts towards your "friends" when you’ll finally get the courage to start making newer, more like you friends... Cuz your true friends will almost guaranteed stick by you, no matter what.

To think if you still were in that "clique" mode, you would’ve hated someone when you really loved them just cuz someone who was popular didn’t like that particular person or person’s... It’d take courage for you to like that particular person still. It’d be like your sub-conscience mind was telling you ‘You know what’z the difference between right and wrong... Follow your own heart, don’t let anyone else steal your precious soul away from you.’

It takes courage, sometimes, even to look people directly in the eye, and talk normally, and at the same time, intellectually.

~Beauty~

~What it Means to Me~

Beauty is your inner soul’s personality which often comes out in the way you seem to act like. Whethereas you’re hyper, caring, or serious, you have your inner strengths of a person who cherishes certain things...

Beauty is on the inside... Like, if you are a creative person who likes to write, you write lots. If you think that wearing troll tights and a purple skirt with an orange sweater is cool, then, by golly it is. As long as it fits your style, and no-one else’s...

~Confusion~

~What it Means to Me~

Confusion is an easy thing to get... All you have to do is have too many questions with many of them being unanswered...

Some people may be confused to as why they are here on earth, rather than be an animal roaming free in the pride lands, or a beautiful plant or flower springing up towards the vibrantly colored sky? They might be confused to where are they supposed to go... Which path should they follow down the long and seemingly endless road towards their career?

Plus, don’t forget love... It’s easy to be confused if you get asked to get married, and you haven’t found out who you are, or where you wanna go in life... but if you truly love that particular person, then it’s hard to decide which you want more...

~Freedom~

~What it Means to Me~

To be free, is to be in solitude with yourself, and your surroundings. Freedom doesn’t come hand in hand... You have to work for it...

Sometimes your mind is filled with guilt that perhaps was built up and suddenly let out to let your true side come out to be free. Sometimes it’s an awful thing, but usually you can get past your weakness to confessing and finally trying to find peace... Even if it’s behind bars...

For example, On Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Faith (another slayer) had once been good, then turned evil after she accidentally killed a person instead of a vampire...

She had a fight with Buffy, trying to pin the blame on Buffy...

Later on, Faith switched bodies with Buffy, screwing everything up with Buffy’s new boyfriend, and plus killed a couple of people along the way...

Then she found Angel... She fought with Angel, physically... Then she asked to be free from all of her guilt by crying and screaming, shouting maniacally, "no one can take me..." She kept going at angel till she slowed down and was frantic... Angel just kind of nudged her into his grasp, holding her tightly, telling her everything would be all right...

By then she was going insane. She felt so lost, as though her soul were gone. It hepled to have someone to cry on... She felt torn that she hurt the one person who went out of her way to try to be civil towards her, and she just treated her badly in return... She concluded that she screwed up everything with Buffy. She turned herslf into jail, trying to find peace within herself ...

Freedom also means going places by yourself without having to worry about getting mugged, shot, raped, or any kind of torturous kind of activity... Which, in this world, in today’s time, is awfully difficult. There is too much freedom in some places, it seems... Like for people to easily get joints and get kegs of beer and be underage, is freedom for them, but for people who don’t wanna get into a car accident or be around people who smoke? It is ludacris...That is way too much freedom...

Then in some places there isn’t enough freedom. Like, in school, you have to have bathroom and hall passes... Just to use the bathroom is stupid. Like they can’t trust no one.

There are lots of different kinds of good and bad freedom...

the good is finally live up to your own expectations and don’t care what people think of you. Be free with what you do, who you are and what you want to be...

Don’t be like other people who judge you... for you could loose your freedom of living life to the fullest, by letting others fuel your bad mood. Don’t be afraid to be yourself, laugh more often and smile... Don’t forget to be free of who you like... it takes guts to like someone who a lot of people hate just cuz people can be judgemental and soemtimes can’t appreciate true raw and soulful talent...