The feeling of betrayal circles me. The
sad part is that it comes from people
so dear. People I hold so close to my
heart. I don't think they know my
anguish. They don't comprehend they
meaning of boundries. I know it is
the duty of friends to look out
for each other, but only to a
certain extent. You have to learn
from your mistakes. That's the way
God intended it. Otherwise, he would
have made everyone perfect. Everyone
thinks they know what's best for
me, but do they? Maybe they knokw
what's best for them and portray it as
concert for me. Who are they looking
out for, me or themselves? It's kinda
like I'm not good enough for them. I'm
good enough for me and that's all that
matters. I'm trying to do what's best for me,
but obviously you don't think so. I'm
sorry for not being perfect. Let me learn from
my own mistakes, it's how I learn.