" Accidental Suicide "

Silence surrounds but noises still drift
My mind goes blank, I look as you shift

Engulfed by beings who don't make a peep
Stillness not broken, for you are asleep

Not wanting to wake you, but afraid of alone
My mind starts to wonder, sends chills to the bone.

Imagination thats awful, curiosity that kills
I don't know what to do, I'll just take some pills

The box says take two, so I'll only take four
Not falling asleep, I go take five more.

Delusions and visions now flood my mind
If I could just go to sleep...It would all be just fine

Go to the box, what does it say to do?
This time I decide I'll only take two

Eleven is my total...I think that's too much
Who knew his could happen? The pills were my crutch!

I just wanted to sleep...what can I say
My eyelids get heavy as night goes to day

I fall asleep finally BUT FOREVER IS TOO LONG!
I wake up in hell NOT where I belong... :(