The God Of Me

People flip too much, if you think about it, when they see someone who is different from them. I have been noticing this. If your walking down the road dressed all gothic and ask someone for 50 cents for a phone call, 9/10 trys you will fail. But then you see some preppy little bitch going around asking for money for a phone call and there getting bags of cash from people 9/10. Its real messed up. Personally I would not trust a prep over a goth, goths are easier to talk to and cooler and stuff. I would end up donating blood to a gothic person before even looking at a prep. What is it with girls and thinking that I am going to go out with them and then dump them? Damn... just because I went out with alot of people last year means nothing. The only reason I went out with a lot for so little time was because I was tryin to find the better girls, not the slutty or losers. Almost everone I went out with was way different than how they actually acted. This year the same thing will most likely happen too, lots of girls in little time. But I dont care, Im just looking for the right ones, not some nappy assed bitches that some guys call hot and stuff. Why is it that people think I am a fucking druggie!?!?!?!?!? Damn just because I used to act like it and look like it DOES NOT mean that I have. And then the people who asked me if I was or not wouldnt believe that I didnt and kept telling me that I was and stuff, and I think that I would know. I have never even seen anything you can smoke other than a ciggerette in person (ohh and I dont smoke either). Sex!? I really think thats low when girls think I have had sex, I HAVE NOT EVER had sex. Girls like Alyssa Anderson and her friends believe that I have had sex and wont think any different about it, and thats just messed. Why do they think that anyways? huh? jeez. If you tell someone something shouldnt you be able to trust them not to tell anyone else about it regardless of whether or not you told them they can tell people? I guess Nico doesnt understand that.. damn little bitch. *grr* I told him the girl I liked and said that she already knew I liked her so that he wouldnt tell her. So you know what he did? He walked up too her and told her. And when I was told this by Tommy I asked Nico about it and he was like " I didnt think it mattered because she already knew". Thats so fucking lame. Mime Story I feel trapped as if there is nowhere to go, like being a mime trapped in a box, being able to see the world around me clearly, but as I step forward to exit, something holds me back making me not go any further. I try in all directions looking for a way out. Now, as I lie here thinking, the walls become visible and I cannot see the world anymore. I look up because I heard a sound, and I realize that the ceiling is still translucent, meaning that I might have a way out. I stare and stare at the hole until something miraculous happens; a rope lowers down to me. I grab for the rope, sighing with relief for I am almost out. Just as my hand grasps the rope, it changes. The rope is no longer there, and now in place of the rope is a never-ending liquid that is filling up the box. Tears burn down my cheeks as I search for a way out. I realize I might be able to swim up to the top, but all hope fails when I find my feet are unable to leave the ground, as if being held by the same force that held me in the box. Then, I drown, loosing all life and love. I then open up my eyes and realize that my life is too full of emotion.

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