Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Mood:  irritated
Topic: background info
I am working myself ragged trying to procure a permanent position at my seasonal job at Michael's. I love it! The pay sucks, but I need a job, any job at this point and I do really love it. When I get home I have to deal with the boys complaining about Jay bullying them about housework, as if it's his place to tell them anything! My church is going to help the boys and I find a cheaper place. This is a 4 bd/2 bth house. We only need a 2 bd apt. If Jay won't leave, we will move out from under him! I have told him to start looking for a place to live, 'cause it won't be with me. He ignores me. He always does. I tell him that we are over. He is just an unwanted roommate now. I tell everyone we know that by year's end I'll be rid of him. They all cheer

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Too Much To Handle!
Topic: background info
My alcoholic boyfriend,Jay,is making me nuts.He works AND plays at our bar; the L & M Firehouse. He is there practically 24/7 and is always lying to me to get my car to go there. He keeps me up all night snoring 'cause he is so drunk. He spends all his money; and I mean ALL, on drinks and cigarettes. He will not leave my house! I have broken up with him, kicked him out, told him I hate him. He breaks back in. He has no pride. He doesn't love me or he'd pay me some attention. He loves my "stuff": my house, car, pc, etc. He recently got me fined $1000 for throwing a cigarette butt out the car window, rear-ended a woman in my car while blitzed, and we are now getting evicted because he spends all his money at the bar! I am going insane.