Do you lock yourself in your room?
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: With the radio on turned up so loud no one hears you screaming
Topic: happenings
We go to L&M on Thursday nights to sing karaoke. This use to be something we had in common and we had so much fun. Lately, I only sing sometimes. He doesn't seem to care. As soon as we get there he turns in his songs and runs off with Dennis. I sit playing video games and downing drinks. I feel embarassed to be with him. He acts so dumb and everyone thinks I can do better. The men are always coming over to ask why I am all alone. Welcome to my life, I say. I have a man named Jack who says he loves me and wants to "impregnate" me. He is way to old for me. Feels good someone wants me tho. Another guy named Jeff tells me he fantasizes about me at work. I must look pretty good, cause they all want me sober or not. All but Jay. Alcohol is his GF.