Why does the torment still linger?
Even though you're gone, You still
bring the pain. I don't understand
how you climbed the walls, and
crushed them down like they
were nothing. The walls that were
built to protect me. And you;
of all people, how could you have
been the one to cause me so
much harm and feel so much
love at the same time? You possess
a sense of warmth and happiness,
and when I'm around you- I feel it.
If you don't feel the same, does
that make what I feel false happiness?
Who knows? I don't guess I ever
will. Understanding you, is like
trying to grow a rose bush or
a sand slab.