I dont like me
Mood:  not sure
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POOOP!

Angry w/ alvin
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I dont think ive been this angry w/ a church friend before, but today was a new record. alvin's really the best person I knw though, and i would never give up our friendship easy. I think he is the person i love most in the world.

im terrified though.

joan and jon were both in that same position to me.

but they are both gone now. will alvin be gone in a year too?

i wont let that happen again. he's my best friend. i love him.

man, i am so tired of kayte and alvin flirting.

he hardcore keeps choosing her over me, and that pisses me off even if we are just friends.

bros before hoes? fuck that, u liar.

too bad i love him more than i can be angry w/ him.

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AHHHH! WHY DOES EVERYTHING PLAGUE ME?

LIFE SUCKS!
I HATE BEING FORCED TO DO THINGS ITS QUITE POSSIBLY THE WORST THING I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH BUT I WILL SUFFER THROUGH WHATEVER I HAVE TO TO HAVE MY WAY. lIFE SUCKS