Do you ever wanna run away?
Mood:  not sure
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Well, I ended up playing pool tonight with Jack and with Erica and Nathan. Sometimes I do even tho I stink. I start telling Erica and Sean about how I am getting kicked out in the street out of MY house cause of Jay, and he acts like it ain't happening! I tell them I am done with him and am moving out from under him. My drinks go to my head and I start crying. Erica takes me into the bathroom to calm me. I tell her I am probably gonna be alone for a damn long time cause I just can't take this. Also, I hate the whole "hooking up" scene. I hate games and that's all it is. I have been "alone" for a long time already with Jay. Over four years wasted and 12 yrs before that on my husband. Maybe I missed my chance huh?